Love is a Feel
Episode 8
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Naruto's sapphire bead stared at the clock on his left wrist. "at 11:30." Mumbled. It's still an hour more for his promise with Miku.
Bilton looked around the room. This cafe does consist of sofas in bulkheads with thick glass that is rather opaque. He chose to sit in the middle of the sofa in the right-left glass bulkhead.
His hand reached into the pocket of his jeans. Choose to play the latest game on his phone. He intentionally arrived early. To relieve the stress he has been suffering lately.
"You're a great baby." Bilton's ears faintly heard someone's words across the country.
"It's nothing... It's just.. I don't know what his basketball strategy is.."
'These voices?' Her blond head looked back. Try to see more clearly what he can see from the frosted glass walls. The sapphire beads are rounded, right there. Miku. First love. Being in a friendly embrace of red-haired youth maroon–Aoi–
"What matters is that we know... He rarely practices because of you." It was Aoi's voice that sounded nauseating in Biltom's ear.
My smile is sweet. Which I never saw on a date with Miku. "It's not hard to fool the blonde captain it_"
The deg!
"–Only need eye dryness and ringgo!" The laughter of the two of them seemed to echo in Bilton's ears.
'I'm sorry... You're right Aron, Orlan, Maykel, Rio... Miku's... He's just using me.'
"We also know his basketball technique..." Miku giggles.
Biltom's hands clenched.
"Yes. Baby he's a fool."
Bilton's white teeth clashed.
"Free class champion, win the Olympics, or even captain basketball... If he can still be tricked by a girl..."
Bilton sapphire beads are closed. Trying to neutralize his anger.
"But remember! You have to break up with him in 3 months."
The deg!
'Is it not a basketball final?'
"Sure Baby."
Enough's enough! Bilton's body, heart and mind could not accept it.
Sretti
He moved from his seat
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It's been 5 hours sitting here, Tokyo park. Not caring about her tummy rumbling, or even her black coat wet from snowflakes.
His sapphire bead stared blankly at the frozen lake before him. Tight, sore, sorry, pathetic, troublesome, that's what Bilton feels.
"AARRGH..." He yelled. No need to worry about anyone hearing it. After all, this park is deserted.
Clear liquid flowed in the corner of his eye Bilton rubbed rough. "Ck, weak!" Aspersion.
It's nothing, first getting to know the love he hurt, his friendship ruined, just because of a blonde girl!
"Kuso!" Bilton grabbed his blond mane. His hand reached into his pants pocket and picked up the phone and typed a message.
To: Miku-chan's
From: Me
We broke up! Don't call me again! Cheapo!
Send
This contact will be deleted?
Ok
Delete.
Open the chat app. He found.
Miku Hime will be deleted
The block future invitations
Yes.
Delete.
All social media, photos, videos, and anything related to Miku he removed.
The last one is _
Trek–
He broke his sim card.
Sapphire beads closed. Neutralize his emotions. Biltom sighed. Why is this sick, he thought.
His fingers gripped the surface of his shirt. His heart felt weak, do not forget his heart that felt pained. "She!" That's for himself. Bilton feels stupid, really stupid!
The once disordered breath is now beginning to get regular. "I have to apologize..."
"I want to forget the whole... A feel... It's..." Without realizing it, his words were answered. That's why... Bilton at that moment subconsciously forgot all his feelings.
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Anxious, that's how the blonde girl felt. It's been 5 hours he waited at the cafe, to meet his fake lover.
"Bilton, where are you?" Mumbled. It's not usually Bilton's late, usually the one who's always waiting for Bilton, why is he now?
Drrr... Drrrttt
Miku reached into the cell phone she put on the table. Amethysnya rounded, kala saw_
To: Me
To: Bilton-kun
We broke up! Don't call me again! Cheapo!
The deg!
'Bi-Bilton decided on me? Does he know?'
Without babibu jemari directly call the number of the owner_
Bilton-kun calling
"Sorry the num_"
"Ck, dammit! It's not active."
He clicked the contact number_
Aoi-kun's calling
Tut's... Tut's... Tut's...
"Hallo Baby?"
"Aoi-kun, Bilton he is... Her... Decided me.." Somehow Aoi heard Miku's voice like it was shaking, holding back the cry, huh?
