Love for Arumi

19.Happiness above death

Time passes, the moment of togetherness continues to run together, happy disappointment comes and turns.

If asked if their household is doing well, then the answer is yes, but are they happy?let time answer.

Arumi has accepted her destiny sincerely, being the wife of a Rizt is not her dream, it is only now her destiny to try to make peace with the circumstances, Rizt too, trying to be a protector for Arumi, that's all, that's all,there is no love or effort to put Arumi as a wife.

Until now after approximately 1 year of marriage he is still faithful to be on the woman's side without touching her or demanding her rights, sometimes Arumi wants to ask why Rizt behaved so, Rizt,but it will be impressed Arumi wishes more, while he was comfortable with a relationship like this, so he chose to be quiet and live his day happily.

Until one night, Arumi found the answer to his question so far.

It turned out that the husband he had respected all this time had been cheating on him, not , not behind him but in front of him, if asked if it hurt?the answer is yes, not because she feels betrayed but feels like a stupid woman who can only quietly see her husband cheating in front of her eyes even in her own home.

She is not a good wife for Rizt she does not fulfill her obligations to her husband, but is this reply worth it to her?

It all started when the death of the in-law, Rizt's father.

The night after his in-laws were buried, the house that had been crowded was now deserted, Some visiting families had returned to their respective residences, respectively, His father and stepmother only came for a moment to mourn.

Arumi had entered his room to rest today he was very tired because he had to accompany Rizt who greeted some families that arumi had never known, it was actually a little strange to see the state of Rizt and Salina today, Salina said,they lost their families, but why did not they see the slightest sadness on their faces, even if Arumi did not misinterpret, they were happy yes look happy.of course maybe because rizt was not close to the father, he said,but isn't the extent of the distance between a child and their parents sad to stay forever?Her husband's family was strange Salina was felt close to the father looks ordinary.

Just now arumi is about to enter the dream realm, the door of his room is knocked.

" Arumi, are you asleep?" Rizt asked while knocking on the door.

" Go in rizt, I'm going to sleep" replied arumi who was reluctant to shift from her mattress.

The door opened, showing her husband's face.

" I just want to say, tonight I'm going to sleep in the basement, Salina's feeling really sad, I'm so worried she's going to do something that's not going to happen. "

Because Arumi was so tired he just agreed, his eyes were reluctant to open.

He heard the door close again, and Rizt went downstairs.

At 2 am, Arumi woke up because her throat felt very dry, her sleep was a little restless, either because of fatigue or because she was used to having her husband beside her, she was so unable to sleep well, so she could not sleep well,finally he decided to wake up looking for drinking water, after which he wanted to continue his sleep.

Whether what brought her instead wanted to go out of the room to see the state of her husband.Arumi walked down the stairs, this house is really quiet, she intends to see her husband in the guest room, to make sure of his condition, but in fact the room is empty.

" Where is Rizt ?" She searched her husband into the kitchen and did not see his whereabouts.

It's just the copy room that he hasn't seen, but what's Rizt sleeping there for? He shook his head thinking it was impossible, he finally decided to go back upstairs.

But from the room Salina Arumi heard the sound of people laughing.Color curious arumi approached the room, stuck his ear there, he knew it was an act that was not commendable, he said,but the voice from inside there made her curious because not only the female voice that was heard but also the male voice that she was very familiar with, the voice of her husband.

Before long the sound of laughter stopped, Arumi tried to listen closer, silent.

Arumi took a breath and shook her head to throw away her bad thoughts, she decided to leave the door.

Just one step he walked, his ears caught something unusual in hearing, a moaning voice , not more like the sound *******.

His feelings began to be erratic, fear mixed with curiosity into one, in his head continues to revolve about the possibilities that occur inside but he tried to reject the thought, the thought,just keep on being at war between yes and no, what voice is that why it sounds so scary to Arumi.

Wanting to feel she went in and saw for herself the situation inside, but her body was reluctant in the movement, she just stared at the sound of the voice was mutually simple, the voice of salina was more dominant, but the voice of her husband sounded just as disgusting, but the voice of her husband sounded just as disgusting,as soon as her tears fell, but she quickly wiped them with her hands, what did she cry, was this not also her fault, she did not give her husband rights, she was too making limits for her husband? Not even love in his heart?

As strong as his feet he stepped out of the Door with a very scary sound for Arumi.

He went into the room, dropped himself on the bed, his hands wiped his face violently, he was confused by what he heard, what is it? Why is everything like this ? Arumi continued to fight with his mind, until finally tired of taking him to dreamland.

"Arumi, Arumi," the noise and the knocking sound of the door were earthy.

Making arumi surprised and immediately occupied himself, his head felt dizzy, a flash of events last night still imprinted on his head, inexplicably even made his stomach churn, and the,arumi ran to the bathroom trying to get out what was in her stomach.

Rizt who heard that from the outside looked worried, finally he opened the door of his room immediately.

He sees Arumi in the bathroom without closing the door, finally Rizt tries to help Arumi, but Arumi gives a gesture to stay away.

Confused at last rizt came out of the bathroom, he could only wait for Arumi to come out feeling worried.

After a few minutes Arumi came out, with a pale face, Rizt tried to get closer but Arumi stopped him.

" Stay away Rizt please "that weak voice sounds like pain.

" What's up, Arumi?" Rizt was really confused by Arumi's attitude.

" I said away from Rizt "the voice of Arumi was rising and trembling a little like fear.

Rizt is very confused by the change in Arumi's attitude, but he tries to obey Arumi's will.

" You look pale Arumi, are you sick? Do I need to call a doctor?" Ask rizt gently.

" No,, come out, I just want to be alone, please leave me "the statement from Arumi makes Rizt frown.

But then he left Arumi with a cold face and without looking at Arumi again.

After all, Rizt Arumi could only cry, no matter what he cried, even his heart did not hurt just his tears came out just like that.