LOVE IS A CHOICE

Part 5's

"Eh nak abil, why not wait for zahra, you can go to the mosque”kanya mom with a smile

Abil brother just a small smile to mother, the possibility was he wanted to wake me but for reasons of fear or unpleasant so undo the intention. For a moment I thought it seemed like he was too concerned with me or maybe still think of me like a child yesterday afternoon but let me still be another teenager with him who is 24 years old and has been through sweet sour salt of life.

“ 'not good bu , it looks like he is bu” kecapaean he said

In the heart directly said “ tuh right if people like this heck already keteak” I said to myself

“ adduh , nak abil is funny, same time wife just use all” joked mother on abil kak and make the atmosphere between me and abil kak become uncomfortable.

“ mother ...had mending us home, chat do not need in front of this mosque, diliatin bu” people I said to mother

“ uh newlyweds “ said one mother – passing mothers, while looking at us in follow a big smile

“ hmm iyya bu , we excuse us to go home first” I said with a little condolence to the mother

Finally we went home, Abil immediately changed his clothes in the room and asked permission for me and my mother to go out to exercise. Abilpun brother left, my mother and I did homework as usual including cooking and when abil brother later came home he could immediately have breakfast with us. 2 hours later. He had returned, I saw his clothes were filled with sweat that soaked his body. I honestly had a chance to look at him but then I threw my eyes away, because I was afraid of being discovered by him. Though that view is for the beloved knight.

“ nak abil is back, let's have breakfast first son?” asked the mother and gave a small attention to her first daughter-in-law. Because my sister until now has not brought my mother a beautiful daughter-in-law when she had been waiting for him for a long time, but she said she had not gotten a match with him. Mother had offered a beautiful girl of her choice but she refused, because she did not want to be betrothed because this was not the era of siti nurbaya.

“ good bu”

I know the atmosphere of eating this time is a little different, because there has been an addition of new residents in this house, let alone he is my husband's brother. Sometimes I look at him and look back at my plate, if you think this situation is a bit funny because I seem to see a knight in front of me but his soul and heart belong to Abil, if this does not happen but it has. After eating, I went to take a bath as well as Abil's sister. I took a shower in the room while he was in the toilet near the kitchen, unexpectedly finished bathing he went straight into the room and saw myself using only a towel

"AaAaaa..aaa” I shouted unintentionally because I saw abil's brother enter the room, he also looks shocked, because of his expression and behavior and his body reflexes that directly turned his back on me. He just kept quiet and said nothing, awkward situation.

“ what's up zahra “ screaming mom

“ hm this child makes you worried, tell your husband to catch his cockroaches” exclaimed mother back

“ iyya bu” I said.

I saw Abil's foot back and he was still behind me, thank God he knew my current situation and wanted to understand about my feelings. But I was confused about what to do but still I had to apologize to him

“ sorry kak” said I awkwardly

“ you do not need to apologize “ he said as if he did not care about the incident that just happened

“ but ak...” my speech stopped

“ hussh... don't wear it but, you want to change clothes now and just calm down, I won't look , Ok” he said

“ ok “ reply

I immediately changed my clothes, after finishing my turn which is now turned back to Abil's brother. In every minute or second it is very stressful. But again he just reminds me of the knight and this makes me feel guilty for him, my God, I am truly sorry to my husband because my heart has betrayed even though from the beginning he already knew but I was bound to him. I don't want to have to love him.

“ you do not regret marrying me?” he asked with a serious face and it happened that we were both sitting on a sofa

“ a.aaku ..hmm anu.that is, “ I just shook my head at him

I saw him smiling faintly and immediately standing up, his hand directly touching my head and caressing him as if understanding that my heart would change to him someday. And back again I could only be quiet. The treatment of me was a little strange and confused me alone.