Love for Arumi

11.Guilt

Arumi sits alone in the hospital cafe, and Rushan calls her the next night, and she will drive him to visit Yudish and Arumi immediately agrees.

Rushan tells her to wait in the cafe, while she ensures the situation where Yudish's treatment is in a quiet state.

" yes mom, I'm already in the hospital, I stopped by the cafe for a bit to buy coffee "

The soft voice of a woman talking to her cell phone passed through Arumi.

Seen from behind the woman seemed very beautiful and classy, her body was high until, her hair moved beautifully as she walked, and her perfume was very soft to smell, she said,and of course the woman is very rich in looks from the outfit she wears and a famous brand bag that costs the car.

Arumi noticed, Some eyes looked in admiration at the woman, Surely the woman is very beautiful inner Arumi.

Before long the beautiful woman was sitting across the table that Arumi occupied.

It turns out that the woman is indeed very beautiful, especially like the artist on television, the woman smiled gently at Arumi, and Arumi also returned her smile, besides being beautiful it turns out that the woman is also friendly, thought Arumi.

Their phones were the same as they were ringing and they were throwing smiles at each other while picking up their phones.

" yes, mom,,"

" yes rush,,,, oh, okay I'll be there!"

Arumi turned off her phone and left the table, but stopped her forehead from hearing the woman talk to someone on the phone who seemed to be the woman's mother.

" all right, mother, I'll be in Yudish's room right now"

Yudish,,?

Who is that woman, is she talking about her Yudish? or the other yudish?actually Arumi was curious but his desire to meet Yudish was greater than the sense of the aggressor, maybe it was another Yudish, the color of the name Yudish is not only one! that's how he finally came to a conclusion.

Rushan waved his hand towards Arumi, after the arumi approached Rushan immediately opened the door of the room.

Arumi thought it was Yudish's treatment room but it turned out to be a luxurious waiting room.

Rushan handed over clothes and some equipment to be able to enter the Yudish nursery, Rushan said the nursery must be sterile and must wear special clothes.

After he finished wearing his equipment, Rushan brought Arumi to visit the room where Yudish was, the room was very cold,or because of the feeling of arum who was anxious so that his heart rate was irregular and his body temperature became decreased, Arumi finally looked in the direction where Yudish was lying with a lot of tools attached to his body,as well as the breathing apparatus attached to his nose, with a trembling step Arumi approached his lover, yes, still his lover until this moment, he answered his heart.

Arumi gently touched the pale looking handsome face, some small small wounds were visible on the smooth face that he missed so much, no tears were dripping down Arumi's cheeks.

Her tongue tried to hold the firm hand wrapped in the bandage, her small heart as slashed as an indiscriminate, seeing the state of Yudish is very severe, she could no longer hold back her crying, she kissed it many times.

" i'm sorry, "that's all he can say.

For a moment only a roaring cry could be released, really his lips like a mute, arumi could feel how much pain, what in his lover was actually his fault too, what he was experiencing was his fault, for hurting Yudish.

" Wake up, dear, please don't ever leave me again, I love you so much, that whenever I will take care of this love, please come back Yudish!" with a severed breath Arumi begged with his hands still holding Yudish's hand and smelled the bandaged hand, without feeling his tears wet the bandage in Yudish's hand.

Rushan chooses to leave them, he goes to the waiting room, Rushan can feel the suffering of both, but he can not do anything but keep looking after and protect Arumi, as he promised his mother.

Arqumi actually wanted to be there longer with Yudish, accompany her and hope to see the beautiful eyes and sharp look at her again with tenderness, Arumi really missed her,a month apart and meet again in a state of not good until now saw him lying with life aids on his body, Arumi really feel very guilty about what happened to his lover.

Arumi smelled his man's forehead, channeling a very deep longing, whether he could see it or inhale the scent of the body again Arumi felt really will lose Yudish now, so heavy leaving him in this state,but she must realize forever they will never be able to unite because now Arumi is a wife.

Rushan looks at the door opened by Arumi, the beautiful face looks very visible traces of tears, but Arumi tried to throw a smile to Rushan, and the beautiful face was very visible,while releasing one by one the clothes and equipment he used earlier, put it to its original place.

