Love for Arumi

20.Jealousy

One week Arumi had avoided Rizt for various reasons, even in one week it was only twice Rizt slept in their room.

The rest, whether he spent the night where, in fact, his heart did not feel anything to find the reality, only after this moment that made him worry about how to behave.

Should he close his eyes and ears, but what if until his family knows, divorce was considered not a good choice, considering the condition of the father and also his stepmother will certainly not let him return to his home.

Inevitably Arumi must be able to accept whatever reality is in his household.

Thinking of her making those tears come again, that disgusting voice always haunts her, why should her life be like this, what is this in return for her betraying her love?what he should do now.

Though he has tried to make peace with his circumstances, trying to accept his life even though his heart is still not open to Rizt but he always tries to be a good wife.

Since the incident that night, being alone in the room and daydreaming became his new habit, even to go downstairs was only done when his stomach asked for rations to fill, it was rarely done.

He felt he was not ready to meet Rizt and Salina in the same situation.

Rizt actually feels strange with Arumi's attitude lately, just that his current happiness is able to make him not think about his wife.

That morning Rizt leaves for the office after almost a week of leave from his job, Arumi decides to get out of her hiding place,he wants to go out to meet Amelia who has just returned from out of town to visit her family.

While descending and passing through the living room he saw Salina sitting while reading her favorite magazine, as usual her mouth released a very deadly poison.

" Oh, my lady, she's finally out, too, want to go, huh?" That annoying face was approaching Arumi.

Inevitably Arumi stopped his steps, considering that Salina was still a woman with the status of her sister-in-law who even made love to her own sister, she felt disgusted with her own thoughts.

" I'll be out for a while, see a friend " replied Arumi.

" Ck,, buddy" statement that sounds like satire.

" actually I deliberately did not go anywhere today, color waiting for you out of your hiding, hmmm, I want to talk about something "not as I want to ask but forcefully.

Arumi threw away her gaze lazily.

" I've got an appointment, can I just go later "

" Ckk, the more days you behave more like the queen in this house, yesterday did not want to be met and now also refused to talk to people "he replied cynically.

" Hehhh, don't mind that you're Rizt's wife and then act arrogant, yes, let's just trash that Rizt picked up from the dump, you should realize as low as you are" he continued very sharply.

Arumi only took a rough breath, but with the woman's poisonous mouth, she set her feet about to leave Salina, but her next words made her stop her steps.

" I wonder why Rizt does not want to divorce you, but his biological needs alone must I fulfill it, what is the point of you being his wife?why didn't he just hire a maid to take care of him "the word pierced right in his heart.

Arumi also did not understand why Rizt married her and still maintain it until now, he really wanted to ask for the reason but he was very afraid if the answer later was the same as what he thought,honestly, Arumi is not ready if she has to go back to her stepmother's house, then she has to go where if it happens.

Arumi is too weak with the circumstances, or he has indeed felt comfortable with Rizt, I don't know he has not found the answer.

Finally with all her might she left Salina who was still looking at him with her look of disdain.

In his office Rizt also thought about the change in Arumi's attitude these few days, in his mind flashed, what does all this have to do with his actions with Salina, but where does Arumi know?has Arumi been silent all this time watching her?

Rizt really dizzy to think about it, when he should be ready if indeed Arumi will know, what can Arumi do if he knows the reality, the opening rizt has planned all this from the beginning, what can Arumi do if he knows the reality,why now his heart began to weigh the possibility that would happen, even though before he was very sure of his despair.

There was a sudden fear perched in his mind, fearing that if Arumi left him, what was the matter with his heart? What he has touched the woman who became his wife.

Rizt shook his head, trying to dodge his thoughts, even though his heart kept pushing to realize his feelings.

" Think of Salina, only Salina "she tried to convince her heart.

Only Salina who he loved from the past may be up to now, only Salina who understands himself, what his needs and desires are, Salina,even the woman who first gave the beauty of the world paradise for him at that time was only a child who did not understand about love and affection, who was not, only Salina the woman who is able to give everything for Rizt even her virginity Rizt is the one who receives it.

Finally the smile was present, he missed his woman, even though this week he had spent making love with his brother, but it felt he was never satisfied to continue to enjoy the touch of the woman.

I don't know who Salina really is, which is for sure she and Salina don't have the slightest blood relationship.

Rizt accidentally finds the results of DNA tests between Salina and her father, apparently Salina is not the son of the father.so it can be ascertained if Salina and Rizt do not have blood relations.

From that day on, Rizt became closer to the older brother physically or personally but since Rizt decided to marry Arumi, Salina seemed to keep her distance even more so their father so often went home, so often,and that makes Salina and Rizt not freely close together.

After the hours of returning home from work ended, she immediately prepared to go home, she really needed Salina to ease her current heartbreak.

The road was quite dense today, while the sun had begun to sink itself, he accidentally saw a woman with a man hugging on the shoulder of the road in the opposite direction, his eyes were very sharp piercing, he said,his hands clasped tightly to the steering wheel in front of him, his jaw seemed to tighten indicating he was holding back emotions.

When the car in front of him moved he was as fast as lightning stuck gas leaving a scene that greatly hurt him.

Rizt pulls out of his car in the park near his house, bad thoughts keep haunting him, trying to forget what he just saw, but still feels squeezed in his chest, he vents it by hitting the wheel many times, he says,the emotions he had been enduring since.

It was like being pierced by a sword but not bleeding, only the pain and tightness felt.

I don't know how long he kept hitting his wheel he finally felt tired as well.

Rizt leaned his shoulders on the car seat with breathless gasps, the feeling of jealousy turned out to be very draining of his energy and thought.