Love is a Feel
Episode 14
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His blond head was laid down on the table, he sighed. Usually when laying his head to the right, Bilton always sees Bakpao girl struggling with her thick novel, but not this time. In other words, Chely is not in school. It must have been because of yesterday, he thought.
Bilton changed his position to sleep with his hands as a pillow. He drowned his blond head. 'Why would I want to meet him? Is she okay? Is the heat down or not? Is the body still limp or not?'
'Damn what am I thinking?!' Scrambled his blonde mane.
"Ck." Back Bilton clucked when he felt his body hot-cold. He was also sick, but still school of course after drinking paracetamol given by his mother. The main purpose of the school is to see the Bakpao, but! The girl with the chubby cheek was not even in school. 'Review you...'
"Youtube!" The sound of someone's bells made Bilton's blonde head rise.
"What?!" Ketus. He looked at Maykel who was sitting in front of him with the chair turned upside down, so his hands hugged the back of the chair.
"Wow–" Instead of answering Bilton's question, Maykel even had a shocked face while covering her mouth with her hands.
Bilton's eyebrows cringed. Tumben didn't go to the roof, he thought. It was a break and the class was quiet. Only in X5. "You why the hell?"
"You... Similar Badoerukitsune." (Foxen fat)
Twich, a crossroad appears on Bilton's forehead. He admitted his nose was now flushed with the flu. "Tsch, Inu minikui." (Dark dog)
"Want clear weather." His head turned towards the pale young man. Rio walked leisurely, his onyx staring towards the window with a strange smile.
Bilton's blonde eyebrows shot up, he was surprised by his best friend who became a little strange. "Spring weather is always sunny Zombie."
Rio turned his head, he smiled strangely. "I guess this happened because you were wearing a neat blazer today." He sat next to Bilton.
Sapphire looked at Rio. Bilton does wear blazer with neat–dikancingan– because he feels cold this time, if wearing a jacket plus blazer it feels complicated. "What's? Trouble for you?"
Rio shakes. "Calm down, I'm just asking."
"Why are you sick?"
Bilton blinked. I don't know since when Orlan was in front of him. "Brailness."
"Reason?"
Her blond head turned towards the side bench, where Aron was sitting this time. "Back of the club, the kesorean, take shelter in class with Chely, go home late, rain, and finish."
"Wait!"
"What?" Sapphire Bilton glanced at the lazy Orlan.
"You.. Did you say Chely?"
The deg!
'Shit, I'm slipping! Fucking mouth!'
"You said that, right?"
"No."
"Yes, you said Chely."
"No."
"You said you were stuck with Chely!"
"No."
"Shut up! You look stupid!" Aron's voice is rising. He was careless to see Bilton and Orlan having a quarrel like a police conversation with ******* which was interrogated.
"God! We-sama!" Everyone turned towards Maykel. The Drama Queen on X5, was covering her mouth with her hands, do not forget her eyeballs that almost came out. "What did you do with Chely-san when it rained, Kitsune?!"
"I'm ti–"
"Surely he forced Chely-san to warm up to each other." Sai smiled strangely.
"Yes my... You're getting married young Bilton." Aron grinning.
"We're gonna have a nephew." Orlan also unexpectedly sneered mockingly.
"I hope my nephew isn't like his annoying father." –Maykel.
"Essum."–Rio.
"Then."–Aron
"ugly." –Orlan.
Twich, back of the crossroad appears on Bilton's forehead. Maybe they say it sucks, perverts, ugly, and worst of all stupid! He hated that lot. "The lion! You don't know anything!" Ketus.
Sretti
He moved out of his chair. I don't know why he's always upset when his best friend talks about Chely.
Blam it!
Class door on banging.
"Bilton's been tempramental lately."
Orlan nodded. "Then I met Chely-san, he became a little more expressive."
"I hope this is one of the progressions of his illness."
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"Bilton! Bilton! Biltoooonnn!" Just like in the forest, Kushi kept shouting. He chuckled, "Where's the kid?!"
"If you meet look out for you..." His his hissing while shaking his waist, he then went up to the top floor. Where is his only son's room.
