LOVE FOR ALEXA

Chapter 3. Anxiety of a Child

Day after day has passed and it does not feel that this time it has been 2 months Alexa lived in the house with her honey who is none other than her own twin sister, sister, and within two months Alexa felt her life was suffering. Her twin brother always slandered her and her husband always trusted his second wife.

not only her husband but her two in-laws and brother-in-law also always trusted Alina while her parents hated her even more. Alexa is honestly confused why her parents always hated her while she did not feel much wrong at all during this time.since childhood both parents always treated Alexa and Alina differently. They always believe Alina does not care even though Alina makes mistakes while Alexa even though she is honest even though she will not be trusted by her parents.

Alexa and Alina are twins but they are not identical even their family treatment is also always different on the two twin sisters. Alina is always praised by everyone while Alexa always gets scorned by her entire extended family. None of them love Alexa until sometimes terbesit in Alexa's mind whether he is the biological child of his parents or not. if he is their real child why their treatment is different for him.

"You're the other Alina, Alexa!" snapped Arga while helping Alina stand while Alina cried hugging Arga.

"I didn't say anything about him, Alina fell and I wanted to help her" replied Alexa

"Don't lie you cheap woman, you think I didn't know you pushed Alina?" snapped Arga angry.

"i swear I did not push Alina" said Alexa with a soft look. Her eyes did not dare to look at Arga who looked at her cynically really Arga's current gaze so scared her.

"Follow me you" said Arga, pulling Alexa's hand until the milk-white hand was flushed.

Arga takes Alexa to the second floor in Alexa's room.

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"you know, you always make me sick." said Arga cynically.

"a disgusting woman." added Arga.

Again Arga hurt himself, it feels like his knee is so painful at the moment. His elbows and knees were injured by being hit by the floor, at this time not only his physical was injured but his mind as well. Even his inner self was many times more painful at this moment. Can't her husband trust her just once. Inner Alexa screaming, alexa yelled to vent the pain in her heart at this moment but if she did that her two children would definitely immediately follow her to the room and see the state of their mother who looked helpless and helpless looks sad like this.

but it seems like Alexa's hope is not fulfilled, because the two children are now crying to see their mother who looks sad. arga has always been like this, always cursing and even punishing himself without wanting to hear what really happened.

various ways Alexa has done so that her husband can accept her as a wife, starting from cooking food for her husband every day although in the end the food will always be thrown away by her husband and she will end up in caci maki afterwards. make coffee for her husband when her husband is busy working even though the coffee was not touched at all. Even in their romance Arga never mention the name Alexa but the name of her twin brother is what is called by her husband and of course it hurts Alexa.

every day Alexa always wishes her husband could love her and accept her presence in her life. but it turns out that never happened even when she was pregnant with their child even though Arga never treated Alexa well. even Alexa had to fulfill her own cravings without asking her husband. ever imagined in the mind of Alexa if her husband could fulfill just one wish when she was pregnant first for sure it would be very happy for Alexa but unfortunately it would never happen because her husband really hates her I don't know what was wrong with Alexa on her husband so much that her husband hated her.

"Mama all right?" tanya Revano's eldest son. Alexa could see the anxiety in her son's eyes.

"mama is fine dear, you don't have to worry ok" said Alexa while rubbing the head of the son with love.

"but my lips are bleeding, my cheeks are bruised, my knees are cut" said Revano, with teary eyes looking at her, his hands clenched to see the state of the mother who was so sad at this time.

"don't worry, son, where all right.mama will be strong like wonder woman" said Alexa while smiling at her son.

"maafin Abang ma, Abang failed to take care of mama until mama luka kayak gini. whereas Abang had promised to take care of mama but instead Abang failed again.sorry ma, sorry Abang." lirih Revano while resting in front of his mother.Hur tears spilled watching the condition of the mother at this time.he felt failed to take care of the mother so that the mother had to be injured again because of the actions of the father. it felt like Revano was very angry at his father at this moment.

"Revan promises when Revan is already big Revan will not tell papa nyakin mama again. Revan won't tell papa nearin mama even though papa begs though." Revan inner.

the four-year-old continues to hug the mother while crying, the child who never even cried when her biological father hurt her, now she is crying softly because she sees the condition of the mother. It's not so bad, but still see this Alexa children's hearts hurt. They love their mother so much, so they would not be willing to see their mother like this. The two children continued to cry because they felt they were unable to take care of the mother so the mother had to get hurt again.It feels like Revan and Devan want to grow up soon in order to protect her mother.

"papa angratin mama again ya." asked devano second son Alexa. The child suddenly came and sat beside the mother while looking at the nanar the mother. The child hugged the mother tightly hoping that the hug could at least ease the burden on her shoulders.

"ma let's get out of here ma, we live all three.we go far ma so papa can not find us. if we go certainly there will be no more that can hurt us ma. adek will work help mama find money, sister promise ma." said second son Alexa.

"Abang will also help mama work, mama will be good at making cakes later mama make cake Brother same sister who travels around sales." continued the eldest son.

Alexa is silent, she is not even able to answer the words of her two sons.His mind is busy laughing at how her life will be if she decides to divorce her husband. until suddenly Alexa felt his head hurt and his vision dark.after that he did not remember anything else but the screams of his two sons who continued to call his name.ah Alexa felt very tired.