LOOKING FOR TRUE LOVE.

Peace With Heart

"Thank you deck! For a while do not need to discuss about Ranti's identity. His health is less good. The baby is also less nutritious. We finish it after Ranti lahiran. I thought your heart was made of pure gold."

"Whatever! Sania is angry at Ranti not about Bobby but she says nothing about Bara. Bobby's not in a book, but Sania's gonna teach him a valuable lesson he won't forget in a lifetime."

"Don't anarchist deck! You will have to face the law. I don't want you to stay in a free hotel."

"Quiet.my brain is still stuck in my head! Just wait for the play date!"

"Anything you can do as long as you don't go against the law."

"Ready boss! Oy...Agra I'll take it to Holland. Can you?"

"No...Agra doesn't want to split with us! He only has us. Stay far to the end of the sky. What about longing? Throw that thought away! Agra stay here with us."

Sania was somewhat disappointed that Rangga did not allow Agra to settle in the Netherlands. Sania just wants to give Agra a more decent life. There Agra can get a better education. Sania house there is no occupant because the owner is in Indonesia.

"Yes, um."

"Sir..are you sure you don't want to see papa before he goes to surgery?"

"No.." said Sania firmly.

"All right! If you have any news, call you." Rangga could not force Sania even though he was disappointed. Sania's heart has been petrified to apologize to the dying man who gave Sania life.

Rangga did not know why Sania did not apologize to her own parents. In others Sania was always kind and friendly. The turn to Suhada that there is only hate.

"Yes mas. Assalamualaikum..."

"Goddessalam..."

Relationships ceased. Sania put her phone on the table slowly. Sania's face turned gloomy considering the fate of the person she named the enemy. They all fall down the harvest of karma. Should Sania cheer excitedly see one by one people who have made their lives miserable fall out?

Deep in the heart Sania not heart but grudge kesumat already rooted in the heart. Can Sania open her heart to say sorry. It feels like Sania has not been able to be heartened to forget revenge.

Sania picked up the phone calling someone. No waiting for a long time for the phone to connect.

"Hello.please check the health of the person named Suhada in the hospital. Report conditions. And again eliminate PT. Build. No more that company!"

"I mean miss?"

"Drop shares! No need for acquisition. The company is useless. His employees will recruit at PT. SHINY or PT. ANGKASA JAYA'S. Don't let them not have a job."

"None good! What about the house? Is it time to kick Bobby out?"

"Excuse me! He has lived comfortably for too long. Set Ranti out of jail until she gives birth. So just city prisoners!"

"None good! And Arsy? He can't come out because the case is hard."

"Let him in jail first. Run my request first! Report as soon as possible about Suhada."

"Yes non!"

Sania turned off the phone with a hint of arrogance. This woman rubbed her tired face with all the turmoil of her life. From family grudges to new grudges about her husband. Arsy appears to enliven Sania's problems. The affair with the Suhada family had almost reached an end point. Now added about Arsy.

Sania actually did not have Arsy sentenced to death. Poor Kintan lost his mother figure in childhood. The fate of Kintan is not much different from him if Arsy is sentenced to death. Again Sania felt her chest ache imagine Kintan lamenting Arsy's departure until adulthood.

Sania wasn't concentrating on work that day. Sania's brain isn't allowed to rest for a moment. Event after event rolling into slides show.

"Darling.." Bara's voice gave Sania daydreams. Bara looked at Sania deeply to find out what was troubling Sania's mind.

"Lieve..what's up?"

"This is a corporate birthday invitation PT. SHINY'S. This saturday."

"Oh.." That's all that came out of Sania's tiny lips. No enthusiastic reception.

Bara can feel the turmoil of Sania. This morning the building was still cheerful. After arriving at the office changed completely. Sania's facial water turned pale holding back miserably.

Bara walked to the back of the chair Sania hugged her bin from behind to give her a sense of comfort. One kiss landed on the pregnant woman's head.

"What's up, baby? Lieve did something wrong again?"

"It's not Lieve. It's about Ranti and Arsy! Suhada wants surgery."

