LOVE IS IMMEASURABLE
Cilia's Meditations
After bathing Arum changed into sleep clothes and returned to lay his body on the mattress.
" Mas... Arum may ask, but I have to answer honestly, honestly, there is not the slightest lie or secret that is covered". Arumi's words were full of emphasis in every word.
" I will try to be honest and open for my love".
" mas........ until now after we were married so many months hmmm..... almost 8 months......... is still the number one priority mbak Cilia in the heart of mas? BE HONEST! Arumi pressed down clearly and a little hard on the honest word, making Niko bowed and speechless for a moment before finally raising her face and answering.
" Mas... is still hard to release him, but that does not mean mas will marry him, at this time not the slightest desire to have him dihati mas.... more pity mas rasain.he got breast cancer with stage 3, and including cancer that is malignant Yank.... the sadness of seeing a loved one for years is now almost dying.Im sorry, please be patient for a while until he recovers after that, mas will leave him and go to you. mas want our family like Papa, Mama, Father Mother. mas want to have many children only from you yank.... and please be patient ... a moment. please". Niko bowed down, there was a sense of heartlessness to see his wife's face .. Sin has made the woman soft and patient in front of him hurt continue and continue just because of his ego.
Arumi turned out to have shed tears without the sound of sobs, the clear lips had wet his cheeks and had several times Arumi tried to wipe hearing Niko's confession.
" Arum knows how you feel... Arum ask for one more help ... replace the thoughts and feelings of the very love to mbak Cilia into a sense of sympathy and ordinary attention as friends, move the sense of love for Arumi or for our children later.mbak Cilia mas friends, friends yes friends..eliminate thoughts about the ex. hopefully mas can be ... honestly Arum is getting tired!".
" Yes yank... maybe your idea is better.. mas will try, patience yes".
" Bismillah.... Allaah alma reversing the back of the human heart, as long as you believe and try surely can".
" Honestly, if we're still dating, I might be Arum's shortest lover.... the attitude of mas like this Arum it feels like dating the same mas 3 days has also made Arum cancel our creation.... ".
" Iiihhhh... terrible...3 days".
" I want how he wants to be rejected.. It's good to be self-conscious".
" It's a good thing that I went to bed and got married, so I'm not afraid of being rejected anymore". Niko immediately rubbed Arumi's hair and began to relapse.
" Iihhh... move aside ach.. nyebelin, start deh lecherous" circus Arumi can not shy away from her husband's confinement.
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Ciliated
Tonight, Cilia felt better, after the doctor examined her for two more days. There is a sense of pleasure going to leave this hospital, the smell of medicine that dominates the taste makes his body more sick, he thought.
Cilia now what can you be proud of, your beautiful body once, is now gone! no more plump and voluptuous objects of your opposite sex, maybe now they will vomit if they see my condition.... not even energy, even the thought of money he sacrificed for me.... Oh God... what kind of man am I.. how about Arumi angry.. papa and his mother know..", Cilia seagrass when looking at the sky room.
Cilia's tears flowed from the corner of her eyes. There is a sense of regret for the journey of his life, it turns out that the beautiful face is perfect, bohay-bodied dreams of every woman and man, fair-skinned, almost gone.
He rubbed it slowly with his fingers. Even at a time like this no one's brother, friend or ex cares, only Niko was the guy who used to be in High School when she only considered a runaway girlfriend and also a mine of money when she wanted something.
Where her brother, maybe even her mother misses and thinks of her who has not come home for a few days, yes she just told her mother if there is a job for a few days out of town.
With his cell phone, there was one name he wanted to call but hesitated. several times .. until finally he was sure he had to call the number. Yep... Cilia decided to tell her eldest brother, mas Bima, however, should know, later if there is anything else she thought.
⁇ ️" Mas.... This is Cilia, mas how are you?", said Cilia Lirih when her phone connection was picked up by someone who was there.
⁇ ️ Oh... so this is you Ci, still remember the same mas, I think you have flown out of space and forgot if you have a brother, why? want to find a marriage guardian?", replied Bima streak without pause as if expressing disappointment to her sister all this time.
⁇ ️I'm sorry Cilia mas. but this time Cici called not because he needed a marriage guardian, Cici just wanted to tell you that a few days ago Cici breast removal surgery, breast removal surgery, and, and until now still in the care may only be able to go home in the next 2-3 days, so please look at the mother when there is time" explained Cilia.
⁇ ️" Seriously Ci, you don't play the same thing you say? in which hospital? tomorrow if you have time, you stop by your mom's house and look at you!".
⁇ ️" if you have time to look at the mother is important if you look at Cilia, there is no need to worry... Cilia's better, and please don't tell mom about Cilian's condition".
️ "yes tomorrow mas there, rest it's night".
Cilia finally hung up her phone. There is a sense of relief, at least now there is one brother who has known his condition. Whatever or whatever it is if in the end all his brothers throw it he has resigned.
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Today Niko contacted Cilia to ask her condition and also when she could go home, after 2 days yesterday did not see and also did not call Cilia.
️ "Today I can go home, and I have been a little, just calm down Cici picked up Bima, thanks for her attention", explained Cilia from sebrang when Niko called her.
Niko was relieved, in the end there was a brother, her brother Cilia who cared.
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Lanjuuttt....
