
Crying on the lap of a Desi is the thing that can make Erina calmer again. He was no longer sad about what was happening at the moment. Erina had started to feel calm with the free time that Desi had given her. That's what makes Erina still have someone who can take shelter in times of heavy rain that hit her.
Desi was aware, the presence of her was the most important thing in her life right now. Maybe if he wasn't on Erina's side at the moment. Her cousin will experience bad things that will make Erina's condition worse with what is there. That's how Desi feels about Erina.
Erina also looks stronger with the motivation given by Desi on her. He's really lucky to have a cousin like Desi. Because he was still willing to give his shoulder to make Erina able to survive the exam. There was no other shoulder at the moment, other than Desi's shoulder capable of supporting Erina, other than Desi's shoulder. It really meant something to Erina at the moment.
Desi also felt a chaotic feeling seeing the condition from Erina. Moreover, he looked at Erina like a helpless person. His life seemed to have been ruined by the reality. But Desi still believes, Erina will be strong in the face of the existing test. All will be passed by Erina with sincerity and strong nature. That will make Erina more steadfast in the destiny that exists.
""I think you can get through this. You have to be strong in living everything that exists. You can Erina!" desi said with great enthusiasm.
"Thank you Desi for the support you've given me. I think these are the worst days of my life. Half my life was almost ruined by the reality. Lutfhi went with someone who to me was a great apocalypse." said Erina sadly.
"I don't want to see you fall like this again. I hope you will be as strong as Erina was. Today is the worst day, but tomorrow will not be the same" Desi said wisely.
Erina still felt this was the most mourning day of her life. Half his life was almost ruined accepting the reality. Lutfhi's loss in her life was the greatest loss Erina could not accept. Lutfhi is the person Erina loves the most in her life right now.
"I can just keep giving you my shoulder. But I can't give you anything. I just want you to be strong with the reality. You can Erina to get through all the reality that exists today" Desi said.
Erina once again thanked Desi who had given her shoulder to herself. It really meant something to him who had absolutely nothing. That made Erina even more grateful to have a cousin like Desi.