Love In My Silence

Episode 50's

Sandra and her family were also present at Lika's funeral. When everyone was sad because of the event, only Sandra was very happy and excited.

One paddle, two islands are surpassed.

That was Sandra's position at the time. At first Sandra only intended to muddy the relationship between Adi and Lika but who would have thought the plan was to destroy the enemy without dirtying his hands.

"Sleep peacefully with worms, my beloved cousin Lika. Brother Adi and Aunt Siska's family are safe with me" Sandra said as she sowed flowers on the tomb.

The triumphant cheers filled Sandra's heart seeing Lika's tombstone affixed.

"See you in heaven."

After the funeral, the Hermawan and Prasetya families returned to the funeral home. They will do a joint prayer for Lika's departure.

Adi went into Lika's room, the room that was mostly pink felt very empty. The display of photographs of Lika even more slicing Adi's heart.

Vaguely, Lika was standing in front of her dresser in a maroon-red dress as they were at their engagement a year ago. No. gabe...There's no Lika there. Lika's shadow is just an illusion from Adi, there will be no more meetings with Lika even when delivering Lika to her final resting place Adi can no longer see her face because Lika was directly inserted into the chest. Without anyone knowing the chest it was not Lika.

"Gue did not expect to lose my sister again" Andri's voice shocked Adi's daydreams. Adi turned his head and found Andri was sitting on Lika's bed.

"I'm sorry I can't take care of Lika, I've made Lika lose her life even on the day she should be happy." Adi took a picture of Lika on her birthday.

"Gue doesn't blame anyone, maybe destiny is like this. I'm not going to get girls anymore, I don't want them to keep ending up like Andini and Lika."

Adi just nodded resignedly, he himself still did not know how his life in the future. The encounter with Lika depicts a lot of happiness but the separation without meeting again even scratches ten times the sadness and wounds compared to the happiness that once existed.

"Lika took away my life." Adi no longer even had a voice to say that sentence.

Andri moved up and opened the drawer of Lika's study desk. He picked up a book with a pink cover. He handed the book to Adi.

"This is Lika's diary, I used to read some sheets that contained about her love to loe. Lika already likes you two years before you fiancee, before you know."

Adi takes the book from Andri's hand, a pink cover that has been affixed to a photo when Adi and Lika are in the park before Adi's departure to New York.

August 25th...

I hope this date will be eternal

I hope you never leave

That's what Lika wrote under the photo. Adi hugged the book. I don't know what magic Lika made so that the two sentences were able to bring tears from an Adi who is usually very cold to women.

"Better tomorrow we go back to New York, the longer we're here Mama will hate the same loe. Mama still blames Loe for what happened to Lika. We also can't continue to be sad, we should pray for the safety of Lika's soul."

Adi nodded in agreement. He was still drifting in the grief that did not know when it ended. It felt like to continue his life was useless. It is true, the departure of a Lika who had been making them dizzy was even very painful.

Renaya suddenly entered.

"Son, let's go home. Andri said that you're back in New York tomorrow, right?"

"At no idea Bun, Adi can still continue Adi's life after this."

"You can't be like this, son, Lika will be sad there if you know you're even desperate like this."

"Kalo Lika is sad why she chose to go Bun? Why at that time did Lika not want to be horrified Adi Mommy? Now Adi even had to bear all this alone Bun, even though Adi never did that." Adi again sobbed, so heavy a burden that he had to bear because of the incident that befell Lika. Adi even became a scapegoat because Lika was driving after seeing the affair committed by Adi.

"There are still me who believe in you, for the good of you so I want us to go home to New York as soon as possible. I don't want you to constantly beat yourself up."

"Truely said Andri son, let's go home now. God must have arranged everything for you."

Adi just nodded, though,

"Yes Mother."

Far from everything, Lika was treated in a large hospital in Singapore. The condition of the weak body and the broken heart made Lika have to be treated exclusively.

Lili faithfully accompanied and cared for Lika. When Lika realized, Lili had to answer all the questions that would come out of Lika's mouth even though she herself did not understand why her employer was rumored to have died even though Lika was still alive.

When Lika opened her eyes, Lika saw the figure of the person who had been loyal to her help.

"Non Lika is conscious? Still hurts, doesn't it?"

"Where is mbak?"

"Non again Non hospital, we are in Singapore" Lili said carefully.

"Sir, why did Lika have to be brought here?" True to Lili's guess, Lika will ask why she was taken to this hospital.

"Non Lika healed first yes, later after healing I explain everything. What matters now is Non Lika's recovery."

Lika did not answer Lili's words. He looked at the ceiling of the room and tried to recall what had happened. Yep...Lika catches Adi sleeping with a girl at the hotel. Lika's tears were dripping back against her cheeks, a heartache that had no cure.

"Bak Lili, stayin Lika alone ya."

"But Non..."

"Lika gapapa kok mbak, Lika just need time alone."

Lili nodded her head and walked out of the room. The confusion of what to do forced him to do what Lika asked.

"It's okay to call mbak ya Non."

Lika smiled bitterly, very visible that smile was made by force. Lika's pretty face was now filled with wounds on her forehead and many scratches from broken glass on her cheeks. It was a terrible accident that hurt the girl.

"Lord... What God actually planned for me. Am I up to all this? Why would he do that? Why should we be engaged if he loves another woman? Why is he so mean to me?" Lika squeezed the bed sheets of the patient she was in. Tears continued to flow from his eyes which had even swelled up from the continuous crying from yesterday.