
Kinan blinked his eyes, trying to adjust the light entering the retina of the eye. He felt a little dizzy and nauseous because of the stomach acid disease he suffered.
"Kinan.." greet the two men who were on opposite sides in Kinan's bed, staring at each other and a little bit of a cold aura between them.Raffa and Juna feel happy Kinan can be realized again.
"I where?" Kinan glanced to his right and left, a place that was no stranger to him because every day he worked in the hospital.
"Nan, are you okay?" Raffa held Kinan's hand and stroked his hair. Raffa was so worried that he waited for Kinan to wake up.
"Let GO...!" Kinan stomped Raffa's hand violently, he also did not want his hair to be touched by Raffa. His eyes stared hard at Raffa. Highlight the eyes full of anger, disappointment and annoyance he showed Raffa.
"Nan, are you okay?" juna asked, he touched Kinan's hand gently.
"Remain.huaaa.. Huhuhuhoo..." Kinan cried and hugged Juna tightly, spilling all the tightness that was in his heart. He was sobbing in Juna's arms.
Raffa just stared at the scene in front of him, feeling chest tight.
Alif was eager to beat Juna who dared to hug Kinan in front of his brother's eyes, but Raffa held Alif's hand so as not to fight.
"Buck...!" exclaiming Alif, "This cannot be allowed, dare they embrace like that in front of the mas." jolted Alif
"Mas!, don't just shut up and look at Kinan like that. He's your fiancee, shouldn't cuddle with another man" Alif said with emotion
" We've broken up, no more relationships. It's all your brother's wish for not loving me so now I'm free with any man." Kinan said as he pleased.
" It's impossible." Alif was surprised by Kinan's statement, he looked at his brother's face with a fierce look. How could her brother break off the engagement unilaterally without discussing with the family. Not loving, Alif felt awkward because he knew Raffa loved and loved Kinan even though Raffa was always silent and not the type of person who could say the word love. And what about his mother's condition if he finds out Kinan is void of being his son-in-law, it is inconceivable. Oh my God...
"You're right, we broke up." Raffa moved from his seat
"Aliff, we're home. Soon there are aunt Ifa and Om Shafiq. Kinan is already there to guard here." Raffa glanced at Juna who was still hugging Kinan.
"Mas..!, this must be wrong." Alif still does not believe in her brother's decision.
"Abang, will you be my girlfriend?" pinta Kinan said to Juna.
"Don't date, I'll marry you soon. Live together and be happy forever, love you sincerely." replied Juna while kissing Kinan's forehead.
Alif was aghast at the annoying sight for him, he clenched tightly his hand.
Raffa stopped his steps, he did not expect Kinan would move quickly to replace him with another man. Soon marry you, one sacred sentence that makes her chest a little sore.
"In the meantime Kinan belongs to someone else." Raffa muttered inwardly.
Raffa stared flatly at the couple in front of him, a gaze that was hard to decipher. He came out to Kinan's ward followed by Alif who always protested non-stop at Raffa.
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Raffa had a hard time closing his eyes because of the blur when Kinan was frowned upon by Juna.He felt his decision was correct but his heart refused to do so.
He got up and massaged his leg and immediately took anti-pain medication. Her legs hurt again after holding Kinan this afternoon. Raffa recalled the time Kinan threw the ring on the floor, he tried to search every corner. After half an hour he found a ring in the corner of the study table.
"Here we go." Raffa touched the diamond ring and smiled, recalling the moment of her engagement with Kinan. "I'm sorry Kinan." she said.
"Tock.. Geck.. Tok.." the sound of Raffa's room door being knocked from outside. Raffa immediately kept the ring on his nightstand.
Navysah came in and rained a pinch down Raffa's waist hard .
"Ngeselin!, how dare to break up with Kinan. You want Raffa!" Navysah held back the anger, he was really upset Raffa made up his mind without exchanging thoughts with the parents.
"Oh.., it hurts. That's enough." Raffa held his mother's hand so as not to rain the pinch back.
"It's Raffa's decision" he said
" Look at mama." Navysah turned her son's face towards her. " Don't lie to your feelings, Mama knows you love and love Kinan, she's a good girl, she must accept you son." Navysah said in a fit of annoyance
" Mah.., don't be so ignorant."