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His back was leaning against the arm of the sofa, his legs were crammed against the black sofa of his room. Don't forget the white headphones that roost sweetly on Bilton's blonde head, as well as his fingers swiping the screen of the white iPod.
Because today is Sunday, and he has been shown bathing from his short white shirt and knee-length jeans, Bilton also has breakfast, his fever has also gone down. So the plan this time was just one! Hang-san-***. Ah... It's very tempting.
Brak!
"God! This kid..." Kushi's anger is mounting. Seeing Bilton who seemed not to hear the sound of the door being opened violently also shouted. Though he turned his back on the door his son should have turned his head if his hearing was still working.
"It is worth it to be suddenly deaf!" Violet Kushi beads. "I have an idea." His lips formed a terrifying grin.
"Eh?" Bilton's blond eyebrows frowned, as the sound of the song he heard with the loud volume suddenly stopped. Her blue Sapphire stared at her iPod. "Lho's? Why is there no headphone symbol connected."
His hand tried to justify the location of the headphone cord connected to the iPod. "Lho's? What'sthis?"
Bilton was more astonished, when he saw the white wires waving near his ears. His hand lifted he touched the cable.
"Geez!" The screech when he realized that the waving white cable was his headphone– cable which had been cut in half.
"Shock it up Bil-chan?"
Glug.
Bilton swallowed his saliva, his head turned to the right. There, with a sweet but horror smile in Bilton's eyes, Kushi stood with his right hand brandishing black scissors.
With the ogah-ogahan Bilton took off his headphone. "Kaa-chan wants what?"
"God, kid..." It seems Kushi is on the verge of his patience.
"Aws... Itaii Kaa - chan." Strangled Bilton when Kushi grabbed his ear.
"Kaa-chan called you earlier, and you didn't hear, huh?!"
"Kaa-chan let go first." The jewels came off, Bilton sighed and rubbed his hot ears. "Sorry, I didn't hear. What does Kaa-chan want to call me?"
"Antar Kaa-chan to the mall."
"What?!"
"How dare you yell again?!"
"No. Sorry." Did he not hear wrong, his beautiful mother asked to be delivered to the mall? Bilton'kan laziest dealing with a place called mall. He rarely went there, no, not because he did not have money, he was just lazy in the face of 'hunger' by the Eve who came to the mall. "Why not just tell Tou-chan?"
"You forgot? Your tou-chan is on duty in Okinawa."
Bilton forgot it.
And he's lazy to the mall.
He sighed. "When you leave?"
"Now."
"What?"
"Hu'um."
What can be done, it looks like Bilton also has to come, he needs new headphones. "good. I'm ready first." He moved from his seat.
Kushi smiles. "Well, Kaa-chan wait."
"Eh."
Chequek.
This time the door closed slowly.
"What do you want to do this early in the morning to the mall?" Sapphire blue Bilton staring at the wall clock, now time shows at 09.30
Chequek.
"Eh?" Bilton looked at the door. He could see Kushina's head sticking out.
"Wear Kaa-chan's car?"
"Alright, it's up to Kaa-chan."
'Why does it look like there's another point when asked to use Kaa-chan's car.'
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Tokyo Malls. One of the busiest places in Japan, usually the most visited for both tourists though, its strategic place makes it even more attractive. This multi-storey building is Bilton's destination.
"Bil-chan, hurry. Later the goods branded Kaa-chan's target to run out."
Tuh, right! His mother wants to shop!
"Yes.. Yeah.." With a bent face Bilton parked his mother's little red car.
Blam it!
"God..." Bilton only stroked the chest as Kushi slammed the door impatiently. "So much is Kaa-chan's lust for shopping?"
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It's Biltin. His feeling did not miss.
Kush...
His mother, now ignored him. And even choose their branded goods. Which turned out to be a fancy dress.
Worst of all, he was embarrassed to have to enter a boutique that contained almost all women's clothing. Oh, don't forget the flirtatious look. Issuance...
Better Bilton get out, look around and buy headphones.
Along with a sigh of grunts in his heart, Bilton went out of the boutique. Many pairs of eyes that pay attention to him, even though he only wears a plain white T-shirt coated in a black jacket and black jeans that are very fitting on the foot of the ladder, do not forget white sneakers. Even so, the charm of Bilton Nami is very strong, the proof is that he got a look here and there.