" Thank you,, has helped me rush," said Arumi smiling very wryly.

" don't hesitate Arumi, I'm sorry I can only help you get here" said rushan sungkan.

"let's get out soon"

Just about to leave the room, the door opened from the outside, showing the figure of a beautiful woman he had met in the canteen, Arumi was silently staring, so Yudish was the Yudish, who was this woman really?is this the woman that Yudish's father said the other day?

" Ameera,,?"

" Rushan? hey, , how are you?"

The woman called Ameera directly linked her cheeks to Rushan without awkward, while Rushan was as shocked as Arumi, she even lost some of her life.

Rushan just smiled awkwardly

" hm, I'm good," she smiled again.

" was it because there was this beautiful woman with you, that you forgot me?don't you want to introduce me to her?" the woman glanced at Arumi while laughing very beautifully.

as the laughter of the beauty of the woman increased, the fellow woman Arumi was very happy to see the laughter of the woman.

" uh,, emm,, that,, yeah, introduce this Arumi, and this Arumi is Ameera she's my friend and Yudish since childhood "

" Hi Arumi,, it's good to meet you "that beautiful woman poked her hand towards Arumi, just as it was awakening from Arumi's admiration that she forgot to raise her hand to shake hands with Ameera.

" oh, Iya hai Ameera is happy to also get acquainted with you!" arumi shook her delicate hand, Arumi felt discouraged when compared to Ameera.

" Arumi, are you Rush's woman?" ameera asked unceremoniously still while smiling kindly.

" Yes,,"

" No,,"

Ameera laughed at their behavior, then shook her head gracefully.

" okay, okay, excuse me, that's your privacy, Arumi I'm sorry,,?" the smile of the woman did not fade, it seemed like this woman was indeed very friendly and generous smile.

Arumi only nodded while Rushan threw away his gaze.

" Well, I'll look inside the Yudish" he said, picking up equipment like the one Arumi was wearing.

"Yes, we also want to go home" said Rushan again

" Come Arumi," Rushan grabbed Arumi's hand in his hand to invite her out, Arumi was certainly surprised by Rushan's strange-looking behavior, but Arumi could not resist he was afraid of making Rushan offended,while Ameera only smiled at the behavior of Rushan, he was already accustomed to the attitude of Rushan.

But just a step forward, Rushan turned his body again.

" Ameera!,,"

" yes,,?" Ameera nodded at Rushan with a frown.

" Please keep my arrival and Arumi a secret from anyone "Rushan put on a serious face.

Ameera laughed again with a charm that did not fade.

" god haha, okay okay I'll keep it a secret" Ameera pulled a hand in her mouth like a locking motion.

Then he laughed as he waved his hand at Arumi who was taken away by Rushan.

***

Arumi and Rushan are now in Rushan's car, Karna Rushan forcing her to drive Arumi home so Arumi is not good at rejecting her.

For a few moments they just stay with each other's thoughts, so the atmosphere in the car feels quiet.

" I'm sorry to make you uncomfortable Arumi" Rushan's voice broke the silence.

Arumi turned her head and smiled towards Rushan, she did not reply.

" Can I ask you a question?" said Arumi

" What do you want to ask?"

" What is the relationship between Ameera and , Yudish?" arumi took the weight of her breath when she asked.

" He's Yudish's future fiancee" Rushan replied as she glanced at Arumi noticing Arumi's change in face

Arumi just quietly took her breath as gently as possible, even though it looked very hard to understand.

Arumi turned to look at Rushan, trying to smile, even though a crystal of clear crystal that fell also arumi quickly remove it.

" She is a very beautiful woman and is more suitable if she is with Yudish, and she is also a very friendly woman, I am sure she can make Yudish happy, I can only pray for her happiness " Arumi smiled and then threw away her eyes, to be honest her heart was very sick to say but that was indeed the reality that was happening.

Arumi held back the tears and tightness in her chest, she threw her eyes out the window blankly with a raging heart, the tears dripping by themselves.

While Rushan just stared bitterly at the poor woman.