Bara began to understand what disturbed his inner thoughts. Still struggling about the old never ending.

"Here!" Bara lifted Sania from the chair carrying her bridal style. Bara brought Sania to move to the sofa to be more comfortable chatting.

Bara sat on the sofa holding Sania on her thighs. Both of them do not change the boss and subordinates are cheating in the office. Dating during working hours.

"Darling...Lieve doesn't want you to be burdened by unnecessary trouble. We leave it to the law. Dare to do must dare to take responsibility. Just focus on your health."

Sania put her hand to Bara's neck and looked at him for protection. Sania does not need physical protection but protection from a small heart.

"But Ranti almost gave birth. I let him go outside the prison. So the city's prisoner." said Sania innocent without a grudge.

Bara smiled in support of Sania's inner voice. Bara knew Sania's heart was too soft to be anarchist.

"How good is it, baby. If you feel it's best, run. Ok? About Suhada we just pray that dear has not been able to meet. Your prayers will help him stay healthy. Arsy we can't help free. There's a law."

"But Kintan.."

"Srsttt...We can only help him not be put to death. Prison he still had to go through for there to be a deterrent effect. People's lives can't be played."

Sania believes Bara isn't interested in Arsy anymore. The lake still wants the legal process to continue even though Sania's heart begins to weaken. Sania really doesn't have Arsy sentenced to death. God still loves Bara and Arsy. Bara was given the opportunity to await the birth of his son and Arsy was still kept away from the death penalty. If Bara is dead then there is no chance for Arsy to escape the death penalty. God is still a merciful opportunity to all his people.

"Sania has pity on Kintan."

Bara stroked Sania's black hair gently. Bara could feel the iron woman of his began to melt in a minute. There is a sense of humanity.

"Let Arsy feel the cold walls of the prison. We'll think the punishment suits him. Come on, don't be a manyun! Poor our child feels the sadness of his mother. This afternoon we go to the doctor! Lieve wants to see the kids' development."

Bara chuckles unsatisfied just a kiss on the cheek. This guy wants more than just a window kiss. I want full kiss.

"Look!" Bara grabbed Sania's head close to her face. Fitting tiny lips Sania sticky on coarse lips Bara. Bara ****** his halal lips are full of passionate excitement.

An impromptu kiss in the office brings its own thrill to Sania. Sania feels like a bad woman teasing the boss. Anyway there's something weird about stealing a kiss in the office. Full challenge.

Bara rubbed Sania's lips reddened to hit her lips. Soft as sweet jelly.

"It's kind of like cheating on a boss!" sania was embarrassed.

"Just take that! Where will we eat later in the day? Go home or eat something else?"

"What's mom's phone cooking? He feared he would have our lunch ready. It's redundant."

"OKs...Lieve's back at work. Baby tell Lieve where to eat. Oya..don't forget the invitation of SHINY! They're our special customers."

"Significant. What's the gift to them?"

"Send a greeting flower board and a good writing device hand." Bara's proposal approved Sania.

"By.deal."

"Now Lieve is back at work. Come down!" Bara pushes Sania slowly fearing hurting her bin. Sania got up from Bara's thigh sitting on the sofa. Sania let Bara go back to her study room to complete the tasks that are still piling up.

"Happy work." Sania sent kiss through the fingers. Bara caught a kiss in the air in a hilarious style. Kiss marks are kept in the liver.

Sania smiled at the silliness of Bara. Sania's heart was a little relieved after confiding in Bara. Bara has given enter enough to calm Sania down.

Sania's phone rings on the desk. Sania leaves her phone on the table while she lifts Bara onto the sofa. With Ogahan Sania pick up her phone. No on the phone without the contact name listed but Sania memorized out of her head.

"Hello..how?"

"Suhada did have to have surgery because his heart had to attach the ring. Clogged four segments. Otherwise the operation could take his life away at any moment."

"Are there any risks to the operation?"

"In general it's not but we don't dare to guarantee you the determinants aren't us."

"He's conscious?"

"Aware.just accompanied by an old maid."

"All right! Thank ye. Continue all my orders!"

"Ready lady!"

