Love Does Not Until
The Silent Night
The frenzied sounds, the excitement, the cheers that were heard in the school coloring the graduation day of the XII grade children, in an instant the uniform turned colorful, they all vented their fun with doodles, they were all colorful,signing autographs on their respective clothes.2.
jasmine,rangga,dio and rani participate in the euphoria created by the graduating class XII children, the teachers only geleng2 heads look at the behavior and processing of their students without intending to reprimand, the atmosphere becomes crowded, and the students are not interested,full of laughter and not a few tears, sad because they had to leave the school where they studied for 3 years which in the end had to be abandoned, sad because they had to part with their temen2.
rangga pulled jasmine out of keramain, the,
“Woe,, where to go lo” shouted rani amid 2 furore of child2 class XII, Rangga waved while jasmine smiled apologetically, Rangga led jasmine towards his motorbike, jasmine glued for a moment
“mel,”rangga exclaims,
“eh,”
“ayuk up,”
“lo use motor again” askya,
rangga had put on a helmet, he nodded behind his helmet and handed the other helmet to the jasmine who took it,”we go where” asked jasmine , her uniform is full of colorful streaks,,, the,,
“ada deh” jwab rangga full of mystery
Melati is actually curious where rangga will invite him but think anyway he will also know himself later .rangga menstanter his motor, without asking again jasmine sitting behind and hugging the waist tightly.
rangga put forward his motorbike leaving the school area, the road was crowded by other school children2 who had started to make a commitment, Rangga continued to advance the speed of his motorbike, the road was crowded with other school children2 who had started to make a commitment,jasmine hugging rangga tighter leaning her cheeks on her back so that when the rangga stops she does not realize it,,, he said,,
“spit us until”
“already ya”
“udah” rangga answered briefly, down stairs followed by jasmine from behind, and,
“we where,”, asked melti circulating his gaze researching every place he just saw, but after a few seconds he realized that it was awkward to take him to a place where Rangga declared his love, but after a few seconds he realized that he was proud to take him to,it is difficult to recognize the place to jasmine during the day, as they walk until their edges are glued to watch the building2 below, then spread their hands as if they were flying,, and,,his eyes were closed enjoying the cradle of wind that swept across his face and flew his hair, the mango was already standing beside him and doing the same, as he opened his eyes seeing the rangga smiling at him
“what do you think”, asked rangga lowered his two outstretched hands,,
jasmine also does the same,”gue thinks of hal2 is beautiful if with lo”, the view is not separated from the rangga then hit rangga,”gue love lo ga”
rangga stroking jasmine hair, kissing her top of her head “gue also”
“gue fear,,”
“afraid,? what you are afraid of,”
“gue scared when I go later,”
“ssttttt,, you can't say that, I'm sure you're cured, and I don't want you to talk like that again okay”, I'm sure,
jasmine nodded, although she was not sure of what rangga said, Rangga released her embrace and raised her chin jasmine,”gue dear lo mel,”and her lips now landed on a jasmine whose dikulum was soft,,jasmine felt a beautiful sensation like the first time rangga kissed her, a few seconds rangga released her and kissed jasmine forehead, she pulled jasmine to sit near her, she pulled jasmine, he sprawled his body in the meadow and jasmine did the same thing, still only the whirling wind that sounded shaking the trees near them,”gue likes the sky and I always wish I was there”, I hope,rangga said while observing the bright blue sky,
“why” tanya jasmine glanced at the rangga for a moment and set her gaze following the view of the rangga observing the sky,,
“color I can ngawasin whenever and wherever you are,”
“now I am also starting to like the sky and hope the canaberada up there”, they look smiling meaningfully, they are looking,
“why do you follow me”
“color I also want kayak lo doank can ngawasin lo” they laugh holding hands and lifting them high2 as if they can reach the sky.
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after dusk they decided to go home, Rangga stopped the speed of his motorbike in front of the house jasmine, jasmine,whether this is just his feeling because rangga felt jasmine embrace him so tightly and his head leaned on his back and along the way jasmine did not even talk to him.
“mel,,”call him moving his hand jasmine, hand jasmine so cold,,,”mel “call him again but still no sahutan,,”mel,”he called him panic, as he drooped his arms with a quick propped him up,he went down by still holding jasmine's shoulder,”mel,” shakes his limp jasmine's body,”wake mel,”he screams panic and worry.
The sound of a fairly large rangga ternya able to make both parents jasmine out and see what happened.
“astaga,, what happened nak rangga” mama jasmine looks panicked to see her drooping daughter does not move in the arms of her husband.
Rangga shook his head he was unable to speak so afraid he saw the state of jasmine, only a few hours ago they were laughing, joking, and now jasmine drooped helplessly in his arms.
