Love is a Feel

Love is a Feel
Episode 4



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"Why didn't you attend my lesson?"


"Lazy. And again, you're always late."


His onyx eyes twisted, a sign he was bored. "Yes, because that's my habit."


"Hm." The man who was his interlocutor put a can of soda on the guardrail of the school roof, then he took his cell phone.


"Where are you?" The man glanced towards the young man beside him.


"UX." His eyes rolled back, a sign he was tired of the short, dense, and unpleasant answer heard.


"Speak politely with your Sensei, Bilton Nami." Renra's voice was firm. Then, without aba-aba_


Sretti.


"Hey!"


"What?"


"Give me my phone!" Bilton's hand tries to retrieve the phone that Renra is hiding on his back.


"No! You're not polite, so I'm your sensei."


Bilton breathed. "Well, what do you want, 'Renra-sensei'?"


The onyx-eyed man smirked. Then his eyes turned serious. "Bilton's? Your numbness is healed?"


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"You remember, Sensei?" Renra sighed, then turned her gaze forward, staring at the clouds moving in the wind.


"Hm. After all, Kishimoto-sama was my superior first. You're the one who told me to find a good psychologist for you."


Indeed, in the past, Renra worked as a Kishimoto secretary at Nami Corp, but Renra chose to work as a teacher. Actually, Kishimoto was very heavy to let Renra go. But, how else, it was Renra's decision. Renra's reason was also very good 'I want to share the knowledge I have.' Yeah, that's the reason. And Kishimoto could not prevent his beloved secretary. But, Koshimoto put forward one condition 'You can go, but, find the best psychologist for my son.' And Renra is taking it.


Rekson Yakushi's. That's the guy Renra's choice. To be Bilton's psychologist.


"Yet. I'm not healed yet, and I wish I was cured." Bilton took a deep breath, as if he was very depressed, even though that was the reality. "And, thank you, for introducing me to Rekson-san." He offended the Doctor Renra had introduced.


"Hm. No problem." Renra looked at Bilton's phone he had hidden on his back. The young Sensei's brows frowned.


"You still playing games?"


"What's wrong with playing games?" Bilton rolled his eyeballs. "Ck, give me back my phone."


Renra's hand held the silver phone to the owner. "It."


"Hm." The blonde turned his body.


"Where?"


"Go." Bilton stepped from the roof of the school to the exit. Dan_


Chequek. It's out.


Renra sighed, seeing that the granddaughter of the principal was extremely disrespectful. In fact, 2 years ago he was a cheerful and warm child, always paying attention to the circumstances of people around him. But not for now. He has no empathy for himself.


"I like the old you. Bilton."


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Bilton stepped foot leisurely in this crowded corridor. Understandably, now is the hour of rest, the hour that is crowded.


Her tan hand was put in her black pants pocket. The sapphire bead was staring as usual–datar–


But, of course it got a positive response from the students, who considered his appearance cool.


Bilton's thin lips grinned, when he saw the indigo-haired girl walking a few meters in front of him. Without babibu he followed her.


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The library. That one word that flashed through the mind of the indigo-blinded girl. During the new school year, he rarely went to the library. Time he spent with his best friend; Wulan, Beautiful, and Tena.


The peach's tiny lips smiled sweetly, when before him was plastered by a sturdy brown teak door that rose, with the inscription 'library'.


Chely's tiny legs stepped into the library, his lavender bead glancing right-left, where the shelves of books were neatly tucked away.


Until Chely's step stopped on the bookshelf with the inscription 'Dictionary.'


'Ah, here it is.' Inner jolly. His lavender bead sparkled after seeing one of the books he wanted.


But_


"Ught... Why so high." Chely's tiny legs tiptoed, however, his height was not how much he could not reach the book on the top shelf.


"Come on Chely you can." Chely is a monologue. Till_


"Eh?" He saw the hand that took the book he was looking for. Curious that he turned around.


His eyebrows frowned, when his lavender bead was treated to the neck of a tan-skinned person. Understandably, Hinata's height is only up to the person's chin. Waitaminute! Ku-skin tan?!