"What's? When?"
"Just just now."
Aoi sighed. "Ah.. Never mind... Anyway we already know his basketball playing technique."
"Ummm... Jaa.."
"Yeah..."
Clik.
Miku sighed. I don't know why there was such a painful feeling in her. He clutched his left chest.
"Why is it sick?"
His fingers again shifted the phone screen, he saw the chat application. Dan_
"No contact with Bilton at all?"
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"Bilton! Wake up!"
"–Nghhh, Kaa-chan... I'm not in school, right? My body's hot."
Violet Kushi's bead is rounded. "Hot?! Are you sick Bil-chan?" The clenched hand would pinch his son's blond head, now becoming a gentle swipe of Bilton's blonde strands.
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"Geez! You're so hot!"
"Thighhh..."
"We're going to the doctor?"
Bilton's eyelids opened, revealing his blue sapphire. "No need Kaa-chan. I'll just take a break..."
"Well... Alright... Kaa-chan make some porridge."
Cup.
A kiss on Kushi's forehead gives it to Biltom.
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"It's been 15 days since Bilton and we fought." Maykel muttered softly. His hand again slowly squeezed the photo in his grasp.
"Hm. You still keep Inu?"
Without looking at Aron, Maykel nodded. "certain. Because of this fucking photo we got into a fight." He stared at the horror photo–Aoi who kissed Miku– cheek as if the photo he held would be burned.
"Bilton hasn't been to school for a week." Rio was staring at the wall of the corner of the school roof that was always used as a place to lean on his blonde best friend.
"Is that what he's angry about?"
"En_"
Ceklek–
All turned their heads towards the open school roof door, their eyes round looking at the person who opened the school roof door.
"Bi-Bilton?" Maykel's voice choked.
Orlan, who had been sleeping, woke up, sitting himself on a long bench. His head turned towards the roof door. His eyebrows cringed. He felt a different aura from his blond friend. Why Bilton, he thought?
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Taps... Taps... Taps...
"Bilton?"
"Dobe?"
"Hm?"
Orlan's eyebrows now swooped back, hearing Bilton's short answer. The tan face that was usually decorated with a cheerful expression was now flat.
"Gomen."
Silent.
Did their ears hear wrong? Pardon you? Her blond friend said an apology with a flat face?!
Maykel stroked her ears, then smiled faintly. "I'm sorry? Sorry for saying?!"
"Hm?"
Rio frowning. "You healthy?"
"certain." Bilton's flat face has not changed.
Aron stared at the sapphire Bilton which always looked warm now looked cold. "You why Dobe?"
Blonde head Biltin turned towards her raven companions. "I? Why?" His nose pointed at his nose.
All nodded, minus Orlan who was still thinking about Bilton's expression which somehow flattened out above Aron.
"I forgive you."
The four different colored youths, turned towards Orlan who was yawning.
"You must know the truth, right?"
Bilton nodded.
"Oh... So you know the truth?" Bilton turned towards Maykel who was smiling faintly.
Taps. One step.
His brown head nodded. "good. I forgive you."
Taps. Two steps.
"Russia_"
Taps. Three steps.
"You are my best friend." Before Bilton, Maykel shook his hand.
"Arigatou Maykel." With a flat face Bilton shook Maykel's hand.
Maykel grinned. "But after_" Not until his hands shake_
Bugh!
"Ugh..." Erang the blonde-blonde youth. His hand stroked the stomach that felt pain due to Maykel's tons.
Sapphire glared. "What the fuck?!"
Hollowly. That's what Bilton feels, usually when someone hits him he's always emotional. His eyebrows cringed. 'Why is my heart empty?'
"I'm an emotion know! You just came to apologize with a flat face! Do you feel guilty?!"
"Emotions? What emotions?"
Silent.
Rio approaching. "You're really healthy?" A little doubtful, Rio smiled fakely.
"certain."
Aron remained silent. Staring at the interaction of Bilton, Maykel, and Rio. Usually Bilton would be angry if Rio smiled strangely when things were serious, but this is '_
"Aren't you angry?" Finally the word came out of Aron's mouth.
Orlan nodded . "Usually when Rio's smiling strangely you're always angry."
