LOOKING FOR TRUE LOVE.

Sania's Sadness

Only a trivial problem can trigger Sania's anger to say the word taboo in the household. For Bara it was a small thing but for Sania it was a reflection of the nature of a true man. Dare to promise that brave too deny. Sania is not an easy person to seduce using sweet sentences.

"Sania.you know that's not my goal! You're too much of an emotional child." Bara said in front of the bathroom door. Bara was sure Sania heard her voice from behind the door.

No answer, the bathroom door opened. Sania's face was wet with a splash of water. This young woman deliberately did not dry her face to keep it cold. Sania does not want her mood to turn ugly affect the percentage in the office later.

"Sir Bara.to you promise it is as easy as disbelief. In my dictionary there are no such words. Once you deny there is no word repeated from me." Sania asserted calm down. Sania tries to get over herself don't get angry.

"Only Maya can you be this angry. He's my friend from High School. We've been friends for decades. How could I hurt him when he's down."

"Oh.only a Maya can make you forget to have a wife. What if a thousand Maya appear? Where am I in your eyes?"

Bara is pictured in Sania checkmate. Sania style calm makes Bara more anxious do not know how to explain if he has nothing with Maya. Just an old friend's attention.

"You don't understand friendship! You're too uptight to live. I swear I have no feelings for Maya. Don't make the mood more chaotic!"

"I don't understand the meaning of your friendship? You're full of shit, right? Didn't hear she said she wanted to be Bara's mistress. Divorced from your husband asking you to take up." Sania doesn't use polite language anymore. In the words already tucked away the words you and you. Bara's too annoying.

"Oh my goodness, you keep it in your heart! I'll honestly tell you who you are let him back off. Maya did mess up a long time ago."

"He's tackling ya! I can be more than him. You want to see what if I'm crazy? It's just a pity that moral humans like you guys don't deserve the fishing rod of my madness."

"Sania.you want me to know how I really think Maya's a friend."

"Excuse him from before you! I want to see you, won't I?"

"Where can it be. Her friend. Jealousy of being angry! I know you love me but there's no need for that extreme!"

"Well.there's a kegeeran! I don't care what you guys want. From this moment on you and I end! We are back as bosses and subordinates." stressed Sania does not want to compromise.

Bara is puzzled by Sania's monstrous nature. It was unexpected that a woman as weak as Sania could be that firm. Though Bara thought Sania could understand her friend Maya who came far from America. Bara also included Roy on the way.

"San.I'm sorry! I love you, I can't cheat. Nania never did I disobey you again. I'll explain to Maya to stay away from me. We're talking good. Ok?" Bara grabs Sania into a hug. Bara's not ready to lose Sania. Sania is like the bright rainbow of her life. How could Bara want to go back to the dark past.

Sania was silent in Bara's arms. Bara's embrace is comfortable but Bara's plan plin attitude has hurt Sania. Where there are men who can ignore this for the sake of other women.

"For while we live each other's lives until you make a choice. I'm a little selfish not liking my stuff to be shared. From the beginning of the marriage I told you not to play crazy! I have no tolerance there."

"No. I don't want to separate! I'd go crazy without you. I've lost everything more than you lose." Bara insists that Sania will not be left behind.

"Losing everything is not about but not losing the past. Just gini! Come to me when you are ready! Tell me what you want so we can decide our own future. Don't make me disappear from your cornea! I'm a demon that can disappear at any time."

"I'm ready now. Don't hesitate. This morning we also met Maya! I don't want any thorns in the flesh. We pull the roots so there's no wedge between us." Bara tries to buy Sania's heart and promises to tell Maya the truth that she's married.

"Whatever..let go of me! I made breakfast." Sania brushed off Bara's hand that was still tightly hugging her. I am not willing to lose the light of heart. Sania had slowly fused in Bara's heart.

"Please promise you won't leave me!"

"I promise I don't know if I can keep it. I have teachers who teach me to promise as much as I can to deny." Sania said casually.

"O Allah.You shall torture your husband. Sin knows.."

"Still know sins? Accompany other women and then ignore the chant at home what is the reward?" sekak Sania is anxious at the establishment of the fragile Bara. Bara fooled the dollar-eyed women.

"That's it again.I'll just come with you! Whatever you want to say! I follow your words. Call me Lieve.not father!"

Sania did not let her body long in the arms of Bara. Sania was afraid that she would be withered by the warm embrace of the man. Can't be easily forgiven. Bara must learn a lesson so that the future can appreciate their marriage.

"Let go! I'm gonna make breakfast."

"We had breakfast with Maya as well as clarifying your status to Maya."

"No. I don't want to mess up my plans to perform at PT.SHINY. I'm not stupid looking for an itchy woman just to show who I am. Funny thing is that my taste sucks. Always former people. Mr flea man! Tampung used goods only."

Bara felt his neck choked in the spicy words of Sania. Sania's mouth was like a double-edged razor. Sharp top bottom. Amazingly Sania does not say rude even though every word contains can be deadly. Every word is always spoken slowly and courteously.

Bara releases Sania following her petite chini into the kitchen. The kitchen is clean without dirt. How to get dirty people never wear.

Sania take out the bread and bake it in the toaster. Gini job is easy for Sania as long as it is not told to cook a variety of dishes. Especially the diverse cuisine of Indonesia. Sania is bad to talk about the kitchen. From childhood to adulthood Sania was never taught to cook. Sania is only good at making salads because it is a favorite food. Various salad Sania.

"Wish is bread?" ask Bara see there are only two pieces of toast. Can I fill my stomach?

