
Raffa left the house and now he is sitting at a stop, his mind is now chaotic considering his mother is crying and asking him to stay at home.One side he does not want to see his mother sad, he is sad, but on the other hand ego and anger defeat everything.
"I'm sorry Raffa mah" he murmured in his heart.He rubbed a clear liquid in the corner of his eye.
The night was getting late and he did not know where to go, all he thought was to stay away from home to calm his heart that was in turmoil.
"It's as easy for a company as turning the palm of the hand"
" Make it a hobby not a primary job"
"Dad has fallen to build this business, if at that time Dad's company went bankrupt, of course we live in rented and there is no way you guys live this comfortable life"
" You're the first kid to be a role model for your sisters"
"Just you I believe and hope more"
All the words of his father are still clearly in his ears, the hope of a father and also the sneer that he will not easily achieve his dreams.
"I must how o god" she explained, "Is mom okay now "he rubbed his face rough and ruffled his hair.Before leaving the house he had left all credit cards and atm given his mother. Raffa has only brought one atm of his own, the result of his work and the prize of an animated race last month.
He also remembered Rio and at that moment he immediately contacted him.
" I want to stay at your house, can't I?" ask Raffa
"Come, come here" Rio replied at the end of the phone.
And Raffa deactivated his phone immediately.
Maybe currently staying with Rio was the best choice for a while.
* **
He was in the restroom of his best friend, Rio's parents were shocked by Raffa's disheveled appearance and carried his backpack. They wanted to ask further but Rio had already given the code not to interfere in the affairs of his best friend.
Even inside the room Rio did not say much. He knew his best friend had a problem even though Raffa did not tell him.He only suggested to sleep and school tomorrow as usual.
Being in Rio's room was a little self-conscious, "Perhaps if it was broke then it would definitely stay in a room like this. It's definitely like Rio who has to work to lighten his family's burden a little and surely the sisters won't live this comfortable life" he murmured inwardly, he looked at the sky - the sky of Rio's house. He flicked - turning his body to the right and to the left, his wandering mind could not close his eyes and was only able to exhale his coarse breath repeatedly.
"Why are you?, I know you have a problem. If you want to tell me that you feel a little relieved" said Rio while closing his eyes, he always heard a rough breathing from his best friend. The narrow bed is very felt if someone moves around here and there uncomfortable.
"Sorry Raff, my bed is cramped maybe you're not comfortable sleeping here"
"It's not like that yo, it's not because of the bed" said Raffa, he told what really happened in his house, quarrel with his father made him difficult to sleep. Not because he regretted leaving the house but because he was worried about his mother's state that the latter looked very fragile and wept over her.
"Tomorrow you go home, look at your mother's circumstances" Rio advised
"I don't want to go home, I still want to be here. Tomorrow tell Om Ari, please look at my mama's condition yo but don't tell mama that I'm here" he asked
"Okay, tomorrow I'll talk to my dad first, now sleep"
* **
"Mother at home, at this time the mother's blood pressure rises. Please do not mind a lot mom, take regular medication and adequate rest, reduce salt consumption, set a healthy lifestyle yes ma'am" said the doctor. He wrote down some prescription drugs and gave them to Davian "This sir please redeem, I'll excuse you first"
"Okay, thank you doc" he replied
"Well, mama don't get sick. Cepet healed ya mah " said Alif and Fafa simultaneously, he hugged his mother. When his mother fainted Fafa rushed to his father's room while Alif checked his nose and his mother's pulse.
" Mama's okay baby, "Navysah stroked both of her children's hair." You guys bobo yeah it's the night of tomorrow's school "his love.
" Fafa wants to be here with mom" she whines and hugs her mother's body.
"Alif also wants to be here" he said, hugging his mother as well. She was so worried, this was the first time she had seen her mother faint.
"Ehem.. Ehem" Davian cleared his throat, he had no room to simply check the condition of Navysah, his two children were very dominating the body of his wife. He did not expect that when he cleared his throat he even got a sharp look from his two children at this time, as if the twins wanted to swallow him alive.
"What - what is this leak, how dare to look at me like this.Getting eyes when his mother bullied people and feel not accept" he murmured inwardly.
"Dad don't be here, let Alif and Fafa take care of your mother" cried Alif
"Bad evil!, Mas Raffa left because Dad and mom are like this because Dad is too" Fafa continued in a high tone.
"You don't be pretentious, go to each other's rooms so now Dad takes care of mom. Tomorrow you go to school" Davian tries to be gentle with his son, he doesn't want to get angry and add to today's problems.
"No..!!" answer them compactly. He hugged his mother on the left and right.
"These two rancid brats are really similar to me, stubborn and that gaze is like my childhood gaze, it will not accept when the person he loves is now hurt" he murmured inwardly.
"Fafa has Raffa mas phone but his phone is not active" he compotes atik mobile phone back and only heard the voice of the female operator.
Navysah recalls his eldest son leaving the house, his tears now slid like "Raffa, my son!. You where Nak "gluhnya.
"Fafa!, Alif!. go to your room" Davian said, glaring at his twins. He does not want his wife to be sad to remember Raffa who left home.
The twins immediately went from his mother's bed, when his father had glared and looked at him sharply as if it was a sign of danger and they inevitably had to carry out his orders.
Davian threw himself aside from Navysah, but his wife turned her back on him.
"I know you're mad at me, sorry" he hugged his wife from behind.
He sighed harshly "I did all this for the good of him and for this family. You go to sleep, don't mind much" he continued.
Navysah did not reply, he rushed out of his room and preferred to sleep with the twin princess. She felt calmer sleeping with her children than with her husband. Actually she knew what her husband did solely for the family but on the other hand her heart was whipped to see Raffa who had been obedient and not demanding much to have to give up all her dreams.
"What kind of mother am I, the minds of my children alone can not be fulfilled" he explained. He closed his eyes when he was tired of crying.