LOVE FOR ALEXA

Chapter 5. Alexa's Deepest Regrets

it doesn't feel like two months have passed, it means that it has been two months also Arga and Alina are married. Since then the life of Alexa and her two children is like hell. Every day they are always an outlet of Arga's anger. Before the arrival of Alina, Alexa and her two children often get violence from Arga but not as bad since the arrival of Alina. Alexa is really tired now. She wants to give up but Alexa still chooses to stay at least until she can raise a little money to be stock when they leave Arga's house.

alexa's current strength is only her two children, Alexa does not want to hope for her husband again. Especially after seeing the cruelty of her husband to her two sons, Alexa did not accept.

"sorry pa, don't hit again." Alexa faintly heard the voice of the child whimpering in pain. Oh no, Alexa can't let her husband torture her two children back. Alexa ran to the toilet in the kitchen of their house, and there Alexa could see her two sons being tortured by their father under the shower. the lips of his two children were even turning blue from the cold. Outside it was raining heavily and at this time it was also night it was clear that the air was also cooler.is Arga no longer have a brain to torture his son under the water like this. Alexa also saw his two cheeks bruised even the clothes in the white of his son there are blood spots.

surely her son's back is currently injured, Alexa crying hysterically at the current state of her two sons. even animals alone would not torture his son this cruel but Arga who human instead tortured his two sons as if his two sons were just inanimate objects that could not feel pain.

Alexa ran towards her two sons, hugged the tiny body tightly and made herself the shield of her two sons. Alexa wept as she kissed the heads of her two sons one by one.

"Sorry mama, sorry mama." muttered Alexa while sobbing.so suddenly the panic of Alexa became more and more when her eldest son suddenly fell unconscious.

"Abang, wake up son. don't make Mama worry." wiry Alexa while patting her son's cheek, while Devano the sister looked at the brother with tears that kept flowing soaked her cheeks that began to taper.

"ma we take Brother to the hospital ya ma." said Devano lirih.

"vano can walk alone, son?" alexa asked the son.

"vano can ma." Devano replied.

in her carrying her son's body out of the toilet, Alexa walked hurriedly while holding her eldest son while her youngest son followed her from behind.

"where are you going?"ask Arga suddenly just blocked Alexa's steps. Alexa looked at her husband sharply. His heart was too frightened at this moment especially seeing the condition of his Son who could not be said to be fine at this time. Negative thoughts continue to haunt Alexa's mind. It felt like Alexa wanted to curse this husband, but she couldn't do it.

"i said where are you taking the boy? ANSWER." Arga snapped, his face even flushed red from his current emotions.

"i want to take my son to the hospital" Alexa replied

"no one is allowed to go to the hospital, you take your child to the room later I will call the doctor to check the condition of your child" Arga said while staring at the state of the son.

"follow my words or your son will die" said Arga coldly.

Alexa has no choice but to obey her husband, this is for the good of her son as long as his son can get back to health. Alexa promised once her son was healthy, she would take her two sons away from this hell. He gave up, because at any time his love would not be reciprocated. Alexa does not want to survive in this place anymore, she does not want to sacrifice her two sons. It is enough both of them suffer because of the torment of the father. Alexa will take them away until even Arga won't be able to find them again.

once in Alexa's room immediately lay her son on the bed, in her eyes her son's face with sadness. Really Alexa thinks she is a bad mother at this time.how can she be this selfish, how can she be, just because he wants his love in return to the husband he sacrificed his two sons.

"sorry dear mother, sorry mama." murmured Alexa shriek.

reached by the little hand of the son, he really felt very guilty to this son, but many times his son invited him to leave the house of the husband who always tortured him but Alexa seemed deaf. Now she is sorry, very sorry.if until something bad happens to her son, Alexa will not forgive herself.

"can step aside for a while, ma'am, so I can check on my mother's child" said someone standing behind Alexa's body.

"please dok" said Alexa while stepping away from the son so that this doctor immediately checked the condition of his eldest son.

"the mother's child's condition is fine, she is just exhausted and it seems that the mother's child has not eaten either which is why she fainted. and for the injuries in the body of the mother's child later I will prescribe medication so that the wound will soon improve" said the doctor who is currently examining Revano.

"dok please check on my son this one as well" Alexa said, telling her second son to lie down next to her eldest son.

after examining her two sons the doctor immediately let her go home, while Alexa went straight to the kitchen to take food for her two sons. Oh god what kind of mother she was to let her two sons starve.

once in the kitchen Alexa immediately cooks her two sons' favorite food, her son must be happy to eat their favorite food.

after cooking Alexa immediately brought the cooked food to the room of his two children, so that his two children quickly eat. after the two children healed alexa will soon leave this house. If he stays here, his two children will die at the hands of their own father, and Alexa won't let this happen.

no matter what the sin of Alexa until God punishes her like this, not enough suffering during life in the home of her parents. Alexa used to think after marriage she could be happy with a husband who would love her sincerely. But Alexa is so naive that she forgets the fact that the man who married her never loved her, the man loves Alina instead of Alexa and the fool Alexa still chooses to live in the pretense that her husband will one day love her like he loves his twin sister. But the fact until this moment the husband never once loved her. It is precisely impressed that the husband hates himself as seen from all the torture that Alexa and her two sons have endured so far. And now, the love that used to be very much glorified by Alexa is now actually giving the deepest wounds for his two sons.

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