LOVE IS A CHOICE
Part 3
It's clear that I don't want a replacement even if it's a thousand times better than you because I just want to be with you.
“ zahra “ someone holds my shoulder and it is aunt ryani. “ nak aunty also do not want this to happen because we all lost the knight, and we all lost the knight, but aunt beg zahra so that you will accept abil as a substitute for satria”
“ ma already, we do not need to force zahra for this thing” om toni back to calm aunt ryani. I know that in a family of men the dignity of his family is more important than anything else and soon there will be a selection of regents and a father of men running, so that the reputation is so important for his family. And I don't want to embarrass the family of my loved ones either, but it's a tough decision for me to live with someone I don't know at all. I took a deep breath and exhaled it again and I closed my eyes but suddenly satria looked and said my choice was the best for you with a smiling face after I reopened my eyes .
“ son, aunt has also asked abil, that he will accept you and will take care of you” aunt ryani again persuaded me. Abil just sat down and remained silent.
“ bismillahirahmanirahim, mother , om , aunt I will sincerely accept abil as my husband, because this may have been the path that I have to go through” said I and try to hard through this.
“ how about you abil?” ask about toni
“ pa, I will accept zahra as my wife, and as per the will of the knight I will guard and protect her”
“ but regarding that, I would like to put forward some terms before this wedding happens and I hope abil will accept it”
“ try you say zahra” says om toni
“ I will fulfill your request it” said kak abil without any doubt at all.
“ thank God the problem has been resolved, well then we and our family will go home first because this relationship is also already night ya” said om toni with a smiling face as if satisfied with the results of the decision earlier.
“ tablets how to hurry pack , bu ?” mother said
“ already night ma'am, not good also ini” said aunt ryani
My mother immediately drove him to the front and I could only look at him, someone who would accompany me later. I began to reflect back on the decision, and in my heart continued to bring up what might have happened with the decision earlier. Is this fair to me, abil and satrya?. What if I can't forget satrya? Wouldn't that hurt Abil?. O Allah, if this is my destiny, please give me sincerity, but if this is the wrong path, give me guidance, Allah, hmm amiin.
That night I could only be pensive while looking at the beautiful star in the sky wishing that one of the bright stars there was my beloved heart that was looking at me, but really it was just wishful thinking and bragging just to calm my heart that had been scratched
" ri I don't understand if I can forget you, you really are the perfect man that I always dreamed of even now has become a dream, your shadow that always accompany me every time dancing in my mind, I miss you ri .... Always I love you "I smile as I tearfully try to make it through a beautiful night without you satrya.
