Love of a Ustadz

Disappointment of ustadz Azmi

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

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Now it is two months, the marriage of Dea and Ustadz Azmi. Dea had also begun to change, although she was occasionally rude to her husband.

Dea was getting used to wearing a hijab. And Ustadz Azmi by example taught him to teach.

In addition to ustadz Azmi who guided Dea. Her husband's younger brother Yuli always taught Dea. Likewise with umma Sila, almost every day he advised Dea.

His uncle and aunt were so grateful that Dea finally got such a good husband. And also patient, his family also loved Dea.

Today, the Azmi ustadz holiday helps Dea clean the house. After the homework was over, Ustadz Azmi approached Dea who was sitting on the living room sofa.

“Dek, is Adek this month already have monthly guests?” ask ustadz Azmi.

Dea raised one eyebrow, he was astonished. Suddenly her husband asked her that. Since when did he care about it?

“Udah, yesterday I had a mandatory shower. Why emang?” Dea lowered her eyebrows, staring at Ustadz Azmi.

“Nothing, mas to room first.” Pamit ustadz Azmi.

Dea nodded, she noticed her husband walking towards the room.

“What's with him?” muttered Dea wonder.

Ustadz Azmi went into the room, he came to the closet. Then he opened the closet, lifting one shirt at a time.

“Where does Adek put the uniform for tomorrow?” the ustadz Azmi.

Ustadz Azmi takes uniform, to iron. However, before he closed the closet there was something that fell from the closet.

Ustadz Azmi looked downwards, he was immediately shocked. It turns out that what fell earlier, was a pill kb.

Ustadz Azmi took a kb pill located on the floor. He was really disappointed, it turns out that all this time Dea took pills kb. He hopes that Dea will be pregnant.

“Why mas?” asked Dea, who saw Ustadz Azmi standing in front of him.

“Why does Adek do this same mas? Mas really disappointed with all this, ” said ustadz Azmi, he put the pill on the table. Right in front of Dea.

Dea was surprised by what she saw. Then he turned to look at Ustadz Azmi.

“Mas sorryin me, I don't want to get pregnant.” Dea squeezed his fingers, he was afraid that Azmi's ustadz would get angry and instead slap him.

Ustadz Azmi's eyes were already reddened, but with all her might she held him back. So that tears do not fall in front of the wife, not she is weak. It's just that he's really disappointed. Moreover, hearing the reason of Dea, if in fact Dea does not want to get pregnant.

“Dek mas tau, mas is completely meaningless for Adek. Until Adek did not want to conceive a child from mas. Mas can accept this Deck, but not with umma and Abah.” Ustadz Azmi spoke softly without looking at Dea's face.

Dea fell silent, thinking her husband would be furious. Like he had read in the novel. But this is very different, Ustadz Azmi is not angry at all. Still soft-spoken, even though the look of the face was full of disappointment.

"Mas, I'm sorry." Dea lirih.

Ustadz Azmi approached Dea, then he pinched both cheeks until they turned red.

“Mas tau pain,” Dea brushed off ustadz Azmi's hand.

“Sorry yes, I want to get ready first.” Ustadz Azmi moved from her seat.

“Mas where to go?”

“Mas want to stay in pesantren, so there are many students who need to improve how to read them.”

“How do I go?”

“Adek sleeps with Yuli aja, later mas sayin to Yuli.”

Dea just nodded.