Love for Losing Memory

Awake Already

Alex's words were ringing in Arisa's mind. He tried to get rid of the thought and assumed nothing had happened. But nothing happened between them. In her heart, Arisa admits that she used to love or maybe love Alex, but that was before. Now, her heart was only for Andika, this man who had become her husband. However, she also realized that her position was only a stunt double for Erina, whether it was possible that Andika would still love her if she knew that she was not Erina.

Arisa is preparing dinner, when the apartment door is opened, indicating Andika has returned home. Arisa does not know that actually Andika has long since arrived.

"Home home, Mom? Dinner will be ready soon. Just a minute!" greeting Arisa kindly but not responded Andika who immediately walked towards the room.

Maybe she's tired, Arisa thought.

Dinner was ready, but Andika did not come out. Arisa then chose to follow her into the room to call her husband. However, when he reached the room, he saw Andika sitting on the edge of the bed with a face full of emotion. Never before had Arisa seen her husband in such a condition.

Even more surprising, when Arisa saw what was in Andika's hand.

Gosh, how could I possibly be careless, not keep it well. Gerrutu Arisa cursed his negligence.

"Explain to me, what does all this mean?" asked Andika while throwing a bottle containing small pink pills towards Arisa until lying under Arisa's feet. On the bottle, it is clearly written that it is a contraceptive pill to help control the occurrence of pregnancy. Andika finds the bottle while trying to find a painkiller that she forgot to put where. She tried to look in Arisa's dresser drawer, it's possible that Arisa helped keep it there, Andika thought. However, he instead found the bottle containing the pills that shocked him.

"I. I.." said Arisa stammered, not knowing where to start explaining.

"Why? Don't you want to have a child from me?"

"I...." Arisa is confused.

"Yes...yes...I know, this must be because of that man right? " accusing Andika makes Arisa even more confused.

"Male? Whatchu mean?"

"Here, don't pretend. I know you have a relationship with other men out there. So, that's why you pretended to want to work, so you're free to get in touch with him." Andika continued the accusations based on her own perception.

"What do you mean by that? I've never cheated on you." said Arisa trying to defend herself.

"Never, you say. Then what's the name, lunch friendly and delivered home by the man earlier?" asked Andika with a ketus.

"No. I have nothing to do with Alex."

"Oh, so his name is Alex? how long have you guys been in touch behind my back?"

"Enough with all your accusations, Mom! It's not what you imagined. I admit, I used to like Alex. But that was when we were in High School. And now, I just love you. This heart is for you, someone. But...."

"But? but what?" andika asked still in a high tone.

"But I'm too afraid that this love will not be equal."

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know if you really love me either."

"What's? You doubt my love?" ask Andika.

"I don't doubt your love, Mom. But I also realized that your love is only for Erina. And I'm not the woman you love. I'm just a person who happens to be similar to the woman you love. I realize that, I don't deserve you. If at this time, you want to dump me, I accept that, Mas. I know I lied to you." said Arisa sobbing.

"But you know, I swallowed those pills not because I didn't want to have a child with you, Mas. I want, even want that. But I'm not ready, if one day the real Erina shows up, and you choose her. It's enough that I felt that pain when you dumped me, lest our child feel the pain of our separation." Arisa explained. Instantly, he cried loudly, but his heart was relieved after being able to reveal all of his heart all along.

Arisa lowered her head and cried out. Suddenly she felt the embrace of her husband's warm body, then Andika's hand held Arisa's chin to straighten Arisa's face to look at her.

"You mean?" asked Arisa astonished after she could calm herself to not cry anymore.

"Erina won't be able to appear in front of me anymore."

"What?" asked Arisa in disbelief.

"Erina was already dead when the accident happened. I already know that."

"So, does that mean you already know that..."

"Yes, I've known for a long time that you're not Erina."

"What's? you've known that for a long time? So all this time you've been pretending you don't know?"

"Yes, I want to know how much you love me, whether you really love me or are forced to pay for my medical expenses."

"So, you already know all that, Mom. Since when?"

"I don't know when exactly, but I'm beginning to realize some strange things, from the memory-lost mother, to the,the absence of scars on your arms and many more things made me suspicious until I finally hired a detective to investigate all that."

"What's? detective?"

"Yes, I need to get information to answer all my suspicions, and now everything is answered already, especially when you showed me your work summons at that time, you remember that?"

"Stupidly I, I may not realize it" grumbled Arisa cursing her own stupidity. At that time, because he was so happy to be accepted to work, without thinking he immediately showed his work summons to Andika, it was not clear that his name was Arisa, not Erina. Of course, Andika could read it clearly at that time.

"I'm resigned, Mas. You want to be angry, want to punish me or want to divorce me, I accept, Mas." said Arisa resignedly accept any risk.

"How dare you say that again. Who said they were going to divorce you?". Andika's words made Arisa even more confused.

"Aren't you going to divorce me?"

"You are my wife and there is no reason to divorce you. Remember that!"

"But I'm not...."

"Indeed, why if you're not Erina, can't I love another woman named Arisa?" andika's words made Arisa flinch for a moment.

"Love? You love me, Mas?" arisa's eyes were already sparkling hoping that what she heard just now was true.

Suddenly Andika softly kissed Arisa's lips, which then continued to be a more violent kiss, making Arisa become not wrinkled.

"What more proof is needed to prove I love you, baby?" andika said softly after stopping her death kiss made Arisa speechless no more, because her heart was so relieved at this time. Now, it answered all the doubts in his heart. Tonight, it was such a beautiful night for her, even though she had missed wonderful nights with Andika before, but it was a different night.

Without saying anything more, Andika then lifted Arisa's body and placed it quietly on the bed. For Arisa, this is the first night for her to be in love with her husband who is now completely hers after all these truths are revealed. Arisa's heart is relieved, and so is Andika. They went through their night with their hot activities that lasted quite a long time, until finally they realized that they had not eaten dinner, when the sound of drum music was anchored in their rumbling stomachs. They finally enjoyed their late dinner.

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