Love of a Ustadz

Fear of Pregnancy

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

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Dea has returned home with Ustadz Azmi after staying overnight at Uncle Zaki's house. But he felt there was something different about the nature of Ustadz Azmi.

He felt Ustadz Azmi avoid him, Dea increasingly confused in asked to answer okay.

“Mas I need an explanation why mas always avoid me?” dea asked irritatedly, while sitting his body beside Azmi ustadz.

“Mas is not avoiding Dek, it's just that mas can't accept if Adek does not want to get pregnant.”

Dea fell silent, this is Dea's weakness. He was most afraid of the one whose name was pregnant. Being pregnant has a lot of history in her life.

“Now mas want to know what is the reason Adek does not want to get pregnant?” tanya ustadz Azmi stared at Dea.

Dea returned the gaze of Ustadz Azmi. He could see that Ustadz Azmi wanted to know what the reason was, although Dea had to resign and tell the real reason.

“Alright, actually I'm afraid of giving birth. It's not that I don't want to have a child from a mas, honestly I like having a baby dede. Pregnancy is the thing I fear the most. My mother died while giving birth to me, and my father died of a heart attack when he learned that she died after giving birth. I know this from Mina's mother, Mina's mother who took care of me from baby.” Dea gave a pause, he took a breath and made it slowly. So that her tears do not fall.

“Mbak mina is a kariawan in the flower character Mother, because no one dared to adopt me. So Mina was willing to adopt me, even though Mina was not married at that time. When I was 10 years old, Mina got married. But as long as I live with Mina she always sets me free. After marriage, Mina became pregnant, and at the time of giving birth Mina died with her future baby.” Dea's cry broke.

And at that moment, Ustadz Azmi understood. Why his wife does not want to get pregnant. He was also injured when he heard the curses of his wife. He promised himself that he would make his wife happy.

“And I'm not Uncle and Aunt's niece, father and single-child mother. Uncle and Aunt are close friends of father same mother.” Continue Dea.

“Yes, but I love them so much. Because of all my family only Uncle and Aunt are so worried about my condition.” Answer Dea.

“Adek calm down now there is a mas who always take care of Adek. Do not be sad anymore, and Adek must be sure the death has been arranged by Allah. So there is no need to fear pregnancy.” Ustadz Azmi kissed Dea's forehead.

Dea thought that if she refused Ustadz Azymi's request, she feared divorce and widowhood. But on the other hand, he was very scared about it.

“If I don't want to get pregnant do I divorce me?” tanya Dea raised her face, looking at Ustadz Azmi.

“Gak will, mas will not divorce Adek. Divorce is not forbidden in Islam, only God hates divorce. And another one, I don't like Adek talking to it.”

“Iya, I want to get pregnant.” Dea smiled. He sure is sure he can face all this.

Ustadz Azmi's eyes sparkled happily. “Thank you dear,” he said while kissing the lips of his wife.

“In that case, you can ask for your rights right?”

Dea just nodded.

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