'A-what's this_' Chely's head puffed up, he saw, thin lips, pointed nose, three scratches on the cheeks, sapphire beads, and a blond mane. It's like_


"Na-Nami-san?"


Chely grinned, his heart always feeling calm if it was close to this girl. "Hm. I hope you don't ask for a signature."


Chely's lips pursed. "W-who asked for the autograph?" Whatever Bilton knows, Chely won't ask for a signature!


"Ah, I'm sure you'll ask for it." It's always nice to talk about it, he thought.


"D-no!" Chely's lavender beads rolled, staring at the book that Bilton held in his right hand. "Na-Nami-san, can I borrow the book?"


Bilton's sapphire bead stared at the book he was holding. "Oh, this." He lifted his book.


Chely nodded.


"Hm?" Bilton looked at the book he was holding. "Korean language?" He looked towards the lavender bead of the girl. He saw the girl round her eyes, and her cheeks flushed red. Is he feverish?


"Return!" Chely's tiny hands were trying to reach a 3cm-thick book, which read 'Korean Dictionary.' Unfortunately, the book was put up by Bilton.


"It turns out, you like to watch doramas."


Chely is blushing. "Bu-not. Restore it!" His little hand was still trying to pick up the book. This girl before him was like she was in shock, because her big secret was revealed.


"Do you like Korean artists?"


"Na-Nami-san?!"


"Hm." Bilton smiled in anguish.


"I beg you..." Chely put on a face.


The hand of the blonde youth who brandished the book he dropped, however, the book was still held by him–hidden on his sturdy back– "But_" Bilton stepped closer towards Chely.


Hinata who saw it immediately put on a vigilant attitude. "But-but?"


"You should_" Bilton brought his body closer.


"Na-Nami-san?" Chely's great-grandson with a hand holding Biltom's field chest. In order not to get too close.


Biltom advanced his body, then, he stopped after reaching beside Chely's ear. Dan_


Sretti.


"Eh?" Chely blinked.


"Graper your hair." Bilton whispered in Chely's ear. After removing Chely's hairband, so now the indigo's hair is down.


Chely puffed his cheeks. 'Why would he take what I have? It sucks!'


"Na-Nami-san, give me back the book and tie my hair."


Biltom put on a plain face, as if he was innocent. "It." He pulled out that thick dictionary. But_ "I'm not going to return this." The blond young man tucked Chely's hair in his pants pocket. There was a sense of unwillingness in Bilton's heart, seeing Chely's exposed neck


'What feeling is this?'


Chely's lavender beads are rounded, when he sees his hairband inserted into his pants pocket. 'He, always have a way to piss me off!'


With bulging cheeks and stomped legs, Chely walked towards the bench by the window.


Bilton subconsciously smiled faintly. 'Why my feelings?' Then he followed the girl.


Sretti.


Bilton moved the chair next to Chely. It seemed the girl beside him was angry. Lookie! Yes, there are people who read books by just flipping through the pages?


"Bakpah."


Chely turned his head with two blinking eyes. "Where?"


Warm. One word that felt empty heart Bilton Nami.


"Your cheeks look like bakpaos."


"Huh?" With reflexes both hands Chely cupped the cheek of his padlick. "I-I'm not a ba-bakpao!"


"But you look alike."


"Na-Nami-san who looks like Ki-Kitsune."


Twich. The intersection appears on Biltom's forehead. What say?! The kitsune?! For some reason, being told by Kitsune by this 'bakpao' girl made his heart rumble. Though he was often mentioned 'kitsune' by his friends.


'What feeling is this?'


Chely raked. It seems he spoke wrong!


Sretti.


"A-ano I du-first." With a thousand steps, Chely immediately shot up, leaving Bilton enveloped in a dark aura.


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'Na-Nami-san who looks like Ki-Kitsune.'


The words of the 'bakpao' girl continued to ring in his mind. Making his head feel heavy, do not forget his heart that feels rumbling. Before alexithymia Bilton relapsed any longer, the blonde youth shook his head.


'What feeling is this?'