Relationship ceased. Sania was also upset to hear of the risk of Suhada surgery. Sania does hate Suhada but in terms of humanity Sania is concerned. The blood is thicker than water and there is truth. Whatever Sania hated Suhada there was a beam of pity.

Sania's door began to knock to see firsthand the condition of her biological father before joking with death. If the surgery is successful then Suhada's life can still enjoy the rest of the life to see his grandson born into the world. Both Sania, Ranti and Rangga.

Sania may not admit Suhada but Sania remains Suhada's descendant. No one can reverse this fact.

Sania made up her mind to look at Suhada secretly. Isn't she going to control the contents this afternoon? Sania was able to go to the hospital after stopping at the obstetrician's office. In the afternoon the doctor opened the practice in the clinic then Sania had to go there first before taking Suhada.

It was Sania's decision. Bara doesn't need to be notified before Sania's decision is final. It could be that Sania changes her mind. Sania's heart has not been able to make peace with the past.

Sorenya Bara brought Sania an obstetric check to monitor the development of the baby. Bara is still curious about the third baby that appears suddenly. God's gift is infinite to him.

Both of them left in a car. Along the way to the Sania obstetric clinic there was not much sound out. This woman was silent thinking about whether to visit Suhada or not. Sania was still filled with doubt seeing the man who had made her life difficult.

Bara glanced at Sania feeling Sania's difference from usual. Sharp babbles did not appear from those tiny lips. Sania has a toothache until she speaks.

"Darling why else? Lieve makes my darling angry?" bara asked carefully afraid of offending Sania.

"Lieve, if there's a big guilty man on Lieve. What should Lieve do? People are dying too."

Bara smiled knowing where Sania was talking to. Sania does not want to open directly Bara also pretended not to know who Sania meant.

"Honey.In religion we should not take revenge on people. To do wrong is human nature and to forgive is a noble duty. Depends on how you look at the problem. Still want to be stored in the heart museum or released freely to be relieved. The name is locked, there is no benefit. Let go!"

Sania silently thought about the meaning of Bara's profound sentence. Bara's right. In religion it is forbidden to hold a grudge. Forgiving people's mistakes is a commendable trait.

"Can Sania?" sania Gumam.

"Can I love you. Let the past be memories. The beautiful are remembered and the bad are discarded. Try to think! Because of the love of revenge then dear learn to die so smart people. Isn't that one whip to dear come forward. Everything has its silver lining. Good peck."

"Sania wants it but why can't." Sania hit her own head a few times. Bara instantly catches Sania's hand not to hurt herself. Bara is not willing Sania stress because of a lot of thoughts. There is a lot at stake in this.

Bara stopped the car on the side of the road giving Sania a quiet chance. Bara immediately grabbed Sania into the embrace so that Sania was comfortable.

"Don't think of it! If you are not able to release wait for the right time. Lieve always accompanied dear until anytime." Bara patted Sania's back slowly. Sania pressed her face against the chest of Bara's field without tears. Sania could no longer cry for the father who had given her long sorrow.

"But he had no time to wait for my heart to make peace. He'll be operated. His heart's in trouble."

"We'll meet him! We'll look from far away. If you can do dear approach if not enough see from afar. Ok?"

Bara felt Sania's head nod. Bara relieved Sania could accept his proposal. Most importantly Sania must be able to make peace with her own heart and be able to make peace with the surroundings.

"Lieve's running the car again?" ask Bara permission to run the car to the obstetrician's practice.

"Yes Lieve. Thanks for listening to Sania."

"You're my wife. My responsibility. I may allow others to hurt you. Smile dong!"

Slowly Bara releases Sania to hold the stiur of the car. Sania again sat sweetly in the seat beside Bara. Bara runs the car slowly mingling with dozens of other cars.

Sania's face was not as stiff as before. There was a thinly decorated smile on the lips according to the Bara order. Sania looked much prettier with a thin smile full of mystery.

Half an hour struggling on the asphalt road to also in the obstetrician's clinic. Visitors are quite crowded the average woman with a distended stomach. There are even very big ones as if they are ready to give birth.