Love for God's Permission
chapter 72's
" hey don't cry!" Alexa wiped away the tears that ran down Maira's face
" Aksa Hoult" Apip said
" Maira listen to me, stop! don't cry anymore, papi you won't be evil anymore okay!" alexa tries to calm Maira, while Apip's speech is ignored
" my Mr. Apip please give me a little time with your son! my little heart can't bear to see it like this!" says Alexa
" don't interfere in my family's affairs!" apip
Apip immediately carried Maira and left Alexa who kept calling her name, Apip sat Maira in the car and after he got into the car he immediately drove his car to his mansion
there was no conversation in the car, Maira quietly mute him who usually talks a lot is now silent! to be honest this was the first time he had seen his papi angry before his own eyes
vice versa Apip prefers to be quiet, but, she realizes she is indeed rude to her own child but she is also worried that if Maira lingers with Alexa can make Maira think Alexa is really her mommy
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Alexa is now in her apartment, her chest still feels tight when she remembers what Apip said to her earlier
" what's with me? why did my body respond that way when I was near the little girl? the little girl seemed to have a magnet that kept pulling me to always be close to her"
" should I investigate my past?, is it true that Fito is hiding something from me?"
Alexa picks up her phone and searches for the name on her phone after finding it she immediately contacts the number
" Donna Forte? how are you Donna?" someone said from behind the phone
" hm, I'm good news Evan" Alexa replied
(think of them talking in Italian)
" what did you call me?" ask Evan
" Evan can I ask for your help?" ~ Alexa
" of course Donna, what do I need to help you with?" ~ Evan
" please find out all about my life first" ~ Alexa
" you mean your past?" ask Evan to make sure
" hm" ~ Alexa
" why do you want to find out about your life first?" ask Evan curiously
" i'm sorry but I can't tell you right now" Alexa replied
" hm well Donna I understand" ~ Evan
" how long have you been finishing this?" alexa land
" maybe next week" Evan replied
" Evan Sanders!" Alexa knows Evan is just joking with her because where maybe an Evan is very stupid in investigating someone's identity this is Evan's expertise
" joking Donna! maybe about 1-2 days" Evan replied
" hm alright"
Tut
Alexa turned off the phone, she put her phone back on the nightstand next to her bed and she spread her body she looked up at the sky of her room
" Maira Hanifa Ersatama?" Alexa smiled when remembering about her meeting with her little girl, although fairly short but can make her heart warm that had been cold
" god!!!! why did I forget? how's Maira doing? is mister Apip being rude to my little girl?, I have to make sure of her!" just now he was about to get out of bed but his head turned around as if he was playing a comedy
one by one the shadows appear one by one the memories of sweet and bitter memories revolving in Alexa's head, Alexa holding his head very sick and also spinning round
in the shadow of Alexa
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" what? toppaki?" said the man who was similar to Apip
" not toppaki but toppoki dear" said back the woman who resembled him
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" aakkkkhhh, akhatttt" shouted Alexa as she held her head
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" Aisha open your eyes, baby!!" a man very similar to Apip was crying after a woman lying helplessly
" you're lying, aren't you? hey baby open your eyes, please Aisyah!" shouted the man who was similar to Apip
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the shadow continues to rotate around the head of Alexa, making Alexa's head feel like it wants to break
" who is he?, why is he so similar to me? why is Mr Apip in my memory? aakkkkhhh akhtt!!" alexa shouted back before she was unconscious
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23:00...
a pair of eyes began to open slowly, after a perfect open the eyes blinked repeatedly, felt foreign, felt foreign, only the white walls around him can be sure that he is in the hospital
" Donna Forte you're sober?" david said relieved to see his mistress open her eyes
David immediately pressed the green button directly connected to the nurse, shortly after which the sisters and the doctor entered the Alexa room
the doctor who is none other than Fadly's doctor, Fadly's doctor immediately checked the state of Alexa who had just been unconscious, she checked the whole thing and was noted by the nun who also happened to be Sister Firda
" what about your situation Miss Alexa? does your head still hurt?" ask Fadly's doctor, Alex just shook his head weakly at the question from Fadly's doctor
" thank God if your condition is much better" said doctor Fadly relieved
" doctor, I have something to talk about!" says Alexa
" talk miss" replied Dr. Fadly
" David can you leave me alone with this doctor?" ask Alexa
" ah i yes don-ah I mean good mistress" replied David nervously because he had since noticed the face of the nun who was none other than Firda
" say, please leave us both!" doctor Fadly said
" well doc" answered the two sisters
then David and the sisters get out of Alexa's room and leave them alone, Alexa and Doctor Fadly
" what do you want to talk about, miss?" ask Dr. Fadly
" wouldn't it be weird if I had a lot of pain in my head?" the Alexa land
" this is what makes me weird, miss!" answer doctor Fadly
" you mean?" alexa asked for an explanation from the doctor who was in front of him at this time
" first of all I want to ask you about things related to your memory!" doctor Fadly said, Alexa just nodded and heard all the questions from the doctor
" have you ever had an accident before until you had amnesia?" ask Dr. Fadly
" no!, wait! I don't know for sure but when I opened my eyes the first time I was in a hospital room, next to me were two middle-aged women and men who claimed they were my parents, they told me I had been in an accident, I didn't remember anything at the time after opening my eyes"
" i believed at the time that they were my parents because no one else was with me except the two of them and one of my older brothers"
