LOVE IS IMMEASURABLE
Niko cries for her first love
Arumi looks restless because another week is the approximate day of birth and she can not sleep well, puffiness and the air feels hot, sometimes her sleep dreams about giving birth. His legs cramp easily and any position when sleeping feels wrong.
Judging that the wall clock is still at 03:15, Arumi finally decided to take ablution and face the Khaliq at dawn.
Bathing in the end Arumi because of the hot feeling then carry out his intentions. Until dawn, it finally woke Niko up and prayed together.
Dreeetttt dreettt
Niko's cellphone voice sounded as they were reading some chants of the verse before continuing their morning activities.
" Get up, who knows how important dawn is like calling!". Niko went to pick up the phone.
" Asalamualaikum".
"........"
" Innalillahi wainaillsihi rojiun.., when?".
"........"
" Okay, thanks, I'll be there".
"..........".
" Greetings waalaikum".
" What's wrong?".
" Cilia dear.", Niko's voice choked in the throat. Arumi immediately smashed into Niko's embrace.
" Yes Alloh.... Innalillahi wa innaillaihi roji'un", Arumi's ogre on Niko's chest. Niko finally sat down on the floor, silent without making a sound her eyes closed.
Arumi rubbed her husband's chest, as if giving strength to be patient, no sound between them just silence until then Niko hugged Arumi and kissed the tip of his wife's head.
" Mast shower first... After that I want to go to the new store after that to there, maybe later at 8 or 9, you want to come?".
" could?".
" But if the cape or feel uncomfortable do not on the axis.gain can cape, briefly again need a lot of energy for him", Niko rubbed the stomach Arumi tang already looks perfectly rounded distended.
" Don't mas, Arumi still can, all of you let a lot of movement so that the birth is smooth".
" Yes already.. may then, be ready first, we are with Mr. Ngat only later if there is anything let anyone bring his car".
" okay". Arumi rushed to the kitchen to help the aunt prepare breakfast.
Once ready everyone is at the dinner table for breakfast. Shortly before Niko leaves, Arumi tells Mom and Papa that Cilia was gone by dawn.
" lt... Ma, Arumi will join Niko ta'ziah mas".
" Innalillahi....who died?", said Papa mama serrntak.
" Cilia Ma's mother". Niko just shut up and looked down.
" Ogh.... join the condolences but Papa Mama is not in love, you heart your stomach is already big so want to come?". mama Erina worried.
" Gapapa ma, still strong anyway if anything, all the baby equipment has been prepared in the car ".
" Yes, he wants to come!". Arumi is a manyun because Niko sees her cynical towards him.
Arriving at the store Niko went straight to his office, then the door he locked. I want to let go of her sadness one last time.
Lying if Niko is not sad, the woman has filled her heart for more than 10 years with all the stories and heartache given to Niko.
" Ci... good-bye, may all your sins be forgiven", her moans softly as she looked at the picture of Cilia smiling sweetly on her phone that she was not delicate.
" I'm sorry if the last meeting yesterday I didn't make a good impression on you, I hope you can forgive me", tight in the chest as if squeezed.
" I've been trying for your health, but it turns out God loves you more, He chose you to come back".
Drettt dreettt...
Niko's phone rang until shocked because she was still busy looking at the photo of Cilia there, quickly Niko took a tissue and wiped her tears and took out her snot before answering the phone so that her voice was normal not stinging.
" Where is Assalamualaikum Nik.... lo?", apparently Anton who called.
" I'm at the store, I'll be there, wait a minute, what time do you want to be guaranteed?".
" Owh lo already in the store, he said anyway at 9, I've been at the funeral home, there are some friends who have come too".
" Okay, I finished somewhat work first".
" Okay, be patient, you must be crying in the office instead of work... ".
" Sok tau lo".
" Not pretentious but I'm very familiar with the same lo, maybe you do not have the same love as before with Cilia but your love is still there even if it's only a little now!".
" I have to choose, and I choose my wife, honestly, I can't sleep if there's no wife I'm not just that, I'm not good at eating, either, my wife is like a life to me. While Cilia is just a flower of my dreams, and her sleep delivery is my wife!".
" Yes that may be Nik's soul mate.not necessarily Love but complement each other, need each other. while excessive Love may not be united, because it could be a lot of disagreement".
" Yes maybe brow... betewe.. you know that Cilia is not there that early?",
" In fact Cilia had dropped from two days ago, she suddenly fainted at her house, the doctor said his cells had spread so chemo yesterday could not finish because there was a lot of fluid in his lungs and I don't know.... said the doctor the type of cancer suffered by Cilia is indeed a malignant quickly spread... he must be calm because he went to bring your sincere Love for him. Continue your life without a shadow of him, happy Arumi and your child, learn from your wife, she's a man of sincerity and sincerity.... ", Anton's advice makes Niko's heart full, everything her best friend says is true.
" Ton.. I'm so embarrassed.why do you who do not know Arumi more know her nature than I am her husband", hoarse voice Niko because sad to feel himself only thinking about his old love and do not recognize the heart of his wife until others are reminded.
" I know, lo's wife, God's choice? because your heart is closed to the same first love lo who is more. understand lo", Anton presses in the word of Understanding so that Niko can underline the meaning of his speech.
" I understand.. I regret remembering it all but.. loving Cilia is also not a regret for me. however there are many things".
" Thankfully if you understand. ya have removed your snot... lest you be found out your wife ya.. she must be sad to see you crybaby".
" So I'm crashing in the store first, it could be bad if I'm sitting at home".
" aha..... "
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GREETINGS FROM CILIA TO READER .... SORRY TO BE BORN BATH.... PLEASE ASK TO ENTER HEAVEN🙏🙏🙏
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