Love For Anjani

Destroyed and regret

Anjani felt dizzy and her head felt very heavy. When he tried to get up but his body was helpless, weak as if boneless.

But his senses were still functioning and he felt something touching his body. With her eyes soaked she tried to figure out who touched her body.

And he saw the familiar face that had been on top of his body that was already lying weakly on the bed. Edward was already in a position to try to enter his body.

Anjani felt that someone wanted to tear her lower body, feeling sore and sick. He wanted to rebel but was completely helpless, he wanted to scream but his voice was stifled and the only thing that came out was his weak breath. Tears were dripping in the corner of his eyes, he could only give up on what was going on. There is no power to fight. He could only scream inwardly, and when the head looked up, he knew the game was over. He also returned unconscious.

The next day Anjani woke up with a body covered only in blankets he tried to get up but his body felt crumpled and sick. When he saw his thighs there was liquid and traces of blood dried up there.

With a voice that could not come out he again tried to scream, crying as hard as he could. But still his voice was stifled, and his chest cavity was very painful as if it was overwritten by a very heavy burden.

"mother.mother, forgive Anjani. Ibuuu.?" Anjani screamed in her heart with a cry that could not make a sound. Feels tight and very painful.

Edward went into the room and he saw Anjani who was still crying sobbing. "Why are you Anjani, why are you still crying? don't you want and enjoy it?" Edward smiled coldly and said without any guilt.

Anjani could only look at him with a hateful look.

"That's it,ayo get ready! today we return to Jakarta." Edward left Anjani.

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Inside the plane, Anjani just fell silent and stared out the window with a sad face. He no longer cared about the man beside him. His heart was so sore, and he was reluctant to stare at the figure again.

Although he used to adore the figure very much, but now he hates it very much, very much hates it.

Arriving in Jakarta, when Anjani will go down in front of his boarding alley, his hand was held and pulled by Edward and he whispered in Anjani's ear.

"Effort to be as mundane as nothing happens, I will give you whatever you want, and maybe next time we will do it when you ask." Edward kissed Anjani on the cheek and then let Anjani get out of the car. The car drove back quickly leaving Anjani who was silent fixated.

When Anjani stepped towards the door of his room, he was surprised because there was someone waiting for him there.

Ardi stood up and looked at Anjani with anxious feelings and a deep longing in his eyes. But Anjani instantly avoided that look in the eye, she had already ignored Ardi's words. And now there was a feeling of regret filling his heart cavity. Without feeling any tears dripping in the corner of his eyes.

Ardi felt that something was wrong, he slowly approached Anjani. Anjani immediately hugged and cried so in Ardi's arms.

"Ardi forgive me? Ardi, forgive me for ignoring your words? Now that I've been destroyed, Ardi I'm ruined.!" Anjani buried her head in Ardi's chest. Ardi was getting tighter hugging his best friend and the woman he loved so much. He could only sigh heavily and hold back his anger until tears trickled down his cheeks.

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Anjani and Ardi sat quietly in the corner of the room. Anjani's head rested on Ardi's shoulders. Their eyes were blank, silent and drifting in their respective minds.

"What's? what did you say?" Anjani asked as if she could not believe her hearing.

"I'm going to kill him! I'm gonna kill him.!" Ardi said while shouting because of his already heightened emotions and anger.

Anjani immediately covered Ardi's mouth with both hands. "Ardi, please. Please don't do that? I beg Ardi." Anjani said while crying.

"I don't want you to get involved, here's my problem, please understand." Anjani hugs Ardi.

There was a feeling of guilt because he had ignored Ardi's words about Edward the other day. Ardi held him back from leaving, but Anjani felt he was just going to work. And now he regretted his decision.

If he had listened to Ardi's words, If he hadn't gone, if only. Anjani can only scream inwardly and feel as if she sees Ardi who sincerely loves her but now looks so broken.

"Kriing, kriing." Anjani's phone suddenly rang. There's a call from Mila. Anjani immediately sat down and let go of his embrace to Ardi.

"On? please keep this a secret from Mila and Siska? I don't want them to know that I'm dirty. I beg Di?" Anjani pleads with Ardi before he answers a call from Mila.

Ardi held Anjani's cheek sadly. "Yeah, okay. Only we know." Ardi looked at Anjani with teary eyes. Although his heart was very sick, Ardi did not want Anjani to be hurt. As much as possible he would do whatever Anjani asked.

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Anjani also tried to sound cheerful when answering a call from Mila "Hay girl? how are you?" Anjani pretended as if nothing happened to her.

"Hay my dear? you where the hell is it? busy with romance? you're home today, right?" Mila strafed Anjani with questions. She had missed her most beautiful friend among them.

"Hehehe, my dear, the cave is back. And this cave is also already in the room kosan." said Anjani while glancing towards Ardi who was still sitting lethargic staring at him.

"Yeeey, bring by-by dong? hahaha, have you returned to work there?!" mila said happily.

"Yes, relax. Udah cave ready-by for you on. See you in the afternoon, huh?" Anjani replied in a similarly cheerful tone, covering up her broken and sad feelings. And now only he and Ardi know about the problem that befell him.

Anjani also asked Ardi to go home first, so that he can improve because his other friends will come later in the afternoon. But Ardi refused to move on. He then pulled Anjani's body so that Anjani was close in front of him.

Ardi held both of Anjani's cheeks in front of him. His hands shook, his eyes glazed over in great pain because the woman he loved had been smeared by others.

Ardi looked at Anjani's eyes with a wistful and brought her face very close to Anjani's face, then she kissed Anjani's lips gently.

Anjani closed her eyes, letting Ardi kiss her lips. Ardi kissed Anjani with trembling hands, kissing her very deeply. The kiss of love mixed with disappointment. His eyes were tightly closed, and then flowed a circle of tears without a sound. After that Ardi released Anjani, he stood up and ran out of Anjani's room, leaving Anjani who was still sitting in silence regretting what had happened.

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