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It had been a week jasmine lying in the hospital and had not opened her eyes, hoses were installed on some of her limbs, since that time the rangga was always near her, she looked chaotic, black circles were clearly printed under the matanaya,already repeatedly pak ardi, bu rita, dio and rani persuaded him to go home rest, but the neighbor firmly with his stance does not want to leave jasmine, only went home to change his clothes. on the 9th day, the family did not want to leave jasmine,rangga is still faithful to be beside jasmine, looking at the helpless body of jasmine, wringing jasmine hands, jasmine face as white as cotton/
“mel,,,” rangga sounding roar,”lo tau,,, everyone told me to make ninggalin lo, but I don't want mel,,I want to be the first person you see when you open your eyes,”, Rangga trying to withstand the tightness of his chest when saying the sentence, deep down in his heart the deepest tucked in fear,afraid that jasmine does not open her eyes, afraid that she will never see the beautiful eyes of jasmine again,,”wake mel,,lo lying long enough,”, his voice raspy,,”lo tau,,,, you know,, I miss hearing your chatty voice,,gue misses your smile,, the question is all about lo,,, the, the, the, you can't afford to lose lo”, you know,rangga can no longer withstand heavy loads due to fear with the state of jasmine so that without being prevented tears dripping wet jasmine fingers that are in his grasp,”bangun mel, please, please,,I would never want you to leave me”
Rangga was not able to speak anymore so as to create silence in the room, until when rangga felt jasmine fingers in his grasp move, there were bulir2 tears that fell from the eyelids jasmine, jasmine,
“lo wake up mel,lo dread me,gue always sure lo will wakeup” ranggga bener2 so very excited
rangga stood up and pressed a button near the jasmine bed to get the doctor, who,
“mel, lo consciously” a glimmer of hope storming the rangga, his face that looks lethargic a few days lately looks excited, he does not mince his hands soft jasmine “sabar yah mel, doctor soon come”
jasmine's eyes twitched weakly, not long later jasmine opened her eyes, directing her gaze that I love to the host who looked at her with anxiety clearly drawn on her face, the lips jasmine moved to say something “mel,,” awkward to look at him full of hope, jari2 jasmine increasingly tightly clutching the hand of the host, melati back to move her lips like trying to talk even though her voice is almost inaudible,,,”gue,” jasmine voice weak and disjointed,,
“mel,, you do not need to be careful to talk now okay, the doctor will come to check the condition of lo”, you look at the door repeatedly expect the dateng doctor as soon as possible,,
“g,,,,ga,”jasmine voice back heard,”gu,,,,gu,,gue,”
“mel,,”rangga clasping jasmine hands tighter and tighter
“,sa,,ya,,ng lo” after saying that short sentence painstakingly jasmine closed her eyes again and it turned out that was the last thing jasmine said
“mel,,mel “call rangga panic shake body jasmine who does not move,”,mel, mel,, wake up, defend,doctorrr,,”y rangga his voice resonated fill the room., door slam open doctor enter, doctor enter,
“sorry, can you wait outside” pinta the doctor
“tolong” her weeps like moaning like a person in pain ,”please save her doctor”
“we will try our best,”an uncertain promise at least gives hope to rangga,
rangga walked gontai looked back as if hoping to arrive2 just woke up jasmine and called her name.melati remained motionless when the doctor pressed something in the future, he said,
pak ardi and bu rita came some time later in a hurry,,
“apa, what happened” burita voice wrapped around her eyes glazed over,,
“melati,,critical aunt” says rangga heavily says it.
burita sobbed, pak ardi hugged his wife stroking his wife's back he also looked shaken so he did not try to say a word from his lips, he said,rani and dio dari then followed by denis behind who membrondng rangga with the same question with the celebration asked by mama jasmine.rangga who already do not have the energy to explain just silently ignore every question that gliding from denis, dio and rani, the atmosphere was filled with tears, the sobbing panani dio who tried to calm him, while his face seemed to imply fear.
after hours passed the doctor came out, the grim face displayed by the doctor was enough to represent that the jasmine did not improve.
“doctor how is my daughter” burita asked while wiping her tears with the back of her hand, the doctor was silent which created a meccam atmosphere, he said,
“doctor did not happen anything burukkan”,, denis is now standing questioning the doctor who seems to be looking for the right word2 to be delivered, the doctor finally moved his lips with heart2,,
“i'm sorry,”
rangga was stunned in his chair, while bu rita was flirting, panani was sobbing, pak ardi tightened his embrace on his wife with a tense face, the gang covered his face with both hands, Ardi clenched his arms,
“what do doctors mean,”, denis vibrating sound,
“we've done everything we could to save your daughter, but,,,”the doctor was silent sighing,”god turned out to love jasmine, he took it, the melati has gone,”,
immediately he drowned, fortunately he sat down, Burita fainted, and Denis shook his head in disbelief, and he screamed in his mouth.
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now 5 years later, the mango has been standing in front of a navel under the shade of frangipani flowers, mangoes stroke the white tombstone, sprinkling flowers2 he bought near the tomb, the tomb is written a name, the tomb is written,a name that he did not forget.
“mel,,”desisnya,”gue home,gue home to meet lo after 5 years I fought in the land of people to pursue my ideals2,gue graduated, passed with satisfactory value, I,” rangga lowered his head then glanced at the gravestone nisa hear it,”if lo see”, mango back stroking tombstone written name jasmine ,”lo must be seneng,lo would definitely say the same me, jasmine,ga, I'm proud of you, Chloe succeeded, not kata2 that you would say,gue is a doctor now mel, doctor, doctor,you are proud to have a boyfriend doctor” rangga smiling trying to imagine the expression of jasmine if the girl is near him ,”gue hope you are happy and peaceful there,,,gue,” rangga is not able to continue his word2nya, he said, a speck of crystal droopy wet his eyelids,”gue will remain affectionate lo you until anytime because”, voice raucous,”gak no one can memenggantiin lo dihi me forever”, a sheet of frangipani leaves fell on the tomb jasmine, jasmine,ranggga picked up the leaf, looking at it alternately with a tombstone,”lo hear me”, Rangga now smiles faintly,”gue tau lo hear,,gue tau lo always ngawasin me from up there, I know you always,I love you and will always love lo”, you kiss the tombstone for the last time and then stand up and move up the belly button jasmine, jasmine,ranggaberbalik for the last time and steadily stepped foot to pick up his future even though ppn in the absence of jasmine because he believes jasmine is always with him and accompanies every step of his foot
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