Bilton's eyebrows cringed. "angry? What rage?"
Bilton is really sick. Think they.
Spittoon.
"Aws... What are you doing Teme?!"
"That's a sign I forgive you."
Spittoon.
Spittoon.
"What are you guys doing, huh? Do you want me to get a concussion?!" His sapphires looked at Orlan and Rio who were pinning their heads.
"That's a sign I forgive you."
Orlan nodded.
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"So... He's using you?"
His blond head nodded at Orlan.
"Without purposely hearing the plan, when going on a date, is that it?"
His head looked at Aron.
"You are stupid." Bilton stared intently at Rio who was smiling strangely.
Orlan sighed. He had indeed thought, Miku dating Bilton must have wanted. What else after hearing Bilton's story. From his introduction to Miku, his creation, a date that always talks about basketball, and more.
"Then did you break up with her?"
"That's how it is, Maykel." Pause. "I'm so sure I know love. What paper is that?" He asked when he saw the paper held by Maykel.
Maykel nodded, then hid the photo that Bilton thought the paper had on his back. "A-ah this is mom-it's nothing."
"What the hell?!" His hands were trying to reach the photo Maykel had hidden.
Hap. Got it!
Sapphire stared flat. "Oh... Photo of the cheap."
Silent.
"You're not emotional?"
Bilton turned towards Sai. "What emotion?"
'Why doesn't Bilton know what emotion is?' Inner Orlan.
"That's it... Then?" He switched the conversation
"Gomen."
"Can you not be flat-faced when apologizing!"
"Why are you yelling at me, Maykel?"
"I'm an emotion?!"
"What emotion?"
"You_" The body that's ready to hit Bilton. It's at Orlan's pull. They fought again when they were better.
"I've already told our basketball playing technique to the Cheaper."
Aron remained silent. "So, should we change the technique?"
Bilton nodded in lethargy.
"That's the easy thing. There's still two months from now anyway."
"Hi, arigatou." Bilton's thin lips smiled faintly.
Lagi– was just a hollow feeling as she pulled the corner of her lips. 'Why empty?'
"Hn. Not problem. But you have to practice."
"Good."
The thin smile that Bilton gave her instead made her best friend awkward. Where are the big smiles, they thought.
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Bizarrely. That one word that comes to every X5 member's mind. Their leader, Bilton Nami. People are warm, cheerful, friendly, and like to smile five fingers where?
This isn't Bilton. Honestly speaking. There is no friendly, warm, and cheerful Bilton, but rather, a cold Bilton.
Their suspicions are growing. There have been many changes made by Bilton. Since breaking up with Miku. Like often aloof when in basecamp–read comic– also like this_
"Is this Bilton's work?" Maykel unblinkingly looked at the spring painting before her. The painting is very beautiful, lively, and interesting. Even almost comparable to the painting Rio who incidentally the head of the club painted.
"Yes. It's Bilton's work."
"Bilton is bad at art. Why is his ability increasing now?"
"You don't feel weird?" Everyone turned towards Orlan. Looking at his best friend's gaze was like asking 'What?' He continued. "When we hit him he is not emotional, his eyes just stare flat at us with a raised tone of voice. Don't forget that when Maykel said angry, Bilton asked her, What is anger?"
"You're right Lan. What happened to him?"
"Come on, Rio."
"What... Because Miku?"
Orlan nodded. "Maybe Aron."
Ceklek–
The knob of the door is turned and Bilton looks like he is carrying a canvas. "Eh, what are you doing?"
Rio smiling. "See painting."
"Oh..." Bilton's just a oh-ria. His feet approached his best friend.
"What's that?" Ask Maykel.
"Painting."
"Huh?" A little cengo, Maykel took the painting in Bilton's hand. His eyes were round, this rose painting looked very real. Looks like Bilton ran out of the back of school. "Is this your work?" Maykel looked at Bilton.
"Hn. You guys don't want to go home?"
Once stunned by Bilton's painting, Aron turned his gaze to look at his blonde best friend's sapphire. "Yes. Let's go home together."
"Later, I'll have a vocal club first."
"WHAT?!" Bilton's eyebrows frowned, looking at his friend who looked very strange. What else is Aron being out of character–follow yelling–
"Since when are you a vocal club?"