"Ck." I don't know what he said the other time. His eyebrows swooped, his lips were chopping up, as well as his blue sapphire that was about to come out. "He's... What are you doing here?"
At a quick pace, Bilton followed the man into the accessories store.
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"Which one is it...?" Chely's pointy finger put it on his chin, lavender sparkles to see a lot of hair ties in front of him.
He is currently at the Tokyo Mall. One of the shopping centers in Japan. The goal here is of course to buy a hair tie. That was Bilton, and now I don't know where. Uh! Thinking of Bilton, Chely remembered last Friday, which always made him flutter, and he forgot to say thank you.
"This is all..." His hand moved reaching for the neatly arranged hair tie on the shelf.
"Don't!"
"Eh?" Chely's reflexes turned around, the lavender was rounded. "Bilton-san?"
There. With a bent Eyebrow, also the sapphire glaring at Bilton stood three steps behind Chely.
Taps. One step.
"What's right here?"
"I-i_"
Taps. Two steps.
"I asked, what are you doing?"
"I'm se-seda_"
Taps. One step. Now Chely's position is squeezed by the shelf as well as Bilton's body.
"Bi-bilton-san?"
Instead of answering, Bilton raised his blonde eyebrows. Her blue Sapphire examines Chely's appearance. Petite white flat shoes adorned Chely's legs, a sleeveless pink dress above the knees adorned with flowers on his left chest, and a large ribbon on his waist, as well as a white sling bag.
'beautiful. But_'
"What's right here?"
Now it's Chely's eyebrow swooping. Isn't it clear, if people to the mall would definitely want to shop, and Bilton even asked the purpose. "I want a bell_"
"You're supposed to be in the hospital, not in the mall."
"Huh?"
"You're sick Friday, right?"
Chely nodded.
"What are you doing here? Not staying home or checking you're shopping."
"That's me_"
"Ah, I know. Now the mall's a place of medicine, not a place of shopping."
"Not beg_"
Nah!
"Ughhh..." Chely's hand rubbed his forehead at the center of Bilton. It's chatty, rough again.
"I hope you have a logical reason for coming here."
Chely's lips pursed. "Ma-eat first listen."
Bilton's eyebrows shot up. "Hn?"
"First of all, a-arigatou for helping me."
"Yes." Yeah."
"Second, I checked." Where could Nando Hyuu let his beloved stir ill. That time, at 10 p.m., when Nando and Tetsu came home overtime they were immediately startled by Hana's report, which said that Chely was sick. Straight away he–Nando–call Hyuu's residence personal doctor.
"Da-dan, the third... My reasons are here. It's shopping."
"..."
Chely blinked. When Bilton didn't respond. He turned towards the shelf that he had behind, his lavender again sparkled to see a tie of purple hair with a ribbon on it.
"Eh?"
"Don't take it." Bilton's hand reflexively holds Chely's arm. So their position looked like Bilton was hugging him from behind.
Chely turned around, the handle slipped. He looked up. "Why the hell?"
Can Bilton see the Bakpao with an irritated face. His hand raised pinched Chely's cheek. "I said no, yes no. Bakpaos."
Chely blushing. The pinch on his cheek came off. "But I want to buy."
'Hard-headed.' Simple, the reason Bilton didn't want Chely to tie his hair to just one. He just doesn't want Chely's neck exposed at the sight of anyone else
"Should I buy the whole hair tie at this mall? So you can't buy it?"
"..." - ".Chely blinked. Why did Bilton buy the whole hair tie? Will he wear it? Pfftts.. Somehow Chely felt amused himself, imagining Bilton wearing a hairband.
Nah!
"Don't think anything."
Chely pouted as he rubbed his forehead.
"Bilton-san sucks!"
Sapphire Bilton glared. "What do you say?! How dare you say that?!"
Chely hesitated, not expecting Bilton to be angry. "Ma-sorry, it's over... Bilton-san'kan the one who took my hair tie_"
'Ah, right too.'
"–ja-so should not now forbid me to buy it. O-this man is my money."
"No, yes no!"
Chely's cheeks bulged, his lips pursed. "U-already ah, I want to go home." With a bang, he turned around.
