Lost Mysteriously

My Confusion

Riana and I went out of the room to the dining room, where there was a Bude Marni who prepared breakfast.

I intended to help but Bude Marni refused and instead asked me to sit at the table to eat with Riana, no one spoke between the two of us, all silent silence like a statue.

"Everything is ready, please enjoy it" Bude Marni started the conversation, she replied

"Yes, mother"

"You have to eat a lot, Rumi..!!"

bude said without caring for Riana's answer

I was confused by the behavior of the two of them,riana who had since behaved like nothing had happened, plus the attitude of Bude Marni who did not think Riana was at the dinner table

"What are they doing, what is this.??"(my inner being)

Suddenly Bude said he was going to the market, breaking out my daydreams about himself and Riana being so indifferent this morning

"Rumi, Jude wants to go to the market first because it just so happens that the ingredients have run out" he said and I replied

"Isn't there still leftover material from the party yesterday bude, why should buy again, why not waste later"

"Yet yesterday the rest of the material bude love the neighbors who are ready to help cook here"

I paused for a moment with what bude said, then bude went to the room to get ready, while Bude Marni was on the floor, I approached her and Bude told me

"Oh yeah, you're okay at home, don't go near Riana first or ask her anything"

"Of course, I understand for sure Riana is still in shock, bude"

"That's not what bude meant"

"Why is that bude...???"

I was a little surprised by what Bude said that warned me to keep my distance from Riana instead of asking to take care of her or trying to comfort her.

Without me realizing that Bude had left without answering my question just now, I could only stare at the departure of Bude Marni in confusion.

Suddenly Riana patted me on the shoulder,

I was shocked and immediately entered the house because it had been in the house with Bude Marni who had left.

"You've finished eating" I asked Riana when I was inside because I and Bude finished breakfast first

"I want to go back to sleep, do you want to come..??"

"Eh, no, I don't want to, some of the word bude is not good to sleep again in the morning, especially now it's still eight o'clock"

I said as well as answering Riana's real question was only a subtle rejection, because I remembered what Bude said before leaving

Riana said no more, I left her in my room instead of Riana's.

I lay my body in my bed, and remembered what Bude said.

"Why bude wants me to stay away from riana, what's wrong, so it should be shunned "

Somehow there was a guilty feeling about Riana taking me to her room earlier, which I refused.

Though this should be an opportunity for me to chat with him because since yesterday I did not have time to chat with him who was getting ready to carry out the marriage contract.

I was just talking when I first got to her house.

The flashback

At that time the atmosphere was not as cold as the current atmosphere was very friendly to welcome my arrival

"Hey... Arumi you finally came too" said Riana who immediately welcomed my arrival when I just arrived at her house

"Yes,rin, I'm a real kangeeennnn with you" I said as I hugged Riana

"I'm Arumi too" he replied

"You must be tired" he asked

"Sure, I'm so tired"

"Then you rest first"

"All right,riana" I replied

Flashback off

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