"You healthy?" That's Rio said.
"Dobe, it's you, right?"
Bilton sapphire beads turning. "Ep... Last week. And I'm healthy, and this is Bilton Nami. Ck, I'm going first."
"He's getting weird."
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Difficile. The violet bead that was staring at him without blinking was what made him uneasy.
"Kaa-chan why the hell?"
Kushi blinks. "Your face is so stiff Bil-chan." He put the spoon he was holding, then touched Bilton's cheek.
Bilton. "I? Is that true Tou-chan?"
Kishimoto who had been looking down at the plate was now prying. Then observe the face of copyan himself in the teenage version. Honestly, Kishimoto agreed with his wife. The face of this child looks like a child of his business partner–Aron Uchi–
"Tou-chan?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Am I stiff?"
Kishimoto smiled. "Do you have a problem?"
And that question left Bilton speechless.
Sretti
"I'm done." He moved from his seat.
Kushi stared at his son's back. "Anata... Where is our cheerful Bilton? He's getting cold, what's up with Bilton?"
Kishimoto sighed. "Maybe he's having a problem."
"He's weird too."
"Any?" Her blonde eyebrows swooped.
"Bil-chan often confines herself in her room, and she also has a new hobby of painting and playing music."
"Isn't that good?"
Kushi. "good? What good would it be if it turned cold?"
"Yes. I'll find out."
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Bilton settled himself on the couch cream of the family room. His hand picked up the remote that was on the chair. He pressed the button. Look for a talk show channel that airs once a week every Sunday. If not wrong genre comedy.
Every time he watched it he would laugh. And the blonde wanted to try it again. Bilton hasn't laughed for a long time, lately just a hollow feeling.
'Do you have a problem?'
The father's words made him sigh. If you need to tell Bilton there are many problems. Not even his family's friends knew about his empty heart. Had thought to tell everything–his problem with Miku–to his family, afraid to be considered trivial. He better be with his best friend.
Well, if about his empty heart. Sometimes it makes Bilton wonder if it is true that everyone's heart is always empty?
For this reason, he tried to forget everything by making new activities, painting and playing music. It seemed to lessen the burden of his mind a little. Being alone is often the best way.
Head shakes. Rather than thinking about it, it was better that he watched the pickle talk show that had started.
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His blond eyebrows frowned, and Bilton's blue sapphire stared flat at the 42-inch television screen before him. For 30 minutes he watched it, there was no laughter, nor a smile on his lips. In fact, the funny show every week that he always watched was fruitless to make him laugh again.
'Bilton. You why? Let's laugh! Comeing! Come be happy like the person on television!'
Nyutti..
"Ugh..." His head suddenly throbbed pain, as he tried to happy–laugh–
Bilton grabbed her hair. "Italian..."
Nyutti...
The fucking throbbing is getting worse. "Italian..."
"We-sama! Bilton, what's wrong with you?" It was his mother's voice. Bilton could hear the sound of hurried footsteps.
Kushi holds Bilton's hand which grabs his blond mane. "You why?"
"Italian... Oh, kaa-chan..."
"Where? Where's that sick?" Kushi sat next to Bilton. Then leaned his son's blonde head on his shoulder.
Trying to secure his backrest on his mother's shoulders, Bilton muttered softly. "My head... Ittai..."
Worried, Kushi is worried about Bilton. He's never seen Bilton like this. Except when he was 5 years old, even his son whined because of high fever. "Kaa-chan is massage?" His voice held back the crying.
"Ma.mmm..." Slowly Bilton laid his blonde head on his mother's lap.
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Kishimoto sighed. The important files in front of him had been ignored from earlier. His mind is not in his office–Nami Corp–but in his only son; Bilton Nami.
It has been 8 days since Bilton had a headache in the living room. After Bilton fell asleep, Kushi called out to him. He told him to move Bilton to his room.
According to Bilton, if he smiles as widely as usual, it means lying to yourself. It even makes him feel crazy, making him look happy even though empty which is always in taste.
Geck! Geck! Geck!
Knock the door loud. Making the middle-aged man wake up from his daydream.
"Lake in."
