Love for God's Permission

the chapter 54

" hey. wake up baby why don't you open your eyes hm? you're kidding, aren't you?"

" our child is born... Her face is as beautiful as yours,, please open your eyes dear,,,, do you not want to see our child hm?, hey, hey, Aisyah hey Aisyah!! get up, heii!, HEIII, WAKE UP" Apip's cries broke

" i told you to get up, don't you close your eyes, you promised me not to leave me, you promised.

" hiks hyks, you promised" said Apip

" BANGUNNNN" cried Apip hysterically along with his cry

" get up!, you promised me, hyks hyks" said Apip

the family who saw Apip yelling more and more crying, Kiky crying in Reno's arms, Reno understood with Kiky's feelings that very much loved Aisyah and had considered her own biological sister

" ren.. nun is lying is not, hix" said Kiky in between her tears, Kiky crying in Reno's arms

Reno who saw his wife crying her heart aches and hurts to see her loved ones cry because of the loss of her loved ones, Reno further tightened her embrace

" all there is wisdom ky" said Reno

" but the nurse lied to Reno" said Kiky, who was still crying

Ita and Jui were still crying while hugging, as well as Arma and their daughter crying in silence

" a, I want to tabok tu nun, she lied to me" said Jui

" yaudah is stoic nun, dare to say our friend is not there, huaaa" replied Ita in between her tears

" but my legs lemes ta, can not get up, huaaa hikss hikss" said Jui

" samaaaaa, huaaa hiks" Ita replied

oh come on Jui don't bemay, you're a doctor keep your image that's Jui, hah author confused this same Ita character outside cold not play but can be this selebay

" puttts"

" Arrrrr"

" huaaaaaa" hah the two women came back crying, sad as well if you think

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while in the IGD room, Apip stopped crying and looked at Aisyah, he still could not believe that his beloved wife was dead, he still thinks that his wife must be judging him and lying to him,

Apip looked at the Patient monitor next to the gurney, there was only a straight line there was no sign of Aisyah's heart rate inside the monitor there was only a sound from the monitor, Apip looked back at Aisyah who was still closing her eyes

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(yes, his name also died, his eyes closed the pip)

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Apip again cupped the cheeks of his beloved wife "please, please open your eyes for this time only, hey Aisyah please yes" said Apip tearful

he kissed the wife's forehead, long even very long from the duration they used to do, he stuck his forehead with Aisyah's forehead and shed his tears back, crying? sure, but this time she was crying in silence

sick?, must even be very sick, sore? yes very painful, feeling left out? yes, because why God took Aisha first, even he was willing to be called God first, because surely he would not be able to live his life without his wife

sick, very sick left behind by a loved one, this is not temporary but this is forever

he decided to get out of the IGD room, Apip's parents who saw Apip come out feeling very sad, seeing their beloved son destroyed and looking very messy

mamah Luna approached Apip and hugged him tightly, trying to encourage the child even though she was very sad to lose her daughter-in-law

Apip returned a hug from the mamah he returned to shed his tears, not crying only let out tears, Apip stared at his mamah

" where is Apip mah's son?" tanya Apip flat

" he's in the NICU" she replied

Apip turned around and walked towards the NICU room, arriving in front of the NICU room he walked towards the large translucent glass window, his eyes shed tears when he saw his little baby in the incubator in the NICU room

he remembered the message from his wife, his heart was still very sick, why did God take the wife he loved so much?, he really could not if without Aisha

Apip believed this was a test and a trial from God for him, Apip could not change destiny, because as hard as he tried if God willed otherwise his results would be in vain

Apip believed that God would never give his servant a trial beyond the limits of his servant's ability, but he hesitated a little if he could not live this life, but upon seeing the baby, he was unable to live it, his heart believed more and more in all that God had given him

" i promise Aisyah will always love and take care of our child, I will try to be fine without you, but I also still doubt for our daughter's life and also my life, she said, will I be able to? I really doubt Aisyah, but I will try to keep my promise to you, I will love our son as I love you, I love you Aisyah, I really love you my beloved wife, I love you, I will always love you, I love you Aisyah Hanifa Wijaya" she said, wiping away the tears that kept falling

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while on the other hand, a group of people dressed all in black entered the mortuary room one of them chatted with a doctor who can be sure is the doctor who handles patients who recently died

from some of them changed clothes by wearing male nurse clothes and using masks, they covered the face of the corpse and immediately brought the corpse out of the hospital

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Arma and the princess are in the hospital lobby, they will go home to change clothes, they will go directly to Aisyah's house to take the friend to his final resting place, they walk very lethargic

and accidentally the princess hit a group of sisters who were carrying the body

" aww" ringis princess when her legs accidentally hit the gurney that is being carried by the male sisters

" put, go, use the eyes dong" said Arma

" the road will use the foot of the Shah" replied the princess lethargicly

" i'm sorry, sister, my best friend is unstable brain" said Arma

the male sisters just nodded, then they resumed their journey, they got into the ambulance and immediately drove the car

Arma and the princess did not think like this, how could they think in a situation like this, they decided to immediately go home and prepare to be ready for Aisyah's house, the friends of Aisha will try to be strong they promise not to be too sad because their friend is gone, they believe in Allah the creator who knows all