Love Because ...

Third Man

Tonight Semarang is decorated with rain Rara wearing long pajamas approaching the window to see the rain stubs. He was surprised to find Bagas in front of his house waiting for him. How long has he been there? tanyakanya.

Before long Bagas saw it, they looked at each other from a distance. His heart still belongs to Bagas, if Bagas did not lie maybe now they are happy, he thought. The rain was getting heavier, small lightning bolts struck. Rara could not bear the people she loved cold outside. Although she chose to retreat somehow this time she felt unable to bear, Rara ran downstairs carrying an umbrella directly to Bagas.

Bagas saw his lover coming to him, attached a smile that was getting wider and wider. Bagas immediately ran up to her, hugging Rara's body.

“ I love you, really...just you.” Said Bagas softly in Rara's arms.

“Ra?” tia asked squeezed his shoulders until Rara realized it was just her wishful thinking.

“What intention?” ask Tia. Rara he did not answer just looking at Bagas who was still standing waiting for him.

“Duh really-yes that child.” Said Tia upset who came to see Bagas. He went straight down to the bottom leaving Rara alone.

How very much Rara wanted to go down to meet Bagas, but it was only a wish, his guts remained small to make him stand behind the window just looking at him.

Once in a while the devil whispered to return to receive Bagas' love, Bagas was unhappy with his wife. After all their previous relationship has been tenuous, he is not too wrong if he accepts the love of Bagas? 

Before long Rara saw Sriyantika's mother approaching Bagas wearing an umbrella. Not sure what they were talking about, Sriyantika turned to look at Rara's window. Rara was embarrassed to feel caught, she quickly closed the curtains.

Sadness, pain, tightness. Rara knocked her body down on her bed crying. Rara tried to brace herself, she wiped her tears deep breathing, but her heart was still broken. Very devastated.

Her tears were too strong for her to bear, she came back crying profusely. Previously never thought of him, to become a third person even become a destroyer of other people's households. Loving someone who is not your own is like hurting yourself. Akh is sick. Really sick. Too painful.

There was a loud sound of Tia's footsteps coming.

“Kuat Rara strong strong, Bismillah.” murmured her wiping her tears again, as hard as trying strong energy. Rara turns her body away pretending to be asleep.

#

The next morning as usual 'Rara was in Sriyantika's room listening to her voice. This time he told the most beautiful love story in history. The love story of Saidina Fatima and Ali bin Abi thalib, the love story in silence. Two lovebirds who love each other choose to hold it because the fear of their Lord is greater, so that God unites them in the bond of marriage as a gift from taqwa.

“Hopefully you will get a beautiful love story like that nduk, aaamiiin.” said Bu Sriyantika.

Rara was silent and did not accept Sriyantika's prayer. He really can not concentrate, only Bagas in his brain, although he chose to retreat but the heart can not lie, his love is still strong for him.

“Nduk?” tanya Aunt Sri broke her daydream.

“Ya aunt?”

“Tadi malem Bagas here, he insisted to see you. But auntie kicked out.” Said Sriyantika ma'am, Rara silently listened.

“You still love Bagas?”

Rara nodded slowly, embarrassed to admit her feelings.

“This.” Show Sriyantika's mom on Rara's chest. “ Can't we control. But this.” points it gently on his head.

“Can!”

Rara silently held back her tears.

“The key is our religion, our faith, a good Muslim, someone who is afraid of the same God he will not dare to take what is not his right.” said Ms. Sriyantika.

“And lose something because Allah is much better nduk.” he added.

Astagfirulloh what he just thought, Rara felt embarrassed. His heart trembled when Sriyantika said the name of his god.

No, no, no way! Want to be good at people's husbands. Rara convinces herself not to fall for the temptations of Satan.

Rara nodded slowly in agreement, her tears falling she seka quickly, bracing herself. Strengthened his resolve. No matter what he feels, only God is first.

Marriage is the longest form of worship for Muslims, as well as Rara who considers marriage something sacred in which there is the longest worship during her life. He could have accepted Bagas' love and ignored Ranti, but he didn't want it when his Lord was angry to take the wrong love. She wants to be an honorable Muslim woman who does not take something that is not her right in the name of love.

He doesn't want to be stamped as an actor forever.

We can decide who to marry, and we cannot decide who to love, but God is in control of the heart. He can take and love a servant easily, and God loves His good servant more than he who does not destroy the happiness of others to build his paradise.

#

“Aduh not expect ya pretty-beautiful kok want to be an actor.” Said Rani, one of the staff of Cv.Zoe toilet, was cool to arrange her makeup accompanied by Lisna.

“Iya yes mbak, whereas it is mbak Rara gorgeous can only dapetin another guy. Many people like him.”

“Aduh Lisna today marriage between the same beauty wealth is common, it's the name is reciprocal.” Rani.

Rara who was in one of the bathrooms just silently heard the conversation of the two of them. His heartache, how badly he wanted to go out and hit them both who just talked about it as good as possible. But he instead chose to be silent waiting for them to finish until they came out, the embarrassment was greater. He just sat there crying squeezing his cotton pants. Hide out.

“ Ikh serem also yes mbak.” Lisna was wearing her pink lipstick. Before long Ayu came from outside directly join washing his hands.

“ Yes how else, if the heart is not as beautiful as that face, not strong faith shortcut to become rich was hit.” clearly Rani makes Ayu frown at her forehead confused by what Rani and Lisna are talking about.

“Yes no papa times yes labeled an important actor so rich people.” Legek.

Hearing this Ayu immediately went up, splashing water from the tap into Rani.

“Hei mbak ki kalo by the way guarded yes!” he turned to Rani.

“Anaan sih yu gj, why do I splash!” rani snaps annoyed.

“Gj gj, you guys are talking about Rara tho?”  said Ayu annoyed.

“If yes why?” rani said haughtily, without regret.

“ Have the base of the ki cage (mouth tu) lemes men to mbak.” said Ayu growled pulling Rani's hair.

“ E-e loe crazy yes.” Rani snapped back to pull Ayu's hair, they both fought like children snatching each other and throwing insults.

“Mbak-mbak-mbak.” said Lisna frantically tried to break them both.

Rara who knew this instantly wiped her tears rushing out to tear them apart.

“Stop! Stopit! STOP!” shout Rara.

They stopped being surprised to see Rara.

“Loh mbak from earlier di-si-ni?” lisna was shocked to feel guilty.

Rara nodded with a faint smile looking towards Rani and Lisna.

“Come yuk.” Rara pulls Ayu's arm out of the Toilet.

“Mbak? how the hell is that? maybe even silent, kayaks that should be taught a lesson.” said Ayu annoyed about going back to the toilet.

“ Yu, Yu have stopped yu, have been born.” Rara's holding Ayu.

“Ndak can mbak! Their rich people can not be allowed to be allowed to be, which there they even become later, owalah must report this Tia.” he said upset about going to Tia's office, Tia said, quickly Rara grabbed her arm holding her back again.

“Please stop, enough yu enough! please do not extend.” said Rara firmly with teary eyes while pleading.

“I-ya mbak.” said Ayu piba bowed shyly, Rara went to leave him.

Rara's life is not easy after the cancellation of her marriage. The actor's image has been printed on him even though his status is also a victim. Apparently there are still a few people indiscriminately censure him and judge him without knowing and do not want to know sit the problem.

Bullian netizen +62 really he felt from his office friends or neighbors. Rara can only be resigned and patient because there are still some people who support her. He tried to get through his days as usual.