Maykel furrowed her eyebrows, saw her blonde best friend daydreaming with her head, and Bilton shook her head. Honestly, Maykel was worried that Bilton's troublesome illness would recur.


"Bilton!" Maykel threw a pea that she took from the pack she was holding


Bilton stared hard at Maykel. "What?!"


"O-oi, just relax." Maykel smiled clumsily. "You why?"


"Maybe he's upset." Rio, the young man who was playing billiard with Aron turned his head complete with a fake smile on his thin pale lips.


"Hm. Where could he be upset." Aron's words, successfully made Bilton's gaze more sharp.


"Bilton we're galau~" Maykel said in a sing-a-song tone.


Bilton just turned the eyeballs tired of hearing the plunge of his friend. "When have you called me Kitsune?"


Silent.


The question of the blonde youth who incidentally chairman X5, successfully made silence and the narrowness of the forehead. Aron who was basically cuey also scrunched his forehead. Don't forget Orlan who suddenly woke up from his sleep.


"Gdfff..." Maykel silenced her mouth to hold back the laughter that was about to explode right then and there.


"You, why Bilton?" Orlan asked as he rubbed his eyes.


Bilton scrunched his forehead. "You know I'm alexithymia."


Orlan sighed. "Not that."


"Well, chief X5 is slow."


"Silence you're a zombie." Not receiving any taunts from Rio, the blond young man threw a bean that Maykel threw.


"shouldn't." Typal Sasuke with a sneering grin.


"Orlan doesn't mean alexithymia." Rio again threw a bean that Bilton threw.


"Yes.. Yep... Yeah..." The blonde young man rolled bored eyeballs. "Then?" Next to his eyebrows raised–heran–


"The question of 'Kitsune' is what makes you slow." Maykel grinned, content to call his best friend 'leam'.


Rio smiling. "Maykel who is 'fat' just understands."


Now it's Bilton's turn to grin. "Hey!_"


"Just!" Orlan's words successfully stopped the light debate. Orlan's eyes stared towards Bilton's sapphire bead. "It was from Primary School that we called each other the name 'pride. And it's all because of you."


Bilton blinked. Ah, he remembered! "Yes, I remember."


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Flashbacks


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Rest, is a time that is very liked by Bilton Nami. A hyperactive little boy. Wh why? In addition to refreshing time, rest is also time to act, judging people.


"Teme, follow yu." The tiny tan-colored hand tugged at the left hand of the handsome boy raven-spanning.


"Lazy." The onyx's eyes were still staring at the comics.


"Oh, Isss.." The lips of the 7-year-old boy were pursed. "You're not cool."


Hearing the word 'not fun' Aron turned his head. "What's? You're gonna have to prank people again."


Bilton's white teeth were visible, as the owner smiled widely. "Surelyaa." He scratched his non-itchy nape. "Let's go with him."


"No."


"Ck, yes it is." Bilton walks out of class with his leg struck.


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"Who is my target?" Mumbled. Indeed, everyone has known, that Bilton Nami is famous for being ignorant.


Sapphire beads sparkle when finding the right 'target.


Bilton's tiny legs stepped with vigor. He also occasionally sang his favorite song. Until his steps stop at the back garden of Primary School. Under a big tree.


Tiny lips Bilton curvy–forming smirkai jahil–


His feet stepped back towards the large tree. Where, he saw a pineapple-haired boy sleeping soundly. "I'm your prank!" Mumbled.


Bilton's tiny hand reached into the pocket of his knee-length trousers, to pick up a black marker. "Thankfully there is this." Actually the marker was a former coloring lesson before the break began.


"Chihara..." Bilton laughed miserably, with a hand covering his mouth, so that his voice would not wake Orlan up.


The ignorant little hand drew on Orlan's cheek, he drew three whiskers similar to him on Orlan's left-right cheek. As if not satisfied, the handsome boy also made a line resembling a thick mustache on Orlan's upper lip. His sapphire eyes glanced towards Orlan's pointed nose, then he drew a black circle there.


