
My household life with Manda was really messed up, Disappointment still made me act selfish towards her..
Especially with my attitude that even invites others in our problems .
Me and Tari did not have any relationship, It seems like she was just my escape from Manda ...
" Sister, the dinner is ready, Mau brought here or- "ask Manda, who just finished her cooking.
" Here Aja Ri "Cut Rey without turning her head from the game in her hape
" Sister, I'm Manda, Amanda Ziva . Not Ri, who is Ri, Miss, Rinjani, or Rima ? this is the umpteenth time that my sister wrongly called my name "Manda sighed holding back the resentment in her heart, She spoke flat while coming out of the room
While Rey, aware of her mistake of mentioning Manda's name to Dance, she patted her eel . Mistakes he has made several times and this time Manda questions about the mistake ...
This mouth can be wrong call anyway ... Uh, tuh tuh child lambs so, yesterday-yesterday kok ordinary...
Gak kebayang also gwe again shake until wrong call name ... Can not be given rations this month ..
Some months this problem dragged on without a way out, My life se x with Manda even felt bland, As if only to meet my needs, just to meet my needs, I only touched it when my passion that I could not bear anymore ... Although sometimes embarrassed also to ask, given my attitude that still ignored him .. but it is the bottom of the head that can not be conditioned, but, Damn it just by looking at it has made my sister ketar-ketir, every day playing in the bathroom, Ah really embarrassing ...
Several times, I saw her crying in the middle of the night, she sat holding her legs together, bowing her head with tears that kept falling, she said, Even though there was only a sleeping light burning yet I could still see her crying, even seeing her biting on her lips that were trembling as it held back her crying voice .
And in the morning I could even see the puffy eyes complete with dark circles in the eye area a combination of crying marks and lack of sleep. Even though she cleverly covered it with Make up, I can still see it when the makeup was not on her face when she just finished the shower .. I had to pretend to be asleep to see your sadness, without being able to wipe away your tears for the reason the tears came out because of my selfishness ...
Oh my God, did Se suffer it he with all my attitude this ....
" Pack for non Manda, Just sent a courier "Sarni Bik, said, He also handed the package to Rey at the request of Rey herself who was curious because of a package that was wrapped neatly and well ... He flipped through the package looking for the name of the sender.
" Bik, don't tell Manda if there's a package for her "Rey said and walked up the stairs....
Curiously, Rey opened the package ...
Congratulations on your special day, and I hope you like it ..
That night, my mind was filled with questions, Who delivered the package, why give luxury gifts to people's wives, and what special day to try.
Until I finally saw the date on my phone, God I was really surprised . Today's Amanda's birthday and I just forgot about it.
This is the first time I've forgotten this date in my six years of knowing Amanda, and even worse, I forgot it right in the first year Amanda was my wife ....
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