Lost Mysteriously

My promise

"They were both bude, they removed all the tools in Papa's body and covered it with a white cloth, so Papa was pale like that" I told Bude Marni and everyone else there

"You must be able to accept the reality of Arumi, your father is not with us" said Mama who has not stopped crying

"li...Mama lied to Rumi,iyaaa" said I don't believe.

"sister Rumi, mama's not lying anymore"

said Andini who was crying louder

"Hahaha.you again know Rumi yes, Papa was already snacking on his critical cooking, so Papa should have realized by now because this was three hours more than the estimated time of his dope Papa runs out, so Papa should have been aware now because it was three hours more than the estimated time of his dope Papa runs out, ma "said me again who started crying loudly

Unknowingly I was shaking Papa's body completely motionless, I begged him to open his eyes, begged Papa to wake up and say that this was just a joke from him.

I wanted the unusual thing, that Papa be given a second chance and be revived, which is commonly called suspended animation, but of course the miracle did not happen, because Papa still kept his eyes closed.

Actually, when I opened the cover, I already knew what happened because I saw Papa's two arms that were crossed,and all my actions that just happened were the effects of my shock and guilt.

Yeah, right now I feel guilty, for agreeing with Papa coming home alone, which turns out to be the case

he indirectly agreed to return to his true home, the hereafter for all time, leaving all who loved Papa.

But I have to try to be sincere and not constantly blame myself.

Skips.

After taking care of all the administrative matters of retrieving the body, we brought Papa home, but because the day was getting late Papa was not buried today, so tonight Papa's body will spend the night at home.

mas Mirza who was saying goodbye to go home first to my house, has now tidied up some of the room, Papa's body is placed in the middle room, the body of the, while the people who come for ta'ziah and also tahlilan in pasilah to sit in the guest room is quite wider and also wide.

Evening arrived, the clock on my cellphone showed at half twelve pm all the people who had helped give Papa the do'a had come home since ten last night, there were only a few people standing guard outside my house including Febri and Mirza.

While Andini was sleeping accompanied by Mama in her room while I slept with my friend Bude Marni, and my room whose door happened to be facing towards the middle room, looked bude was asleep, and my room was,I also started to fall asleep.

Suddenly...

"Arumi.." Someone was heard calling my name, I looked for where it came from, but no one, no one,

"Arumi.." again the voice, originally this time from the outside, I opened the door and saw Papa sitting on the mattress right in the middle room.So, you know.

"Papa.." without a second thought I immediately hugged her which this time felt warm.

***To be continued***