"I'm a poor man who can't afford an expensive breakfast. Eat or not!" Sania took a slice of buns with chocolate jam.

"San.we have breakfast outside later! You have to be full to fit the percentage later. Roy and I will come with you to SHINY."

"Whatever! Ondel-ondel don't come! Don't be ashamed in people's offices! Your ondel-ondel's got to squat."

"It's not good to insult people. Maya is S2!"

"Mighty caring! S2 wants an ice teller none of my business." Sania focus on bread and warm milk to calm the stomach so as not to make a tantrum in the meeting place.

I don't want to argue anymore. This man entered the bathroom to clean himself to welcome the morning full gonjang ganjing because Bara did not pick up Sania as promised. Bara Nyesal has also ignored Sania. Bara thinks Sania is an understanding woman who can understand her with Maya who is grieving. Sania is more dangerous than any other woman. Not mosquito but can kick Bara into the comberan using razor-eyed lips.

Bara did not bring clothes was forced to go home to change clothes more officially to go percentage to PT. SHINY'S. Bara chooses to return to her home where she used to live with Nania. It was closer to the office than to his parents.

Sania immediately went to the office to prepare all the files to be taken to PT. SHINY'S. They set out apart because Sania still ogah give Bara a chance to seduce him. Sania is not a quick woman to be consumed by harassment seduction. Enough once Sania felt a full jigong fight from Bobby. Sania won't slip twice.

Sania arrived at the office faster than any other employee. The office atmosphere is still quiet. No officers came. Silence ruled the entire second floor space.

Sania fiddles into Bara room see how the profile of Bara really is. From the beginning of entering Sania did not see Bara displaying family photos. Neither with Nania nor with Fadil. There are only computer devices and general office equipment.

Sania is so curious about Bara's past that she is so eager to protect women from the past. Sania had heard from Nania herself and Bara had also told a glimpse but Sania felt there was still something covered by the man.

Sania try to pull the drawer of Bara's desk please find something. Sania's first drawer found nothing and so did the second row. In the last drawer Sania found something interesting. One silver box carved orchid flowers. The box beautifully depicts the owner's tenderness. Sania loved the carving in the box. Like an ancient relic. Not a product of the present. You could say antiques.

Sania dared to open the box. Blood Sania gasped at the contents of the box. It turned out to contain photos of Bara's youth with friends in Australia. Sania saw one by one fall on the photo where Maya was still skinny sitting on Bara's lap. Maya's hand was clenched around Bara's neck with a big laugh. Maya was pretty in her day. Why is it turning weird now.?

Sania flips behind the photo and finds more heartbreaking facts. Written in uppercase EVERLASTING LOVE.

Sania's hands froze as if they were stiff. It turns out Bara has a very big love for Maya. It is fitting that he did not have the heart to see Maya suffer from divorce. Why Bara and Maya did not merge at that time. Why did I choose Arsy? Benak Sania was filled with questions.

Sania returned the photo and box to its original position then rushed back to the seat to set the breath. Sania doesn't want Bara pergoki she's investigating Bara's black past. Can Sania survive with a man who has no standing? How messed up Bara's love story is.

Sania's mood is getting worse. Why in the important moment gini all must be revealed. Can Sania make a percentage this morning? Sania began to think about the risk of using the name of the company Bara forward to the tender PT. SHINY'S. Funds that will flow into the pockets of Bara are not small. Sania is afraid that Bara will pour money into the dollar-eyed women.

Dea comes with a cheerful face in contrast to Sania's moody face. Dea could see Sania's face so pale as to endure pain. Not physical pain but internal pain.

"San..are you ok?" tanya Dea dok English.

"I'm just nervous about going forward in a big tender." Sania kelit does not want people to know the contents of her heart that is upset.

",I've got some marrow porridge for you. Wanna try?"

"Thank you brother! I just had breakfast. Wait a minute."

"Ok..if less healthy better go home rest." Dea's advice can not bear to see how pale Sania.

"I'm fine..Can I have some warm tea?"

"Of course, baby.you're sitting sweet! I'll have ob drive you here." Dea immediately complies with Sania's request for concern about her co-worker's condition.

Soon Bara, Roy and Maya appear. Sania held her breath not wanting to let go of the burden that was pressing on her chest. Early in the morning Bara still took time to pick up women from the past. Bara should be firm with Maya tell the facts. Not giving empty hope for the woman more comfortable beside Bara.

"Sania.follow in!" bara said without noticing Sania's pale face.

Sania got up from her seat while saying Istiqhfar. May God give strength to Sania through the ordeal today. Sania steps into Bara's room to find out what Bara's purpose is to invite him to join his past friends.

Maya and Roy sat down on the couch. Maya style is much better than yesterday. Looks like a subtle ondel-ondel this morning. Maybe the ondel-ondel already realized that his appearance was terrible.

Sania was standing in front of Bara's desk as usual she was facing the boss. Bara looked at Sania and found her little bri very pale. Bara was shocked.

"You're not well?"

"No sir.what's wrong?" asked Sania coldly.

"Come here! Sit here!" Bara slapped her thigh so Sania would come closer. Sania did not move like a statue on the floor.

"What do you mean Bara?" exclaiming Maya did not accept Bara asked Sania to sit on Bara's lap.

Bara got up from his stool near Sania. Without hesitation Bara hugged Sania's shoulder to state Sania's position in the heart.

"Sania is Maya! We were married a few months ago." said Bara loudly.

Roy smiled with pride Bara dared to take a stand this morning. Bara must kill Maya's crazy desire to get back to her.