Ceklek–
His eyebrows cringed. "Renra? Where are you going?" He asked after seeing his favorite secretary carrying a large backpack on his back.
Now it was the turn of this masked man who knitted his eyebrows. "Didn't I ask permission yesterday to stop being your secretary, Kishimoto-sama?"
Ah, yea! He remembered yesterday Renra –sekertarisnya– came to him and said he wanted to stop being his secretary. Under pretext. 'I want to share the knowledge that I have.' and with the students he agreed. This can't be allowed!
"Oh.. Yeah, I got it. You can stop Renra, but_"
"But?"
"Please find a good psychologist for my son."
Renra's eyebrows frowned. His genius brain thinks, what does Bilton-sama need a psychologist for?, he thought.
"Bilton's numb." As if he could read Renra's mind, Kishimoto answered from the conclusion he made according to Bilton.
Onyx Renra's eyes were wide open. "Dead of taste? How come?"
"So, Biltkn didn't tell me the specifics... I'm just taking the conclusion from the story."
"Hai Kishimoto-sama, I happen to have an acquaintance with a psychologist. Maybe he can help."
"Arigatou Renra."
"Hi Kishimoto - same."
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Chequelek
Renra closed the sturdy teak door that closed her superior room. After he made a deal with Kishimoto, he was able to leave when he got a psychologist for Bilton. Renra exited Kishimoto's room.
His hand reached into the cell phone in his pants. Touch the contact button_
Rekson calling
Tut's... Tut's... Tut's...
"Hallo?"
"Yo. Rekson, it's Renra. I need your help."
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Blue Sapphire Bilton glanced lazily at the father who was driving down the street of elite housing.
In his heart he grumbled. He thought his father would overdo it. Bilton was brought to the psychologist.
"Stop flat-faced."
"Stop babbling that I'm not gonna be fucked."
Kishimoto. His son is so good at words. "You'll just consult. Not staying overnight."
"But I don't want to. Tou-chan."
Kishimoto shrugged his shoulders. "slowly. We've arrived."
Bilton clucked. Then get out of the car.
"Ohayou Kishimoto-sama, Bilton-sama." Bee greets Kishimoto who Rekson has told him is coming.
"Ohayou mo Bee - san." Kishimoto's sapphire bead glanced at Bilton who had absolutely no intention of replying to Bee's greeting. Followed by Bilton's arm.
Bilton. Seeing the father's gaze as if saying. 'Jawab, or your pocket money is gone?' He sighed. "Hn. Ohayou Bee - san."
"Hey. Please come in."
'Even greeting people he doesn't want to. If it used to be possible Bilton would say, if not in reply the greeting is sick.'
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"So... Bilton why Rekson-san?" After Bilton told Rekson everything, Kishimoto immediately opened his voice.
Rekson smiled at Kishimoto. "Kishimoto-san's guess is right. Bilton is numb. In the present language, it is called alexithymia."
Bilton. "Alexithymia?"
"Yes. Alexithymia, For people who suffer from alexithymia disease, it will be difficult to express feelings, not even know what emotions they feel. Is true?"
Bilton thought, it is hard to express feelings. That's how he felt a week ago. A little hesitant, Bilton nodded.
"Did Bilton-san ever try to express himself?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"When?"
"Sunday yesterday I wanted to laugh sincerely turned out to be difficult."
Kishimoto's sapphire bead swerved, his head turned towards his son. 'So that's a big headache because you want to laugh?'
"What does Bilton-san feel?"
"My head hurts, the more I try to laugh sincerely the more it hurts."
"That's because of alexithymia's disease, it is often thought to be accompanied by a psychosomatic disorder involving physical symptoms of the body that are aggravated by his mind, like a person who is very angry but cannot express his anger will experience abdominal pain." Pause. "Like Bilton-san, who wanted to laugh sincerely he had a headache. That includes psychosomatic disorders."
"Is psychosomatic disorder dangerous?"
Rekson sighed, then he confirmed the location of his rather sagging glasses. "Come, Kishimoto-sama. It is likely to be dangerous if you experience it often."
Heard Rekson's reply. Kishimoto looked at his blond son.
"Ah, yes... If Bilton-san does not believe in suffering from alexithymia, there are some signs."
"What... That?"
"First too logical, not sentimental, and less empathetic."