The deg!
'Hinata can't go home.'
"Wait." Bilton pulled Chely's arm.
"Huh?" Lavender Chely looked at her arm that Bilton was holding.
"Here first."
Chely said he followed Bilton's footsteps. They're circling the shelves, I don't know what Bilton's looking for. Chely just complies. Whether they are conscious or not, they are still holding hands.
"Well, you fit in this." With passion, and happy feeling–if only he was normal–Bilton took a purple ribbon-shaped hairpin. "Cabin." He pulled Chely, until now the position of the two is very close.
Chely heated up, his cheeks also blushed. I don't know why his heart is beating so fast. Honestly he's happy Bilton's acting sweet on him. 'I why?'
The smile on his thin lips never disappeared, getting closer to the Bakpao, thousands of butterflies tickling his stomach, as well as the tingling and warm sensation that Bilton always felt when close to Chely. 'Damn what's wrong with me? What is this feeling?'
"Pretty." Although it was a murmur, but Chely could still hear it. His cheeks are blushing his heart too.
"here." Back, Bilton led Chely. He pulled the girl towards the mirror on display in the store.
They stood, with Bilton behind and Chely in front. Sapphire and lavender meet in the mirror.
Bilton smiled faintly. "I'd rather you wear this."
"W-what?"
"Of course." Bilton's hand raised, he pinched Chely's chubby cheek. "Bakpao Baka."
Chely pouted, but his face was still blushing. "I'm not stupid."
"As you go, let's go."
Chely turned. He tilted his head. "E-eh, where?"
Nah!
"Ughhh..." This was the third time Chely's forehead had been flicked by the blond youth who had always been at will. If only Chely had dared, he also wanted to grab Bilton's blonde mane. "Sa-sickness..."
Both of his shoulders were lifted. "What cares about me."
Chely puffed his cheeks. "W-what if my forehead gets swollen."
"Where can I just flick it. Not punching it."
"But it's the same..."
"Let's pay." Back, Bilton sniffed Chely's fingers.
Chely's sweet smile expanded, regardless of where his previous annoyance was. Now that he was happy, his heart was as warm as Bilton felt. Slowly, Chely replied to Bilton's finger link.
Bilton looked over, he smiled faintly. His heart just warms up. 'What feeling is this?'
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Difficile. That's what Chely felt, since coming out of the accessories store, Chely continued to get views from people who were in the mall.
Bilton is also uncomfortable, for some reason he and Chely continue to be looked at.
"What's the matter, Chely?"
Chely's?
This is the third time Bilton has called his name correctly. Bilton always called him Bakpao. "U-um... I'm it's okay. It's just that I'm uncomfortable with people's eyes."
"For that matter."
Chely. "I..Tu?"
Her blond head nodded. "It must be because of your round cheeks. That makes you the center of attention."
"Where else can my cheeks be normal."
"I think your cheeks are far from normal."
Again, Chely's cheeks bulged. Bilton who saw him smiled faintly.
"Eh I forgot."
Chely blinked. "What?"
The blonde approached, holding Chely's right arm. Pulling Chely's tiny body closer.
Chely's heart was beating. When Bilton pulled his body closer. Warm feeling in his heart, this is indeed a feeling that Chely always felt lately when close to Bilton. Until now, Chely was still confused by this feeling.
The more panicked he was when Bilton's face approached, where is this in the mall again!
Her tan face approached, her right hand raised to remove Chely's bangs covering her forehead. The two of their foreheads clashed, because of Bilton.
Chely himself had his face flushed.
Sapphire meets lavender. "Your fever has gone down. Thank goodness." Bilton kept his forehead away, he tidied Chely's bangs. "I'm afraid you're sick again."
"..." - ".Chely blinked. Her heart just got so bad that she saw Bilton care about her.
"Don't hurt anymore." As usual, the blonde pinched Chely's chubby cheeks.
Chely pouting.
"Let's go with me."
"E-eh, where?"
Without caring about Chely's screeches as his hands were pulled carelessly, Bilton stepped leisurely. "I was with you."
"Who asked for company? I didn't ask for company." His steps were with the young man beside him.
"Don't be shy but will." Bilton smiled in anguish.