Again–Bilton held back his laughter seeing his cool 'creams'–according to him–


He patted her forehead. "Ah, one more!" Bilton's hand opens the lid marker– that he previously closed–


Then, he wrote on the forehead of Orlan_


"I look like a cat, but call me Pineapple."


"Gdfff..." He smiled back satisfied.


"Time to go back to class~"


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"Success uh, Dobe?" Aron looked towards Bilton who was walking towards him.


The blond boy smiled widely, then he sat down beside Aron. "of course. I'm that." His tiny hand patted the chest–bangsa–


Aron rolled his eyeballs. "Ck, who's your target?"


"There will be, come later."


Czech_


In his heart Bilton cheered cheerfully at the sound of the doorknob being opened from outside.


"From now on call him 'Hine'!"


"Yes. He asked for it himself."


The screams and words succeeded in making a frown on Orlan's forehead. 'Curdling? Pineapple? My request? What do they mean?'


"Haha... If there's a beauty contest I'm sure you'll win." Orlan glanced at Maykel who was walking with laughter towards him.


"What the hell?!" Stupid question.


"Now! Let's see." Maykel presented a Hello Kitty-shaped mirror, which she borrowed from one of the girls.


As soon as Orlan's eyes were round, seeing the whiskers on his cheeks and lips as well as the black circles on the tip of his nose, do not forget the graffiti.


Twich. The crossroads came to be approved by the scribbled. "Si-a-pa who's me-ku-kan i-ni?!" His fizz was full of emphasis with eyes glittering sharply.


Suddenly it made all the class residents shocked, the article Orlan who always had a sleepy gaze into a sharp gaze. And, that look was horrible.


'Ah, it feels like I have to take responsibility.' Inner of the suspect. While taking out a black marker from his pocket, then he poked.


Orlan's eyes were busy exploring the classroom.


Until his attention is turned to Bilton; the man who is famous for his 1001 pranks, is brandishing a black marker.


"YOU'RE KITSUNE!" Orlan approaches Bilton and_


The chasing action also began.


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The blonde-haired boy let out a rough sigh, he got bored. So very... Bored. Huh! Wh why? Of course there is no 'target' that fits. And again! A week ago he was convicted of Yumi-sensei, because of his misbehavior towards Orlan.


His blond head he put on the table, he stared at the notebook and pencil. "What else?" Lips cone.


Like a cartoon, suddenly a lamp appeared on his head. 'Why not just do that.' His sapphire bead was staring at someone who was out of the classroom.


His hand wrote a few words and then he came out.


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"Hi Rio!"


The one called to look. "Eh? Bilton?"


Bilton. "Yes. Where you going?" His footsteps walked closer towards Rio.


"Cantin."


"Oh..." Rio frowned. Astonished, not usually Bilton say hello, Bilton'kan people ignorant. So, very rarely does he greet people in the right way. Or_ maybe he is the next target?!


Rio shook his head.


Bilton's hand was embracing Rio. Then rubbed his back slowly, like a calming gesture. "You why Rio?"


"Ah no." Rio smiling.


"Yes success! I'm gonna go first."


"Yes." Yeah." He said with a frowning forehead because he heard the word 'Success' that somehow sounded awkward.


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Rio felt that something was awkward, of course. How can nothing be awkward if everyone around you stares with amused eyes and whispers.


With a fitting step but feeling astonished, Rio stepped towards the corner table near the canteen.


"Std... Look there's a 'zombie'."


"Yes he does fit into a 'zombie' his skin just pale."


"Ihhhh spooky... At school we have 'zombies'."


Rio felt even more astonished. When he heard the noise next to him. With fear he felt his back and


Sretti.


Rio's onyx eyes were rounded looking at the handwriting that made his pride fall_


"Because I'm too pale to be human. Then call me ZOMBIE."


Rio stared intently at everyone. This makes the whole canteen quiet. Dan_


"YOU'RE KITSUNE!" After shouting Rio moved from his seat with a hand squeezing the paper. Wh-wh-what for? Of course looking for Bilton.