Sapphire Kishimoto. 'So that morning, lack of empathy.'
'Was I not sentimental about Aron, Orlan, Rio, and Maykel?'
"Rarely daydream or imagine about himself in the future. Did that ever happen?"
Bilton nodded. And Kishimoto looked at his son.
"Facing art such as, music, literature and others calmly. Did Bilton-san not like art?"
"Yes. And now I like it."
"Then, it's hard to talk about your own emotions. Right, huh?"
Back, the blonde head Bilton nodded confirming. That's what he's been feeling lately.
"I am confused by the emotional reactions of others. Ever felt?"
"Yes. That's right." He was pensive during the apology process with a flat face. Maykel said he was emotional, and Bilton didn't know that. 'That's called emotion..' His head nodded slowly.
"And also. To a simple question gives a long-winded answer."
Biltom. "No."
Rekson smile. "Although that's the case, the dominant answer is 'yes' right, right?"
With a lethargic Bilton. He thought not suffering from one trait alone would cause Bilton not to suffer from alexithymia.
Rekson continued. "Sometimes suffering from physiological disorders such as abdominal pain, reddened face, headache. As Bilton-san feels."
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"Not using feelings in making personal decisions, but based on principles."
Biltom sighed. He suffered from alexithymia. Most answers are 'yes' to the traits Rekson gives.
"Oh. Yep. Bilton-san has alexitymia state."
Kishimoto. "What's that?"
"It is the disease of alexithymia that only appears temporarily and usually has a special cause. Post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) due to a terrible event experienced, is one of the most common examples of the cause of this disease alexithymia."
"So I can heal?"
"Yes. Biltom-san can indeed be healed. But... I don't know when."
"So, what's the cure?"
Rekson turned to look at Bilton. "undiscovered. But, the support from the family and the closest people could make him rise up."
Bilton. "What about my empty heart?"
"Come, are we learning about feelings coming back?"
Kishimoto also smiled. "Hi arigatou Rekson - san."
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"Alexithymia is another name for numbness, and you suffer from alexitymia state caused by your bad past with Miku. It's possible you're cured, but the cure hasn't been found. And, you learned about feelings with your new doctor Rekson-san."
Orlan sighed, it turned out that her blonde best friend was really sick. Where is the pain of numbness, Rio alone will say 'You're healthy?' swallow the question back. Because he knows now, that Bilton's sick.
Bilton nodded at Orlan's conclusion.
"Then we'll help you!"
His blond head turned towards Maykel. Then his lips smiled thinly. "Arigatou Maykel."
"I'll help you too."
"Origin don't help how to smile fake." Bilton clucked.
Rio smiling. "Sure!"
"We'll help you, Dobe."
"Arigatou Teme."
Orlan moved from her seat. "Then let's go to basketball practice. One more week."
"Yoshhh ganbatte minna!"
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Bilton smiled faintly looking at Aoi like a cold sweat. While Miku was hoping to be anxious, there was no way Bilton would trick her, right?
Prittt..
Screeching whistle, the sign of the start of the game echoed.
Aoi's imaginary eyebrows frowned. 'Their dial changed strategy in no time!'
Next to him Kuroko elbowed his arm. "You said their technique was as you described it yesterday. Why is it changing now?" His whisper.
"Ck, how do I know!"
Hap.
Just got the ball thrown hard controlled by Aron. "Bilton! Take it!"
"Yes, Teme!"
Hap.
Dugs... Dugs... Dugs...
Her blue Sapphire stared flatly at Aoi who was trying to block the ball in front of her.
Taps.
Bilton stopped stepping, one hand dribbling the ball. "Don't underestimate X5, Panda." His whisper.
Aoi gritted her teeth. "You!"
"I'm not who I used to be, humans can change anytime my Sabaku."
'Shit!' The maroon-haired young man's hands clenched.
"Onizuka Junior is the winner."
Dugh.
Shoof Aoi's shoulder.
"Catch Maykel!"
Hap.
"Yes!"
Dugs... Dugs... Dugs...
Syutt...
"Kyyyaaa we got a sekor!"
The screams of one of the students resuscitated Aoi's daydream. "Ck, fuck you Nami!"
