Lost Mysteriously

Papa's Scold & Brief Explanation Bude Marni

When I got home I was greeted with sharp eyes Papa and Mama who seemed to be given an explanation, seeing my appearance from head to toe.

I who was still a bit upset by their attitude when this afternoon did not tell me everything, then went in without saying anything.

I went in and went straight to the bathroom to clean myself up.

But, not with Febri, he explained everything, of course for the same reason to the people who saw us.

Papa did not comment on the explanation from Febri and went straight into the bude house, now he was waiting for me in the family room, I was asked to sit there, I felt a little lazy, I was waiting for me in the family room,but in any case my father was my parents, and I as a child had to obey their orders, regardless of myself being even an adult, but there was no way I would not listen to their words.

I who was sitting was of course scolded all out for going out without saying goodbye with a man.

It is my fault too, I should have said goodbye when I left, Papa did not forbid me to be close to anyone including the opposite sex, especially Papa already knew about Febri from Bude Marni, who was a member of the family,it's just that at least I say goodbye before leaving so that they don't worry later, I apologize to Papa and promise not to repeat the same mistake again, and if next time will come out, I will apologize to Papa and promise not to repeat the same mistake again, I'll take a shit on them.

Skips.

After finishing dinner Papa, mama, and Bude Marni again sat in the family room, I who did not want to be the one who just listened without knowing the purpose of their discussion, decided to go to the room only, I did not want to be the one who just listened without knowing the purpose of their discussion,but I didn't think they would invite me to be there too.

Papa and Mama just kept quiet, while Bude Marni has now started the conversation.

Tonight, I know what happened when I was born, something that was probably out of my mind all along.

How could I have been given up by my own family for a life, even if it was my own life.

If time could be replayed, I would even choose to die rather than live, making me the wife of an evil spirit.

I who continue to hear the explanation of the bude accompanied by cries from Papa and Mama who apologized can only be silent, turns out I live only to be made the property of the evil spirit that gave me life.

"If so for what bude, at that time my parents begged for me to be turned on if it would only be handed over again" I said and left without listening to the story bude again

I went into my room, crying non-stop there, I never asked to be given a life if I finally had to be handed over, and this happened because of the faults of my parents,where Papa who accidentally entered into the forest is not chasing his hunted deer that Mama asked when she was holding me,shooting dead the deer is nothing but the incarnation of the wife of an evil spirit worshipped by my own grandfather.

When the evil spirit was angry, then told grandfather to kill Mama who was holding me.

maybe to me this sounds like a bedtime story at night, but it's also a reality.