"Well, I don't want Kinan to regret marrying me. Look!, your son is already disabled even to carry Kinan I can barely afford, my legs are shaking violently. I'm ashamed mah, ashamed." Raffa glazed over after saying it.
"Please son, I'm sure your feet will return to normal.It will soon be healed." Navysah hugged her son tightly, knowing Raffa was not fully healed. The doctor also advised Raffa not to work too hard and light exercise only. Raffa can walk normally but he is still exhausted if he has to walk too far, he also has to take anti-pain medication when his legs hurt.
"Mama's answer is honestly, do you love Kinan even a little?"
Raffa threw his face the other way, he felt ashamed to admit everything.
"Jawab Nak." pinta Navysah
"I love Kinan mah. All this time it was Kinan that I always remembered, there was no other woman as chatty and annoying as him. Mama knew that Raffa always wore the engagement ring so that I would always limit myself to other women so that Raffa would know there was a Kinan who was always waiting for me but after the accident, I lost hope "Raffa said
" Mama knows. "Navysah stroked her son's back." Now you sleep. " Navysah wraps a blanket over her son's body.
" Mama love you baby. "
" Raffa is also dear to mama. "his eyes closed and inhaled the aroma of perfume typical of his mother, vanilla fragrance felt so soft that the sound of Raffa who was asleep was heard.
" Mama will do something to make you happy son." Navysah said in his heart.
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In the morning Raffa arrived at the hospital to visit Kinan. He deliberately came in the morning to be able to feed Kinan, he knew when Kinan was sick he would always want to be fed. Raffa brought chicken porridge and fruit parcels to Kinan, with a fluffy smile he walked into Kinan's room.
Raffa sees Kinan being fed by Juna, the man yesterday who was always waiting for Kinan.
"Oh, sorry. I guess there's no one." Raffa was so clumsy to see Kinan and Juna laughing together.
"Come in." Kinan waved his hand towards Raffa with a sweet smile.
" Are you better?" Raffa put the fruit parcel and chicken porridge on the nightstand.
"Lumayan, because from last night bang Juna took care of me." Kinan smiled wryly and seemed to want to tell her that Juna was a good man.
"Oh." Raffa just ber oh ria.
"Raffa is good." Kinan showed the ring on his ring finger, "Giving from bang Juna, we will get married soon." Kinan added with a smile
"Deg"
"Good, congratulations." Raffa smiled wryly, but in his heart it was painful to see Kinan so happy with Juna.
"I'm giving it all back." Kinan opened the iron nightstand and gave Raffa all the jewelry boxes, "It's all still intact, the jewelry when you proposed to me."
I don't know why Raffa's heart hurts so much when Kinan returns all his gifts. "Save it, I don't need it just think of it as a memento."
"No!, I don't need any of that. The jewelry was also not a hero, why should it be remembered." Kinan grumbled innocently, "If you don't want to accept it, then, I'd rather throw it in the trash like you dumped me and never appreciate my sacrifice "sneezy Kinan
"Kin' watch what you say...!" jolt Raffa with wrath. This is the first time Raffa has looked so emotional with Kinan's words. "I've never thrown you away, you're so...." Raffa stopped his words. " Oh, I better go." Raffa left feeling annoyed, he slammed the door of Kinan hospitalization.
"Huhuhoo... Raffa.. You're angry with me huhuhu..." Kinan cried after Raffa left his room. " Sister, you're sure this strategy will make Raffa aware of his feelings for me. He loves me." asked Kinan to convince himself.
" Sure, Raffa loves you.Your acting is amazing." Juna smiled remembering Kinan who deliberately took medicine to drain the stomach as if he was sick and ended up in the hospital.
" Don't forget to keep your promise to Jessica." Juna is forced to join Kinan's game in exchange for forgiving Jessica and cooking her beloved sister's coveted meal.
"Yes, I know." sneak Kinan. "I'm giving you back your ring." Kinan removed the ring on his ring finger.
"If you want to be used forever, I'm sincere." Juna blinked his eyes. "Who knows to be a real soul mate" hoped Juna but he immediately got a plot from Kinan.
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Innalillahi wainnalillahi rojiun has passed away Our beloved father on Thursday 05082021. Please pray hopefully husnul khotimah, thank you reader for waiting for this novel update. 🙏🙏