"I-I'm not so!"
"Eh."
Chely. "Where's company?"
The corner of his lips was interested. "Hotel."
"Bi-Bilton-san!"
"It used to be, but I'm looking for headphones now."
Chely nodded. Lavender looked at the people in the mall. Some choose clothes, shopping, sightseeing or even dating.
"Chely?"
"Yes?"
Bilton. Their hands are still holding each other. "You're just gonna buy a hair tie to the mall."
"U-um... That, actually I-I want to buy clothes. But someone has already bought it."
"Eh."
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"God! Where's the kid?!" Clutches on the paper bag strap hardened, Kushi violet beads down every corner of the mall. In the middle of the crowded mall, where maybe he found his blonde son.
"Basic! He's gone, he's gone."
"If meet... Watch out..."
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"You just want to buy that?" Blue Sapphire Bilton glanced at the hairpin Chely was wearing.
"Yeah. Arigato."
"Eh."
Bilton got what he wanted. The black headphones he now carried with a paper bag were.
"This looks like you're a boy..."
The deg!
"Kaa-chan...?"
'God! How could I forget about Kaa-chan? Is it because I'm too happy to walk with the Bakpao?'
Taps... Taps... Taps...
Can Bilton hear, every step of Kushi harbors emotions on him. Was Kaa-chan looking for me from earlier? Her thought.
Kushi in front of Bilton. "Where are you, boy?!" If only his hands were not full of groceries, Kushi would have liked to rent out his son's ears.
"I bought headphones."
"Up to 3 hours?!"
'3 hours?! Holy hooch!'
"Kaa-chan is also shopping a long time ago."
"You?! Dare to fight Kaa-chan?!"
"A-ano_"
Sapphire and violet who had been looking at him, now turned her eyes to the tiny figure beside Bilton.
Kushi's gaze, which was sharp like an eagle ready to pounce on its prey, now softened to look at Chely. "Kyyaaaa Chely-chan!" Pekiknya, impatiently Kushi gave six paper bags to Bilton.
"Jeez, Kaa-chan." If Bilton's reflexes weren't good. It was certain he would fall back with his mother's paper bag.
Without heeding Bilton's spray. Kushi is approaching Chely.
Grep.
He hugged the girl tightly, as Chely would have disappeared by then.
Chely blinked, his lavender staring at Bilton. He could see Bilton's blonde head nodding, hinting him to hug Kushi back.
Chely smiled, he raised both his hands hugging Kushi. Lavender's closed. Chely misses a mother's embrace.
Bilton blinked, his lips smiling faintly. 'Why are you so happy in the embrace of Kaa-chan?'
Kushi's hug slipped off, now replaced with a grip on both Chely's hands. "How are you doing Chely-chan?"
Chely smiled sweetly. "Well, Ba-san himself?"
'Even his speech didn't stutter. Am I so horrible? So he stuttered in front of me?'
"Ba-san is also good. But... Since Chely-chan never plays again, Ba-chan is lonely." Kushi's face turned moody.
Bilton rolled bored eyeballs. 'Start deh.'
"E-uh? Is that so? I'm sorry Ba-san."
"Yes... It's okay, after all Chely-chan is already with Ba-chan now."
"U-um..." Indigo head Chely nodded funny.
"Kyyyaaaa funny thing!" Without being able to hold, Kushi's hand pinched Chely's cheek anxiously.
Bilton smiled faintly. 'Surely the cheek of the Bakpao will be deflated, because most of it is pinch.'
"Chely-chan's eating?"
"Not yet."
"We eat yuk? It's already in lunchtime."
"Yes Ba-san."
Kushi holds Chely's arm. "Come, we'll find a restaurant here."
"Hi."
The right hand that did not hold Chely's arm, Kushi used to pat him on the forehead. "Geez!" His head looked back. "I forgot, come on Bil-chan. Don't forget to bring Kaa-chan's groceries!"
Bilton grunting. 'If with Chely, he always forgets who his son is.'
"Eh."
Chely himself tried to hold back his laughter, you can imagine how attractive the annoyed face of Bilton Nami, the person who always cool kept out of character was indeed interesting.
'Review you Chely...' Don't think Bilton doesn't know, that Chely wants to laugh at him.
