Love Because ...
12. sorry
#INFLUENCED
#ROMANCE
#LOVE_KARNA...
#PART_12
“no, dadi iku sing (so that's what) often visited ndoro?”
mbok Sum and Pakde No were talking in the kitchen about the new residents of the house.
“huum yo, all this time I ndak tau mbak, I just ngater until besment if ndak wait in the hospital park.”
“wong'e ayu yo, mesake me, ra kebayang no, ra ngerti de' e sopo, ra ono kelurgane he must be dazed.”(his person is beautiful yes, kasian he is not kayang ga don't know who he is , '' he's , no family, he must be confused)
“iyo yo mbak, but alhamdulillah, he was met by Sri ndoro same non Tia, they are good same mbak Mutiara”
“iya No. They are all good people, may God bless them for their kindness.”
“ Aaamiiin.” Pakde No said his brother's prayer.
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Bada salat magrib bu Sriyantika came down from her room, she saw that mbok Sum was busy preparing dinner at the dinner table.
“Mbok, Pearl not out of room?”
“owh was out for a while as of Ashar ndoro, out of it came in again, maybe he was soybean ndoro.”
“try please call ya mbok, let me prepare this.”
“good ndoro.”
Long enough mbok Sum called Pearl, Bu Sriyantika waited patiently while preparing her medicine Pearl, ‘kok long yes?’ muttered. Sum came alone soon.
“lho Mutiarya where is mbok?”
“anu ndoro, have not called call him endak out, is he still sleeping huh?”
“time anyway?” ms. Sriyantika frowned in wonder, seeing the clock is almost Isya, do not fall asleep first thought Sriyantika, Mutiara has not eaten to take medicine. “try me who called, mbok mengaruanin this yes?”
Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok's. “Assalamualaikum warohmatullohi wabarokatuh, nduk this aunt?”
Long time ma Sriyantika waiting no answer.
“nduk aunt in?” ms. Sriyantika slowly opened the door, when she saw that Pearl was lying sobbing, she cried sobbing to sleep on her face. Ms. Sriyantika was worried quickly that she was approaching her.
“nduk, baby, pearl why? how to cry?” soft talk.
Pearls still silently ignored the question Sriyantika maam cried more and more so, as if there was anger held in her.
“why nduk, you nightmare?” asked Ms. Sriyantika while stroking her shoulder.
“tante?” pearls woke up, her face filled with tears, her eyes red and haphazard.
“iya dear why nduk, same story aunt?” ms. Sriyantika wiped her tears, she tidied the Pearl hair that had not fallen out.
“tante I want to go..”his.
“loh loh, where are you going?” Ask wonder.
Pearl silent for a long time did not answer Sriyantika's questions, occasionally she saw the face of Sriyantika's mother, occasionally she looked down wringing her hands annoyed. Ms. Sriyantika was still stroking her shoulders, trying to calm the Pearl.
“tante muti ara ma u per gi, a coral ju ga.” his sobs are upset.
He's talking stammering greget. It can be seen clearly the anger felt by the pearls.
“sayang nduk, auntie is not likely to let you off in a gini-rich state, you are no longer calm nduk.” Pearl was still crying silently, she looked at the face of Sriyantika maam.
“ no good nduk you go in this state, you must be calm first.”
“here here.” Ms Sriyantika hugged him warmly, “where are you going nduk?” Said Ms. Sriyantika, Mutiara was still silent crying profusely in her arms.
“have you prayed magrib??” The pearl shook its head slowly.
“ya already gini aja, you pray first, let us calm down, it is only with us to remember God our hearts can be calm, later if it has finished praying, aunt promise, will you not, God willing wherever you want to go aunt anter.”
Pearl wiped her tears, she nodded in agreement.
He stood still for a moment trying to calm himself to control his emotions.
Pearls tidied her hair and clothes were tangled, Sriyantika's soft hands swept her tidying up.
“ready?” sriyantika asked, Pearl nodded.
Tia who was busy sitting enjoying an apple at the dinner table was amazed to see her mamih holding the shoulder of Pearl, she saw the face of Pearl so recklessly.
‘Why?’ whispered Tia to her mother. Her mother shook her head hinting Tia to shut up.
After the prayer magrib Mutiara recalls the asthma of God seeking inner calm. Ms. Sriyantika who was sitting next to the Pearl bed approached her who was sitting quietly looking daydream on her sajad.
Pearl nodded, she noticed Sriyantika maam who was busy opening her favorite mushaf sheet. He read the last five verses of the letter of Al-Baqarah, Mutiara carefully listened to it, enjoyed the chants of the Quran recited by Bu Sriyantika, thus making it calmer.
“Pearl everything that happens to you, this is all a test dear. Test Pearl, everyone who lives in this world must be tested by Allah Subhanohhuwata’ala, even including aunt and Tia.” Silent pearls focus on hearing the Shiar bu Sriyantika . Bu Sriyantika opened his mushaf sheet looking for the verse he was referring to.
“ wa lanabluwannakum bisyai`im minal-khoufi wal-juu'i wa naqshim minal-amwaali wal-anfusion was-samaroot, wa basysyirish-shoobiriin. And We will certainly test you with a little fear, hunger, lack of treasure, soul, and fruit. And send glad tidings to those who are patient, Surat Al – Baqarah verse 155.”