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Piqued. Bilton's upset, usually no matter how good he is. No one ever dared to tell the teacher. Orlan and Rio, those two people were complaining about it. Da... Bilton claimed he was wrong but _usually if he was judging people would only be scolded, aka people he jahili did not bring him communication. Two days later he will get along again. Huhh...


With a gontai step. Bilton walked out of this quiet classroom. His sapphire bead glanced at the right-left bench. Until he saw a bando with cat ears. Maybe one of the students left her.


Bilton's hand stretched out, took the bando. "Make what? Will it be useful?"


"I have an idea!" He shouted while walking out of class.


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"Let's pass the ball Chou."


"Yes! Get this Maykel!" Chou kicked the ball towards Maykel. Dan_


"GOLLY..."


"Our day won!" Maykel's team hugged each other.


"Hey! Don't be happy!" Everyone turned towards the blond boy.


"Bilton's? What do you want?"


"I want to challenge you Maykel."


Maykel's eyebrows are linked. "Challenging?"


"Yes. We play ball. But, one to one."


"Eh? Can you?"


"Why not? This is not national football."


"Lazy ah!" Maykel.


Bilton sneered. "Ck, squishy!"


Maykel looked at him with a sharp look. "What do you say?!"


"Yes ka_"


"I accept your challenge!" Not accepting the 'soft' dikatai'. Maykel accepts Bilton's challenge, not knowing he's stuck.


Bilton was satisfied. "good. But, there's a condition."


"Condition?"


"Yes. The loser has to wear this all day." Bilton brandished the bando of cat ears that had been hidden on his back.


Glek_ Maykel swallowed saliva, however she was afraid of losing. Bilton is a category of people who are good at sports, the value of the sport is also always high. "I-i_"


"Ah... You must be scared."


Maykel. "He? Who said?! Let's play!"


'Ah, get you!'


"Yoshhh let's play."


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As expected, the winner is _


"Yeyyy I won!" The wide grin was displayed Bilton, after he won the score 3-1, because that was the target. Without realizing it it makes Maykel body hot-cold, considering he had to wear pink bando cat ears all day. What the hell!


Glek_


'Damn you Kitsune!' Maykel grew increasingly alarmed as Bilton turned his head with a ignorant grin.


"Ah, Maykel, don't you forget?" Say it by raising the eyebrows.


"Sure."


"good. Huh!" Bilton held out that sweet bando.


With a trembling hand Maykel accepted it.


"Wear it... Wear... Wear it..." The more down his mood, when he heard the screams of people watching the game telling him to wear the terrible thing.


Bilton snatched away the resentment, when he saw Maykel just staring at the horror bando in his hand. "Ck, wear Maykel!"


Maykel turned her gaze away from the terrible thing, then stared intently at Bilton. "Baka While!" Maykel's hand trembled even more, as she raised her hand to put on the bando.


Bilton grew increasingly anxious at Maykel's slow behavior. "By, lama. Here I put it on." With impatience he grabbed the bando in Maykel's hands. Dan_ "A... You're so sweet Inu-chan."


Twich. Crossroads perched on Maykel's forehead. With a flushed face Maykel looked at Bilton. "What did you say?!" The question is full of emphasis.


"Uhum Inu-chan's. Oh my goodness, that's so sweet."


"YOU'RE KITSUNE!" Without a babibu Maykel chased Bilton around the field.


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A week later...


"The drawing group will sensei for five people in one group. Because the lesson this time is to work together, so, Sensei please all of you work together. One more thing, for those who are good pictures will be on display in the wall magazine."


"Hi Sensei." As soon as all the students in class 1-A answered.


"Well! Sensei share his group." Pause for a moment. "Group 1, Aron Uchi, Orlan Nara, Maykel Zuka, Rio Mura, and...


Bilton Nami."


"He? I don't want the Kitsune?" Maykel pointed to Bilton who was on the bench.


"I want a group with you Inu-chan!"


"Ck, look out for you, Kitsune!" Maykel got up from her seat preparing to hit Bilton.


"It's been... It's been... You better get together." In a doldrums, Rio, Orlan, and Maykel drew closer to the benches of Bilton and Aron.