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Lunch this time was the most pleasant lunch according to Chely, he was happy. It had been 12 years that he was abandoned by his mother, and only now did he feel the warmth of a mother.
Kushi Nami, Mother of Bilton Nami–chairman X5, genius, basketball captain, jutek, cute, annoying, and cold–is a very different person to her son. He is a cheerful, warm, and understanding person.
Again–Chely chuckles. When I heard Kushi recount Bilton's childhood.
"Yes Chely-chan, Bil-chan is so spoiled. She won't go in the bathroom unless someone takes her."
"That-so?"
"Bil-chan is also very fond of hugging her Tedy Bear doll, if Chely-chan sees it. She's so cute..." Violet Kushi beads.
Chely blinked, then he chuckled. Imagine Bilton Nami a cool, cold, jutek, and cuey face does not dare to go to the bathroom and always hugs a Tedy Bear doll. "Ba-san is right, Bilton-san must be very funny."
The two laughed together.
Twich, I don't know how many crossroads perched on Bilton's forehead. His mother, Kushi Nami. Tega on his only son. His mother opened the disgrace of Bilton who incidentally his only child.
He took a deep breath, for some reason his heart rumbled there was a feeling of dislike when his mother yelled at him in front of Chely.
Bilton raised his blonde head, he had prepared a scorching spray for the two who had taken care of him.
The deg!
His heart raced fast, his anger and resentment evaporated. He also did not know where the two strange feelings were. What Bilton knows, now that his heart is beating fast, thousands of butterflies tickling his stomach, he likes this feeling. And this feeling arises every time there is Chely, the girl with the chubby cheek that he always calls Bakpao. What's more now, Bilton sees Chely laughing loosely with his mother. He was stunned, had never seen Chely laugh like this.
Bilton unconsciously smiled. 'Beautiful.'
"Eh, I forgot!" Pekikkan Kushi resuscitates Bilton.
"What's? Kaa-chan's shopping? I've brought it." Sapphire glanced lazily towards the six paper bag Kushi that was placed next to his chair. Sure, next to Bilton. Kushi sits side by side with Chely.
Chief Kushi shakes. "Not that."
Bilton sighed, he sipped his orange juice. "Then?"
"You guys dating?"
"Uhukis... Uhuk..." The cough came from Bilton and Chely. Bilton because of his orange juice and Chely because of his grape juice.
"E-eh, is Chely-chan okay?"
Chely shook his head. "It's okay, Ba-san." His Lavender looked at Bilton who was exhausted from choking on orange juice.
"What the hell is this?" Kushi stared alternately at these two people.
"Kaa-chan why ask like that?"
"Yeah... Kan Kaa-chan just asked, who knows Kaa-chan is right, right?"
"Ehem!" Bilton cleared his throat lightly, hiding his nervousness. "According to Kaa-chan?"
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"Kyyaa..." And screams filled every corner of the restaurant. "Geez? Kami-sama, Chely-chan will be my daughter-in-law!" Kushi pulled Chely into his arms.
Chely smiled clumsily. He looked at Bilton's sapphire, which was just a quick glance. 'What did Bilton-san say?'
"Chely-chan has to go to Ba-chan's house often?"
Chely smiled.
'She's going to our house Kaa-chan. And I'll make sure to be Mrs Nami.' In Bilton's heart grinned.
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Bilton sighed, somewhere his mother's attention was at the moment. Ia–Kushi–malah engrossed with Chely.
The two people who were in stark contrast to the difference in hair, even casually told him to become a driver. Nah! It wasn't the two, but Kushi was the one who told her.
Sapphire blue Bilton glanced at the front rearview mirror. Chely. The Bakpao girl who always stuttered, shy, was laughing with her mother in the back seat.
Yes, Chely was brought home together by Kushi. At first Chely refused, but how else. Ia–Chely–soft girls don't have the heart to see Kushi's heartbreaking gaze. Be Chely here. Sitting in the back seat of a red Kushi car.
Accidentally, sapphire and lavender meet in the rearview mirror.
Chely smiled sweetly.
Bilton can't help but do the same. He smiled sincerely. His heart was calm and light. This is the first time he has felt it. 'Why with me?'
