
Right now I can only give up, sit down with my hair squeezed in frustration, want to cry but the shame can still hold my tears from going out, not coming out, I am currently waiting for Manda who is undergoing an examination before this afternoon undergoing a curettage. Yes, our son was not saved, Manda had a miscarriage after 6 weeks . And what I can't accept is of course because of the trigger factor, which is fatigue.
" Ma, Rey's in the hospital . Mama can come here ?" ask Rey when the call is connected. His voice vibrated violently a blend of sadness, fear and worry
" Yes Ma, Manda miscarried Ma, and this afternoon she will walk the curettage "no sound After that, Rey who saw her cellphone just let out a long sigh. I don't know what happened to Mama Indri, because after that her call was not raised anymore ... Rey immediately imagined the face of shock of her beloved Mama, Moreover, the Mama was expecting a baby in the womb of her Wife, Imagine how devastated Mama Indri heard the news that was very heartbreaking, Ah Rey even feels very guilty, unable to take good care of their child-to-be..
Who is the woman closest to a boy, the answer must be mostly the figure of a Mother. moreover to me who is an only child . all the outpouring of Mama's attention and affection was just for me . accustomed to Mama's embrace, which I take for granted . But for some reason now I miss that hug so much, longing when Mama hugs me with a loving swipe at my back with the various words that I now so desperately need .. whatever people think I'm a man who is clear at this time I really need the presence of Mama...
" Mom... Rey --" said Rey who could not continue his speech ....
" You are already very good as a father "Mama Indri immediately hugged her son who was crying in his arms... Gave strength with a swipe at Rey's back
Some time the two were silent to each other in the arms that gave peace to Rey ...
" Already, now your wife needs you Rey. You have to be strong for him. Ikhlaskan Your child who has gone, means God loves him more" said Mama Indri took off her embrace, She wiped the tears that still fell on Rey's cheeks. He was devastated by what happened to his future grandchildren, but Mama Indri was well aware, she was not the only person who experienced this sadness, he said, There are definitely more hit figures that Rey and Manda...So as much as possible he should be able to calm them down ...
Rey, a man who patiently loves Manda and always understands whatever his wife's condition, supports all the decisions of the wife that are more contrary to her wishes .. Manda is indeed the perfect woman, she can live independently very well, a brilliant career, good finances, a beautiful face and body, intelligence is qualified . Born into a wealthy and respectable family, with a million charms at his disposal, who would reject such a woman, he said, women who are much in the desire of men but behind the perfection that people see there are many things that even backfire for Manda himself, he said, Everything he has is very supportive of whatever his dreams never run out, causing various problems and conflicts in his relationship because of the great ambitions he has. Manda is very lucky to marry Rey not only the other way around, because Rey, a man with a high level of selfishness, is able to lose it for Manda who has long been a idol of his heart. Pressing his ego as low as possible for the sake of Manda's happiness even frustrates him himself...
That afternoon, I was relieved. It turns out that men really need to cry, not because they are whiny because they also need to release all the burdens that cannot be said...
In Mama's arms I let go of all my distress, shedding tears that I could no longer bear ...
I must be strong, Manda, although now I feel very disappointed in him, but he is still my wife who I must always take care of . Especially in the current condition my priority is of course regarding the health of Manda who must recover immediately .....
Son, Papa please allow your departure ...
Papa believes your presence and departure so quickly there will be wisdom for us your parents ....
Hopefully ....
" Sister "Say Manda noticed Rey's lethargic face, He just kept quiet while feeding dinner into Amanda's mouth . No words came out of Rey's mouth, Strong is not that easy as it turns out.
" Sister, I am full. Stop I don't want to eat anymore" Prevent Manda from holding the spoon with her hand. Again Rey just stared in surprise, Manda did not stay still, she held Rey's hand ..
" You think of your health" Rey said, letting go of Amanda's hand ...
Rey may try to be strong, strong to strengthen Amanda who must be more destroyed than him, but when entering the treatment room he only saw the face of Manda who he thought was ordinary to respond to a miscarriage that befell him.
I was scared that night, of course, because of the blood that kept flowing in my legs...
It happened so fast, I vaguely heard the voice of conversation Kak Rey and doctor Nesya, What ? I miscarried...
How is this, my son miscarried and it was because of my negligent attitude in guarding him... Lately I have been very motivated my body to always work more and it turns out that it affects my content...
Looking at Rey who just entered my room with a messy face, black eyes, hair that is disheveled, even her clothes are still the same as the one she wore last night.. Oh my God, he got like this because he lost his son... What does Rey wish for the child I bear...
I'm sorry, brother, for failing to be a mother, but I'm honestly not ready for that....
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Gaje .. yes .... Gaje.. But enjoy the absurd story ...
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And sorry for the late update, Disisa my energy is indeed a lot of desire to continue this story with Up Crazy, but what is my day...
I can't stand it .....