"Aoi why?" Kuroko asked who was astonished to see Aoi sculpting. "They've scored points."
"Ck, we're gonna get him."
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"Orlan, Bilton played rough." Rio looked at Naruto who was nudging Aoi's shoulder.
"Yes. If he was the one who used to be, it must have thought it would hurt someone else."
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"You're great, Nami."
Bilton smiled faintly. "Eh."
"When we compete sportively. And I'm sorry, I hi_" Their hands have not been released–still shaking– yes, again Onizuka Junior won.
"You're great too, Sabaku. It doesn't matter, just don't repeat." Hearing him Aoi smiled faintly.
"Yo, sorry to bother you." Bilton and Aoi turned towards Maykel.
"What?"
"We have to take a photo together, Bilton."
"Yes. See you next time, Sabaku."
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"Ready minna-san!"
"Hi!"
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Czechoslovak.
The photo then comes out, showcasing a different atmosphere from last semester. There was no wide grin Bilton, only a thin smile on his lips, Aron posing coolly the same as Orlan. Maykel displayed a grin with her canines, Rio smiled strangely.
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"Bilton-kun, i-i... I like you, accept my love!" The girl in front of the blonde youth lowered her head to hide her red face. Both hands are tied to a red gift box with a pink ribbon that Bilton believes contains chocolate.
Bilton's flat gaze showed, in his heart he clucked, seeing this girl shoot him. Never heard that Bilton Nami had a spicy mouth? "You're not my type, look for another guy who can accept you." After that he melengos.
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"Look! What a cool Kitsune! Pake nolak chicks all. Try it for me." Maykel pointed Bilton off the roof of the school.
Rio smiled strangely. "Bilton's cool, not like you Maykel."
"Did you say Zombie?!"
"A_"
"This is the fifteenth time he's turned down a girl since we entered Senior High." Aron, Rio, and Maykel turned their eyes from the back garden, towards Orlan who was lying on the long bench of the school roof.
Maykel's eyes are rounded. "You counting?"
Orlan shrugged his shoulders. "Maybe."
Maykel. "Sell her too much."
Chequek.
"Say you're a sirik. Inu-chan."
Maykel turned her head towards Bilton who had just opened the door. "Syrics?! In your dreams!"
"She said she wanted to shoot a girl."
"Zombie Ravine!"
"Eat him, pray often in the Temple."
Maykel turned to Aron. "really?"
Aron shrugged his shoulders. "Maybe."
And they laughed at Maykel's pitiful expression.
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Flashback
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"08:05." Chely's tiny lips sighed. Renra-sensei is always late. It's been 35 minutes. And that masked sensei hasn't come yet either.
If this is the case, as usual the class is always noisier. He could not concentrate, it may be said, Chely was thinking, it's been 2 days since Dei's announcement about singing a duet, and he has not discussed with his partner Bilton.
Chely became anxious himself with the behavior of his partner. Da... Chely already knows, if Bilton is the vocalist of the band, but don't be too relaxed too.
He unconsciously glanced at Bilton who was listening to music through his headphone. Lips whisper. "Basic, Kitsune sucks."
"What did you say?"
Chely jerks. "A-ano_"
"What did you say?" Bilton's voice is growing. Indeed, from earlier he listened to music with a volume too tight to avoid class noise. But, who wouldn't be curious if there was someone who kept watching you from next door? As she looked Chely was whispering. And the bakpao girl should know that she can read lips.
"Bu-nothing."
Bilton sapphire beads. "You're a bitch, Bakpao."
Chely pursed his lips. "Hi..he..."
The blonde youth who saw him only smiled faintly. 'Again, what is this feeling?'
Chequelek
The classroom door opened, calling the students to sit on their benches. Renra who now goes in to teach biology lessons occupies a seat in front of the class.
"Ohayou minna."
"Ohayou mo Sensei."
"Ma_"
"We have forgiven Sensei."
"Hi arigatou's. Look, today there's gonna be a shuffling of my countrymen."
"What friend's matching Sensei?"
"Looki Maykel. So, my countrymen, you're gonna be changing for the next 2 months."
Maykel's eyes sparkled. "Finally... I'm tired of sitting with the Kitsune!"
Spittoon.
"What are you doing?!"