Bilton looked down, he was opening a paper bag containing his new headphones.
"Hey! The boy!" One nut got Bilton.
He lifted his head, looking at Kushi from the rearview mirror. "What else?" Kushi was eating a pack of nuts.
Back one of the beans Kushi threw landed sweetly on his head. "Don't listen to a song while driving, you want to not focus huh? Jeez Bil-chan where's your genius brain. "
"Eh." With ogah-ogahan Bilton again put a paper bag on the seat beside the steering wheel.
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The gray-haired man sighed, already over 10 minutes of his study room was silent, like he was completely uninhabited. Even in front of him there is a permanent patient who has been taking care of Rekson for 2 years. If only he did not understand how his patient was, he was very angry. But, no need to be angry, surely the patient will say_
"You why?"
Or
"Why is Rekson-san yelling at me?"
Mending if answered, if a flat gaze is given, the more lazy Rekson.
Rekson took a deep breath he was calming his emotions, the hand that had been massaging the base of the nose was now placed on the arm of the chair. Onyxnya stared at Bilton sapphire. "Still need help, eh?" The cynical smile on his lips.
Flat face still Bilton showing. 'It's very, very.' Yes Bilton understands, Rekson must be angry with him. He had forgotten his doctor for 3 months. Last month when I was going to meet Rekson, even Kuroko who came. He said Rekson was still in Osaka. "It's his vacation, eh?"
Oh my God, this kid!
If only Kishimoto did not remember the message, Rekson would have liked to have his head cut off Bilton. "I'm not just on vacation."
"Then?"
His position in the chair is somewhat comfortable. "I attended an important meeting. Not forgetting someone who's been helping me for 2 years." Rekson stared at the blond young man before him.
Bilton rolled bored eyeballs. "I haven't forgotten you."
"Ck." It's flat, it's callous, it's a poisonous tongue, it's Bilton Nami. "Then, where have you been for the last 2 months?"
"Oh, that."
That?!
Holy hooch! Rekson was very worried, he thought Bilton was going abroad.
"That? What do you mean."
"Lazy."
Not polite.
Sucks.
You imbecile!
"Whatever. Then what do you want to come here?"
"I want to get medicine."
Rekson's back clucking. "I know." It seems like he has to give up, if not. This discussion will not be finished. "Is there any progress?"
Bilton breathed. "Actually, I doubt I'll say it."
"Say." Rekson was closer to Bilton, he looked at the blonde sapphire with a nosedive.
"Actually... I've been feeling weird lately."
"Any? Weird how?" Honestly, Rekson increasingly impatient to hear the confession of his patients.
"Sometimes, my heart beats fast, and I feel calm. There was also a time when my heart was weak and made me not feel at home in that state. I have often felt like my heart was crushed by an invisible hand. I also always wanted to smile or even laugh, and crazier I didn't want to be avoided."
Rekson was stunned to hear Bilton's confession. For 2 years he handled alexithymia Bilton. The blonde if asked what she felt always answered_
"I don't feel anything."
Or
"I don't care."
"I don't know."
And the worst_
"I don't want to know."
But this! What Bilton said! Is this a sign that he will heal? Rekson will be happy to answer YES!
"Your feelings have returned."
"What?!" Like getting the 10 million Yen lottery, Bilton glared.
"Yes, I'm sure your feelings have returned."
This feeling...
This feeling...
The heart that beats fast, also pull the lips that he can not prevent, making him smile happily. This time! For the first time, without Bakpao Bilton smiling.
"What... Right?"
"certain. I'm so sure." Rekson smiled too. "Sure you're still confused, right?"
Bilton nodded.
"What's wrong, gradually. You'll understand." He moved from his seat. "I have good news for you too." Rekson stepped towards the bookshelf on the side.
"What's that?"
Without looking at Bilton, Rekson replied. "I'm in Osaka not just a vacation."
Bilton clucked. "Then?"
Rekson turned around, he sat back in his chair. "It." He put a medium-sized brown book on the table.
"It's a book."
"I know."
"What's the point of this book?"
This kid!
"I've had a meeting with some good doctors in Osaka. I was talking about alexithymia."
"What?!"
