
Last night Raffa had to hold the Inca who was crying because she was left behind, just after midnight her sister slept and she had to lay the Inca in her bed so that when her sister woke up she would not look for it anymore .
"Allah is very body-sealed, Kaka even though thin is still heavy. About the same mom as the cute again say yes "he remembered the mother and sister far away there, the youngest sister who was smaller than her twin, he said, who always wrestle spoiled and silent does not talk much.
He threw himself beside the sleeping Inca, but from outside his room someone knocked on the door.
"Raffa, we're all going to Semarang tomorrow. Grandma is back critical, you're ready" Davian said, glancing at her silent son not answering his question.
"You can be mad at me, but this is about your grandmother. He wants to see all of us, pray for the best for Grandma yes" he said as he closed the door, he did not want to linger in a room with his eldest son because the guilt still continues to approach him.
Raffa closed his eyes, he remembered the figure of Grandma who was always attentive and very affectionate with him without feeling his tears flowing. "May the healthy grandmother continue to take care of him for us God"he said, he thought if something happened to his grandmother must be the person who lost the most was his mother.Navysah was very affectionate with his mother, he said,he always took the time to video call and ask the news of his condition, even every four months his mother always went home to visit the grandmother. Navysah longed for her mother to be in Jakarta but was rejected because the grandmother was more comfortable living in a quieter and peaceful village.
"I'm kangen mama and Haha" he murmured inwardly.
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They all arrived in Semarang at one o'clock in the afternoon, Fafa was very enthusiastic because he could meet his grandmother again. However, he did not know the current state of his grandmother was critical.
They entered the hospital right now, Navysah was waiting for her family in her room.
"Yes..." Navysah sobbed in her husband's chest, she wept bitterly and poured all sorrow and pain upon her husband. "It's been a week mama's condition is stable but yesterday he dropped again" he said while crying and shrinking his nose fluid.
"You have patience, give it all to God. Praying his best for his mother" he stroked his wife's back, trying to strengthen her to face reality.
Raffa threw away his face, he did not want to see his mother cry because it was very painful and made his heart pity.
Naysila and Febri could only sob and get out of the room, they tried to calm themselves back down before going inside her mother's room .
Davian approached his mother-in-law who was now asleep. "Well, Davi came mah. Sorry to be late to visit you" he showed his slightly regretful face. She kissed the back of her in-laws' hands and then kissed her forehead like her own. She shed tears she could not see her father-in-law who was now lying helplessly with an infusion hose attached to her left hand.Since long ago her in-laws always considered her own child, very dear to her, very dear to her, he never distinguished himself from Denis and he always prayed for his career.He always remembered a message from his in-laws who always said "titip Navysah and children"
"Dear mother you like your own child, do not forget to pray so that all your work is smooth. Mama pray you are always healthy and blessed in search of fortune"
He always remembered the memories with his in-laws who always made the atmosphere of the house crowded, the loving nature of his in-laws who always made him miss.
"Yes, this is Davi. Mama's healthy, huh Davian will take care of mama?" he held his hands warmly.
"The name of this family you must always get along well. Titip Navysah, Naysila and the children. Thank you for loving your son" she said as she shed tears.
"Davi will take care of this family, Mama should be healthy huh. Mama-in-law Davi is the best, thank you for giving birth to a child as good as Navysah and mba Naysila" he said again, and Navysah was seen holding back his sobs. He did not want to look weak in front of his mother.
"Raffa" said Bu Yani, looking for his grandson.
Raffa came over and sat down by his father's side."This is Raffa nek" he said, holding back his tears so as not to cry.
" Please take care of your mother and sisters, be a sholeh and filial child. Grandma loves you so much" she said again, she touched the face of her favorite granddaughter. " Raihan's face and your heart are as good as his. He remembered his deceased son-in-law, a gentle and kind personality.
"Raffa promises to be a good boy but Grandma has to be healthy huh." His tears spilled in the corner of his eyes, he could not bear to see his grandmother lying weak.
"My grandchildren, the twin warriors" he said again. The four double twins approached her grandmother's bed. Fafa who had been excited to meet his grandmother had now turned sad, the grandmother who was always patient and affectionate with them all was now helpless.
"Sir, this is Fafa"he patted his own chest, knowing from the first grandmother always mistakenly called their names because of grandmother's eyes that were less clear." It's Alif" he said again. "Fafa kangen granny, quickly healed ya nek later play with Fafa again" he cried and wiped the tears with his sleeves.
"Yes Grandma, Alif dear grandmother." he cried hugging the grandmother, he recalled that in the first fight with Fafa, Grandma Yani always defended Alif and held him around the complex so that he would not cry anymore.
"This is princess Inka and Inha nek" the double twins did not want to lose, he was crying considering his grandmother who used to always take him around the complex with her push bike, he always fed the twins patiently even though he had to go around the complex in the morning.
"Grandma love you all" said Bu Yani. He smiled happily at all his family gathering.
"Tock.. Geck.. Geck.."
"Excuse me sir, the clock is up. Please get out of this room. The patient has to rest" said the nurse, he tidied back a slightly messy blanket. The Navysah family came home so that tomorrow could take turns, while Febri and Sulaiman's father are currently on duty.
In the morning Febri found his mother lifeless, her face pias, pale helpless. He checked all the pulse and breathing but nil. A check from the doctor was declared dead. She contacted her two brothers about her mother's condition and sure enough Naysila immediately fell unconscious when she heard her mother died, while Navysah cried incessantly, her gaze began to empty and could only cry.