
A sense of regret suddenly burst into my heart..
Tonight, the night that should have been a happy night for the both of us instead became chaotic like this ...
Just the snaps, accusations and insults that came out of my mouth... I hurt the most precious woman in my life.. Because of my selfishness, the guilt I tried to cover up for forgetting her birthday. Why do I even think he was having an affair just because of an anonymous package ..
After Manda left I was really sorry, sorry for almost slapping her and sorry for letting her go, but I don't know what would have happened to us if Manda had stayed here, just imagining it scares me..
I stared at all the dishes that Manda had on the table, Oh my God, what kind of husband I was who refused Manda's invitation to this romantic dinner. I instead held my own event and invited all office employees. the event held in a hotel with its PUB was not me who chose, but Dance . yes, my secretary was the one who booked it, on my orders, who told her to find a place for the party.. But foolishly, I did not check what place was in the dance booking, My initial intention was just a regular dinner at a restaurant but it ended up like this...
I decided to go inside the room, cleaning my body that smelled of alcohol.
This is my second time going into the PUB and trying a drink that I really hate..
after being forced to enter because of an invitation, my college friend's party in America first ..
I stared at a box in blue,
it's written
My Love My Everything
I grinned my eyes, what box is this . I just saw it now. This box belongs to Amanda..
Because of my curiosity, I finally decided to open it ..
A letter with Manda's own writing ..
My Love My Everything
To the man who has always been an important part of my life..
Congratulations on your twenty-eighth special day..
Thank you for all the wonderful opportunities you have always tried for me ....
Thank you for the special feelings you always give me ...
May you be happy with the special gift that God prepared ..
Although it cannot replace him who has already left ...
Greetings always ..
Amanda Mahesa, Lady Rayyen Mahesa ..
with mixed feelings, Rey opens a box again contained in the box before her ...
I unknowingly dropped the thing,. A pregnancy T*s with two red stripes complete with a photo of our baby ultrasound with an eight-week caption.
" Manda is pregnant, she is pregnant with my child . "my tears I can't stand anymore, after that I cry ...
Feelings of happiness, regret and guilt mixed into one ..
I had to meet Manda, I immediately took the jacket and car keys, decided to meet her right now. I accidentally saw a clock hanging on the wall, three o'clock in the morning, did he sleep? how about I interrupt him... Wait, did she go to her apartment, did she get to how if something happened to her, she was pregnant and went to bring her own car at one morning .. why didn't I think up there, why was it that I was so stupid to let her go by myself made me guilty, plus now she's pregnant, What kind of papa candidate am I, still in the womb I am not good at looking after him ...
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