"Can you not scream?!" Rexon closed his two ears.
"Hn. Sorry."
It was cold, he thought.
"Look, time in Osaka. Hesse, assistant professor of communication at MU College of Arts and Sciences, I met him. I asked about alexithymia, unexpectedly, she got the cure. But, I have little doubt whether you can find it or not."
"What do you mean?"
"Alexithymia can be cured without medication. In other words, the disease can be cured by touching or hugging can relieve or cure ."
Mum.
Bilton doesn't know what to say.
Sapphires glanced at the brown-coated book on the table.
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Mediate Dear Alexythymia Impact On Relationships
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The brood! The brood! The brood!
Why he was not aware of the title of his book, it means that compassion has an impact on his illness.
"I got it from him, it's his publication book and his friend."
"..."
Rekson understood, Bilton must be confused.
"Bilton?"
"Hn?" Bilton's blue Sapphire stared at Rekson.
"Have you ever touched anyone? Or even in the arms?"
"..."
"I'm sure you feel feelings not for Kishimoto-san, Kushi-san, or even with your comrades."
"..."
"Are you in love? And have someone you like?"
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Bilton's POV
Blam it!
I don't care if my sports car door breaks. I'll be sitting in the steering chair soon. All I need right now is calm down.
Calm.
And calm.
Yeah, I need that.
Honestly, I was surprised and also happy. Pleased? Yeah, now I know what it's happy about.
Maybe this is great news for Kaa-chan and Touchan, don't forget my best friend X5.
'Are you in love? And have someone you like?'
The ten words Rekson-san spoke were always ringing in my head.
In love?
Ls i?
'I'm sure you feel feelings not for Kishimotk-san, Kushi-san, or even with your comrades.'
Rekson-san was right, I didn't feel it for Kaa-chan or Touchan, which was worst for my best friend. No! No! No!
Then to whom?
My estimate is just him.
Chely Hyu.
The Bakpao-cheeked girl I always teased.
This heart always beats fast when it is also my heart that feels calm. Rekson-san said it was comfortable and nervous.
Don't forget I'm always smiling even though thin or even want to laugh. He said it was the pleasure we felt.
I don't want to be avoided in other words, don't want him to leave. It's possessive.
But when my heart goes limp and makes me feel at home when Chely is away from me or praising others, my heart is always hot. Oh yes, there are more, even often I feel my heart like being crushed by an invisible hand. Shit, when I asked what that feeling was. Rekson-san instead grinned, and told me to find out for myself.
Fucking four eyes!
But, I doubt it. Will he have the same feelings as me? My attitude has not been good to him.
"Ck." I clucked, I was really upset. Pissed off? Yeah I know what it's pissed off. The feeling when we do not get what we want but still far from the word anger. That was also Rekson-san said first. But now I feel it.
Waitie? Pissed off?
What is a limp heart, a heart in a squeeze, not at home, is it upset?
My head shook. Wasn't it! That's not pissed! Then what?!
"Shit! Baka!" I'm scrambling my blonde mane.
Then there's more.
The feeling I always wanted to meet him, what was it?
Heart palpitations when he is sick.
Damnit damnit! Why did I forget to ask. Maybe I was too shocked at the happy news Rekson-san gave.
"I'm confused..." I complained while hitting the steering wheel.
Back, I remember Chely's face. The girl I had only met for a few hours and I drove her home.
Yes, after coming from the mall and dropping off Chely, I immediately received a call from Kuroko-san, who said that her son–Rekson-san– has returned home.
Without changing clothes I went straight to her residence, of course after delivering Kaa-chan and changing cars.
Unhappened.
I received glad tidings.
Yes, I'm cured.
Even though I'm still confused.
"I hope our feelings are the same Chely, and thank you for making me heal." I smiled, even though Chely wasn't in front of me.
I want to see him tomorrow and meet him soon.
Uh, there's more. Said Rekskn-san, my cold attitude is expected to be difficult or even will not disappear, because it has been 2 years since I acted cold.
But it's okay, just have a feeling I'm happy.
"I have to see him." Yes, so as not to be confused. I have to meet 'he' who can really help me.
Soon I start my car engine and gas it.
Bilton's POV End
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To Be Continued
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