Love Me Mas

PART 15'S

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I was still looking at the ceiling of the room, my reflection of Kang Taufiq was still ringing. Why should He come when I am with Mas Hasan?

"Mas Today Mai and Alin want a pilgrimage to Tegalrejo, okay?"

"Jaudah will take you and Alin with you"

"No need to thank you, Mai will be with Alin, Alin bring a car, later he drives."

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I'm still waiting for Alin to come, before long he's been thronged on the doorstep.

"Maiiiiii" he called me from the outside.

"O Allah Liiin said to him first, even the screams of custom "

Alin and I rushed to the car, the road was not so crowded, 20 minutes later it had arrived in front of the tomb. Still as usual the cars lined up neatly, the food seller was still waiting for the buyer, I saw the car at the end of the parking lot like the car that Kang taufiq brought yesterday, my heart suddenly beat faster, my heart suddenly beat faster, I gulped, sighed, didn't I have any feelings? not that I already have Mas Hasan who loves me so much.

The atmosphere is so crowded, crowded with Yasin readings are also tahlil, some are chanting nadzom, some are chanting do'a. It was such a tranquil atmosphere, an atmosphere I had always longed for.

"Kaaang, been here a long time?" alin's voice surprised me, he was like that since long ago always grusah grusuh.

I didn't realize if anyone had noticed me since, he was the one I had loved, he was the one I always called in do'a, he was the one I was going to be. However, I must be ordinary, I must remain a wife who can maintain the honor of her husband.

"Who are you married to?" ask Alin.

"Not yet mbak Alin, no one is suitable, there are turns that fit even already taken someone else hehehe"

My heart ached to hear it, was she actually expecting me too? but why didn't he come when I was waiting for him? he didn't dare look at me, I knew his gaze held a longing, he seemed to want to say something, but it couldn't be said.

"Where do you bring so many kang books?" ask Alin

"Lohh that's tafsir, right? tafsir Jalalain is not a kang"

"Not mbak, this is the interpretation of Munir written by Shaykh Nawawi Al Bantani."

"Ohh this was Mai also want to nyari tafsir said" said Alin.

"Liin I want to go to the tomb first, my Qur'an was left there"

"Ohh yes Mai, I'll wait for the parking lot"

This is actually just my reason, because I really can't see it, repeat memories, wait for years is not easy. My eyes are glassy, some students look at me, I just bow down trying hard.

"Mai let's go home, it's late in the afternoon my husband is raging if I come home tonight haha."

"Yes lin, I've also laper, later stop by the stall on the edge of the magelang square ya"

"Jaudah come on, oh yes this is me tipped kang taufiq tell me to love you" Alin thrust black plastic. I don't know exactly what it is, I haven't had time to accept my heart is already troubled erratically.

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At home there is no one, Mother is at home budhe, Mas hasan has not returned home. I threw my little body in the pawn, I sighed, closed my eyes, I looked at the plastic that Alina had given me, was it really from the Kang Taufiq? It turned out that it contained a black sarong patterned in red and also a book of exegesis, this is not the first time I was given a book, when Aliyah used to be the one who gave me some readings. also if there is a task that I can not do I just wrap it with the newspaper I put on his desk, the morning is full of answers .

How surprised I was, there was a piece of paper that fell. Could this be a letter? letter that will answer all my questions, ahh I was afraid to just look or open it, but if I throw away how I know how to feel, how do I know why he did not come when I waited.

"Assalamualaikum dikk" Mas Hasan's voice broke my daydream.

"Waalaikumsalam Mas" I hurriedly hid the plastic that Alina had given me, I did not want Mas Hasan to be hurt by my past.

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