Love for God's Permission
the chapter 74
" the hospital?" Apip looked startled after hearing a remark from someone across there
" which hospital should I know?" ask Apip worried
" thank you"
" why papi?" ask Maira wonder
" Aunty Alexa walks into Maira's hospital" Apip replied without turning his eyes to the side, keeping his focus on driving
" what? so the pretty aunt went to the hospital? but why papi?" maira asked worriedly, her eyes were now teary but as much as possible she held back her tears
" papi doesn't know either" replied Apip
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Harapan Mulya Hospital 🌻
" Aunty!!!" Alexa immediately turned to the door when she heard the screams of a small child who even knew whose voice this was
Alexa was surprised to see her little girl running towards her, she smiled happily as her little girl hugged her tightly
" Hey girls, why are you here baby?" ask Alexa
" the papi told Maira that Aunt was in the hospital" Maira replied
Alexa looked towards Apip who was standing quietly right near the soup, Alexa slightly lowered her head and smiled faintly to Apip, who was still standing, while Apip was just silent and showed his cold facial expression whereas in his other heart things, his heart was pounding when Alexa smiled thinly at him
" don't beat fast please!" apip said in the heart
" Aunty why did Auntie get into the hospital?" maira asked, Alexa turned her gaze to Maira smiling faintly at her little girl she stroked her little girl's cheek
" Aunties just need to rest girls" replied Alexa
" rest?" Alexa nodded
" Aunty what's Aunt's job?" maira asked with her cute voice
" girls why are you so cute? can I pack you up and take you home?" alexa asked jokingly but Apip responded to her remark seriously he instead gave a sharp look at Alexa
" hehehe Maira is indeed cute Auntie just like mommy" Maira replied as she chuckled
" why does it feel so claustrophobic when Maira calls me with Auntie? isn't that much better? but my heart hurts when Maira calls me Auntie! what's wrong with me? am I really Aisha? ah no Alexa you can not Aisyah whose life is very perfect, has a handsome husband and has a beautiful cute child and has a harmonious family!, and has a beautiful husband!, huh am I also going to be like that later with my husband and son?" alexa in the Heart
" Aunty what's wrong? is anyone sick?" maira asked worriedly, as soon as Alexa woke up from her daydream
" no girls! I'm fine" Alexa replied with a sweet smile
" Aunty can Maira ask for something?" ask Maira
" what girls? tell your pretty aunt, what's up?" answer Alexa
" Maira can ask in the hug of Aunt while in pokpok no?" ask Maira
" pokpoks?" alexa said she did not understand Maira's words on this one
" hu'um like this" Maira took Alexa's hand that was not infused and directed her to her buttocks then Maira moved Alexa's hand with a movement like hitting but slowly
" like this?" ask Alexa Ayng already understood
" hu'um" Maira nodded with her cute face
" you're here" Alexa asked Maira to sit on her lap, but it seems difficult to remember if her hand is one more in the infusion, Alexa also looked at Apip who happened to be watching him and Maira
Apip who already knows and can read his situation he immediately woke up from his seat was indeed sitting himself because he felt a little sore if he continued to stand
Apip stepped closer to Maira who was preparing to be lifted the papi into the lap of her beautiful aunt
Apip lifts Maira's body into Alexa's lap, he was a little afraid if Alexa why Napa if sitting on the lap of Alexa ya remember if Alexa is now in the infusion and her body condition is unstable right?
" is it okay if I sit Maira on your lap?" ask Apip who has sat Maira in the lap of Alexa
Alexa feels awkward and stiff when hearing if Apip speaks formally to her by calling 'me' and 'you' hah strange?
" ah t-no! it's okay" Alexa replied
Apip just nodded then he went back to his place and sat on the sofa, he started to notice Alexa and also her daughter, who was also his daughter, his daughter looks very comfortable in the arms of Alexa let alone Alexa who is patting the buttocks of her daughter
after a long time Alexa patted Maira's ass without realizing Maira was asleep in Alexa's lap, Alexa who saw Maira sleeping in her lap smiled she kissed her little girl's forehead then put Maira with a heart in the hospital room bed
" mister" said Alexa, Apip turned to Alexa who called him
" mm?" Apip just cleared up
" may I ask you something?" ask Alexa
" about?"
" your wife" answered Alexa
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" what do you want to know about Alexa?" ask Apip full of inquiring
" is your wife really dead?" ask Alexa
" hm"
" why did he die?" ask Alexa
" accident" replied Apip
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alexa's head back dizzy and crossed some shadow of a car that hit the road divider, his chest began to feel tight but as hard as he could hold it
" can't I be your wife?" alexa asked arrived
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" i'm sorry but I don't want to have a wife other than my late wife" Apip replied
" i don't know why the last few months I've always dreamed about you Maira and also the veiled woman like an Indonesian" Apip looked at Alexa deeply
" before I went to Indonesia, I used to dream about your face as well as Maira and the veiled woman who might be your wife"
" but what I'm wondering is why I dream about your family, and your wife's face is so very similar to mine, isn't that strange?"
" sir, is your wife really gone?" ask Alexa again
this time Apip hesitates to answer her somehow why his tongue feels funny to answer Alexa's question when it just answers right?
" you doubt, don't you?, I'm not psyche or anything but what I feel when I see you and Maira it makes my chest tick and also tight every time Maira calls me a Aunt, my chest also hurts when you talk like yesterday"