“allaziina izaaa ashoobat-hum mushiibah, qooluu innaa lillaahi wa innaaa ilaihi rooji'uun”
"(i.e) those who, when they are doomed, say Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un (we belong to Allah and to Him we return). Al – Baqarah verse 156.”
“we all belong to God nduk, only to Him we will return , so you must be patient dear to face all this, God willing there is always wisdom behind all this.” Ms. Sriyantika again turned back the sheet of mushaf, the last verse of Al Baqarah letter she read.
“laa yukallifullohu nafsan illaa wus'ahaa, lahaa maa kasabat wa 'alaiha maktasabat, robbanaa laa tuaakhiznaaa in nasiinaaa au akhthonaa, robbanaa wa laa tahmil 'alainaaa ishrong kamaa hamaltahuu 'alallazizina ming qoblinaa, lahinaa, robbanaa wa laa tuhammilnaa maa laa thooqota lanaa bih, wa'fu 'annaa, waghfir lanaa, war-hamnaa, anta maulaanaa fanshurnaa 'alal-qoumil-kaafiriin”
“God does not burden a person unless it is in accordance with his ability. He gets (merit) from (virtue) he does and he gets (torture) from (evil) he does. (They pray), O our Lord, do not punish us if we forget or we make mistakes. Our Lord, do not burden us with a heavy burden as You have burdened those before us. Our Lord, do not give us what we cannot bear. Forgive us, forgive us, and have mercy on us. You are our protector, so help us to confront the disbelievers. Al – Baqarah verse 256.”
“Pearl, God will not burden someone with a test that is not in accordance with our abilities. What happens to you is not the desire of all of us, not the desire of you, aunt, Tia, even your family, no one wants this all to happen. These are all the wills on top of that that Pearl must understand. And this test is given because God knows we can get through it. All we can do at this time is be patient and surrender. Please love, God willing, everything will be fine.” The pearls were puffed up to hear Sriyantika's mother, she cried. Ms. Sriyantika kept her mushaf and hugged her.
“ quiet dear there Aunty, there is Tia, there is Allah, He is All-Knowing, Pearl must be sincere huh dear?”
“iya aunty Mutiara.” Pearl's mouth nodded sobbing crazily. Pearl is aware of the accident she experienced was the will above right said Sriyantika mom no one wants this incident to happen, she must be sincere she thought.
Always try to think positively, when a test comes to the believer. That is how God loves His Servant, He will test His servant. It is not we who cannot, not we are weak precisely because God knows we are capable, because God will not burden someone but according to his ability.
ALLOHUAKBAR
“Alhamdulillah, already Isa nduk. How's it?? are you feeling better?” The pearls slowly.
“kalo so we used to finish it we ate, then aunt anter Mutiara.”
“tante?”
“ yes?”
“Pearl not so go aunt.”
“why? where did Pearl go nduk?”. The pearl was still embarrassed to hear Sriyantika's question.
“ya already if the Pearl does not want to answer, no papa, we isya we used to eat it yes?”
“tante, Pearl shy if you have to come to the dining table rich gini, tiara in the room aja tan, want to be alone first.”
“by darling, but you still have to eat, you will have to take medicine, later aunt bring food yes!” he smiled softly.
“Iya, thanks aunt.”
Ms. Sriyantika came out of the room still with anxious feelings guessing\-nerka what happened with Pearl.
“how mih? Why did Pearl mih?” Tia asked worriedly pacing in front of the door of Pearl's room.
“mamih do not know dear, was it fitting already salat magrib? mamih said he was crying in his room, he was rich people who were disappointed, angry, mamih thought maybe he was a nightmare.”
“continue now how is mih?”
“alhamdulillah she has been rather calm dear, now she is praying isya”
“mih Tia in yes, Tia worried?”
“eh don't nduk don't, you have to give space for him to nenangin himself first.”
“miiih how is this? he is so because tiiaaaa.” whine Tia spoiled, sad to feel guilty.
“eh already dear already, now mending us Isya used to run out of it we eat malem.” Tia nodded according to her mother's words.
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At ten o'clock in the night, Tia can't sleep because she's worried about Pearls. He came out of his room to the Pearl's room.
“Tia where are you going? Kok hasn't slept.” Ask her mother who caught her out of the room.
“Tia want to go to her room Mutiara mih, Tia worried!”
“mamih also can not sleep, just the first time you saw him like that, he was whining about to go.”
“go where mih?”
“don't know he didn't say, anyways mamih don't want to maksa, the hell time he had a nightmare?”
“can be mih, right time in Rs aja he often ngigau pas malemnya. Yes have rest again went up to the top, let Tia who nemenin Pearl in her room fear she is rich again.”
Ms. Sriyantika nodded according to her son. Tia quietly opened the door of the unlocked Pearl room, she saw the Pearl was already asleep . Tia very carefully stepped in to keep Pearl from waking up, then fixed her blanket that covered half her body. Tia climbed onto the bed beside the Pearl.
He saw a plain face that was so cute, his eyes were sebam. He was washed away with his daydreams with glassy eyes, in his heart there was regret so passionate, without realizing a line of tears were flowing.
“sorry” one word that has such deep meaning for him is thrown in his mouth.
ALLOHU AKBAR ALLOHU AKBAR, early morning azan awakened Pearl. The face of Tia was sleeping beside her. Long Pearl looked at Tia so closely, as if thousands of words had crossed her mind about her.
"I’m forgive you.” a sentence ejected from his mouth in a raucous voice.