Bilton glanced lazily at Maykel "You think I like sitting with you, huh? If I don't, I'm also very lazy."
"What you_"
"Please calm down."
"Then who's our partner Sensei?"
Renra turned to Wulan. "his partner had Sensei determined according to the number of absences that had been shuffled."
"Yahhhhh..."
"Well, rather than curious will Sensei describe."
Renra then drew boxes that resembled benches on a blackboard. Then he jotted down the two absent numbers in the picture of the box that Renra thought of as a bench.
"Tena-chan?"
"Yes, Chely-chan?"
"Who's missing 17?"
Tena fell silent. "See, I hope Chely-chan is with a smart guy."
"I hope so too."
"Pigs?"
"What the hell, Forhead?!"
"How many times have you been absent?"
"20. You you?"
"I'm 23. Huh.. Where I don't know who."
Renra turned to her student who was discussing my partner. "Well, it's done. Please move to the new bench according to the picture instructions in front. Remember, don't cheat!"
"Hi Sensei!"
All the students moved from their seats. Including Chely Hyuu, the sweet girl who looks lethargic parting with Tena –friends so far–in her mind raging, she is afraid of my partner with people who like to cheat, jutek, and the worst fear in bully.
The head of his index is back. Looking towards the blackboard. "Four benches by the window." Mumbled. With his limp, Chely grabbed his bag.
Four... Four... Four...
A banggo!
Sretti.
"Meet." He muttered and sat down on the chair. Because Chely was lazy just to lay his head on the table, facing the window.
Bilton's sapphire bead opened, he woke up because someone shifted the bench next to him. In front of him, the girl he always called 'bakpao' was laying her head on the table facing towards him. The white eyelids are still closed hiding a beautiful lavender bead, some of the indigo mane covered part of his white face, Chely's tiny pointed nose, and also the chubby cheeks that as if asking Bilton pinch.
Warm. Calm. Tranquilize. It was always like this if it was close to this 'bakpao' girl, and there was also a new sense that her heart was always beating twice as much if it was close to Hyuu girl in front of her. 'What feeling is this? Why is my heart beating so fast? Looks like I'm gonna have heart surgery.'
In the sense of an indigo mane blocking his view of the girl 'bakpao', Bilton raised his hand to reveal some of the indigo mane that was considered obstructing.
Chely's brows were intertwined, he had just taken a short nap, he had woken up again because he felt someone touching his cheek. The white eyelids were open, displaying her beautiful lavender beads. "Thighhh..."
Bilton flinched, as he saw Chely's eyelids open. He immediately pulled his hand back. 'What are you doing Bilton?!' The curse in the heart.
Chely frowned, clarifying what he saw in front of him. He blinked. In front of him was a young man who was laying his head on the table, facing him. Her hair was blond, a sapphire bead that made her reluctant to turn away, a pointed nose, thin lips, and three scratches on the cheeks.
Chely lavender beads rounded. "Na-Nami-san?"
"Hi." A greeting with a slanted smile was present on Bilton's lips.
"Why here?"
Her blonde eyebrows are linked. "You think this is just your desk, huh?" Their heads were still lying on the table and facing each other.
Chely's lips pursed. "I-I don't mean that. I also paid for it, school here."
'Warm.'
"Then you want me to go?"
Chely moved from the fall. "Bu-not that, I mean. Nami-san missed 17?"
"You think?" Bilton also moved from his fall. They looked.
'Warm.'
"That means we're my countrymen."
"Hn?"
'We-sama!'
"Hows it? Satisfied with your partner?" All the students looked.
"That's what... Sensei." Beautiful hissing. "This is our duet pair."
"Douet?" Beo Renra's.
Maykel. "The task of the Dei-sensei duet, and this is our partner."
"Is that so?" Renra nodded. "It's only been two months, right?" Further.
'Two months?!' Chely screams in the heart.
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To Be Continued
yeayy finished how? udh find out why Bilton became cold gk perkasa^^^
Bilton Kek Author's illness is always Hampa;')
Bilton: Not Hampa thor you want to be stopped by bnyak org
author: kitsunee
Bilton : whata!!!!!
when they fight
Chely: hai haii kita next episode brikutnya yaaa^^