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"Well! Everyone has got a group, on your desk there is a piece of paper containing pictures, please color it with watercolor." Yumi. A teacher who teaches in grades 1-A.


Naruto noticed a piece of paper in front of him, there was a picture of the beach, the sand, the coconut trees, the sun, and also the boat that was sailing. Without thinking twice he picked up a brush and poured black watercolor paint.


"He? What do you want Kitsune?" Maykel's shrill voice made Bilton turn his head by rolling his eyeballs.


"Colorize, what do Inu-chan think you want?"


"Why wear black?" Bilton turned towards Rio.


"Baka Dobe." Aron rolled his eyeballs. Indeed, he admitted his Dobe friend was a genius, but... Art problems he sucks!


"Meme Urusai! There are also rivers that are black if exposed to waste."


"But this is the beach, where there are factories that dump waste into the beach. Unless he wants to be in jail." Tympano Orlan.


"Then what color?" The blond boy glanced towards the watercolor.


"Just be blue." Rio took the blue watercolor, then he poured it on the palette plus a little water. Afterwards Rio dipped the brush tip.


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All looked at the astonished results of the beach picture colored by Rio. "Sugo..." Maykel and Bilton looked at the picture. See a picture of a blue beach keorangenan.


"Well! The eyes are yellow orangenan, if the boat is black, the sand is brown only, the gray tree is black, because this is sunset so we have to color with the impression of the afternoon."


"Yoshh let's color!" Bilton dyed the sun, Maykel the boat, while Aron and Rio the sky, Orlan the black tree.


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"Yoshhh is done too!" Maykel looked amazed at the image of the beach that seemed alive in front of him, because it was thanks to Rio's advice.


"Well! Please collect." Yumi Seru.


A unison of representatives from each group gathered the images.


"Wait, Sensei first value."


Silent. For 5 minutes in the silence, all the disciples were pounding. Waiting for a picture of who will be on display. Till_


"Ehem. Sensei has decided that the image that will be on display belongs to the group... 1."


Silent. Till_


"Horay! We won Maykel!" Bilton and Maykel hugged.


That is where their friendship began.


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Flashback


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"_ton?"


"Bilton?"


Feeling something shake his shoulder Bilton woke up. His eyebrows cringed. "Yah-chan? What are you doing here?" He was surprised to see his mother in Basecamp. "And where are the others?"


"Oh... Your friend?" Bilton nodded. "They're gone, just now. Maykel said you fell asleep after throwing beans at each other." Kushi smiled amusedly.


The handsome young man was sitting on the sofa. Then clucked his throat, because he heard the word 'throwing each other nuts'. "Go? What time is it?"


"19:30."


"Geez, I overslept." He fell asleep while remembering the past. The first time he and his friends called their name 'pride.


'I miss the old me.' His inner. It's hard, too hard for Bilton to come back like he used to.


"Hm... Let's have dinner." Kushi stepped towards the exit.


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The clock still shows at 20:30. But, the handsome young man was already lying on his bed. Although Bilton sapphire beads have not been closed.


His hand felt the nightstand on the side. He took his silver phone. Bilton then shifts the contact button, he sees _


Orlan Nara's.


Shortly thereafter he changed the name to _


Orlan Pineapple.


He smiled faintly, recalling the ridiculous events of 9 years ago. Which makes him and his best friend friendly to form a gang.


It was only Orlan's name that he correctly named in contact with. Wh why? I don't know, maybe because Orlan didn't hold a grudge against him. Yeah, when I was judging Orlan, Bilton was just being heard. Though Maykel to not bring him to talk 1 week just like Rio.


Naruto toppled his body. Then he ruffled his hair. 'I'm crazy!' Even though he was smiling like that, it was only empty to feel, so... He feels ahem! Maddened.


Bilton pensive, ah. Why does he remember the girl 'bakpao'? Huh! How dare the girl say 'kitsune'


"Review you..." His frown, before closing his eyes to dreamland.


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To Be Continued


Notes yes^^^


Dobe: stupid


Nara: deer


Teme: fuck