LOOKING FOR TRUE LOVE.

Peace

"Are you ready?" tanya Bara waits for Sania to make peace with the past.

"Goddessa..." Sania nodded steadily.

Bara is relieved Sania can control her feelings to meet her father who is not considered. Bara wants Sania to come out of the bad memories that became the scourge of her life for years. Perhaps God deliberately chose this path to make Sania open her heart to her papa.

"Kneel!" Bara takes Sania to a peaceful day.

From far away the Rangga horde came to Bara and Sania. The group was also horrified to meet Sania. Many obstacles to force Sania to meet Suhada. Forcing Sania was wrong because the woman was pregnant with Bara's child.

When stress can bring fatal consequences. So they must be smart to investigate the situation so that Sania willingly meet Suhada before entering the operating room.

Sania's hand grew cold and stiff as she watched Rangga's group approach. Sania's heart raced faster as if it had encountered an angel of death.

Bara felt Sania's hand getting colder in her grasp. What trauma until so strong rain Sania's heart.

"Darling.you can!" whispered Bara gently banish the fall of Sania.

"Yes Lieve..." Sania tried hard to show her ordinary face. But still not as usual. Something was missing from Sania's face. Life light.

"Mbak Sania." exclaimed Agra running over Sania for a hug. Automatic Sania releases Bara's hand to receive Agra's embrace.

Sania was shocked to be hugged by Agra suddenly. Sania did not refuse the hug of her sister who she missed. Sania stroked Agra's head gently.

Agra's head stuck to Sania's chest could feel her brother's heartbeat. Agra had not felt the warmth of Sania's embrace for long enough. The woman gave no news at all as if she had disappeared from Agra's eyes.

"Somebody?"

"Where are you going? Don't you love Agra anymore?" accuse Agra while sobbing. The longing to take a sip made Agra unable to resist crying.

"Who said you don't want to? There is already mbak! I miss you too! The boy is crying! Let's wipe away her tears!" Sania kept Agra's body away from her in order to see Agra more clearly. Sania wiped away the tears on Agra's face with her hands.

Agra nodded at Sania looking for honesty on her brother's face. Agra is afraid Sania just wants to entertain herself says she misses. Sania's somewhat pale face knocked Agra's heart to not look for the brother's fault.

"Mbak didn't lie?"

"Lying is a sin. Agra boys must be strong. Don't cry! Agra want to come to the Netherlands?" tanya Sania got a chance to ask her intentions to bring Agra to the Netherlands. Sania did not care about the delicacy of Rangga's eyes forbid Sania to ask.

There is Bu Bur who loves Agra more than his own life. How that paro-aged woman feels Sania intends to keep Agra away from them.

"Originally the same everywhere!" sahut Agra steady soul.

Bu Bur continues to wither hearing Agra's willingness to join Sania. It turned out that his sincere affection was unable to resist the bonds of blood. Blood is thicker than water. Keep winning blood ties even though Bu Bur has given cold water to make Agra feel at home.

"Sir.that we will discuss later. We'll go see papa first. He's still conscious." Rangga mediated for the discussion about Agra to be interrupted here.

"Did he know about Agra?" tanya Sania still holds Agra. Sania's hand hugged Agra's shoulder tightly not wanting her sister to leave.

"Not yet.we met together. We must be wise not to provoke his emotions. His heart is very bad. Wait after the new operation we told. She was afraid she was shocked to know that there were so many closed stories about her. Yup!" Rangga stood between Sania and Agra. Rangga use both hands to grab his two brothers left right.

Rangga glanced at Sania and Agra who were in a clench with thundered chests. It was time to meet his sister with Suhada. Rangga walked leaving the others behind.

If someone else hugs Sania maybe Bara will give raw bogem. But this is Abang Sania, there is no room for Bara to be jealous. Even Bara should be grateful Rangga helped Sania out of the trauma.

Rangga led the way forward. In the back, four other figures walked into Suhada's ward before entering the operating room. Sania felt more courageous going forward with her brothers. That courage just comes. Maybe Rangga and Agra bangkitan Sania's strength.

They stopped at one of the VIP rooms. Rangga stopped giving time for Sania to take a breath gather strength meet the mortal enemy in life. Rangga could feel Sania's body trembling withstanding emotions. How deep is the grudge in Sania's heart to the point of being unable to forgive a dying person.

Bara and Mr. Bur's family stood some distance away to give the brother a chance to see their father. Let Rangga as the firstborn solve the deep-rooted problem. Bara hopes Sania is able and can beat the ego.

"Sir.ready?" rangga asked after passing a few minutes in front of the door of Suhada's ward.

"Bismillah only!" sahut Sania blocked Rangga's arm strongly to channel fear. Sania is afraid she can't control her emotions. Not afraid of Suhada.

Rangga did not answer. This man pushed the door of Suhada's ward slowly. The ringing of the door lures the inhabitants of the nursery. Sunken eyes did not glow looking towards the door wondering who was coming.

Sania's eyes greeted a sliced look. One figure helplessly lay in a gurney covered in a white blanket. Only the person's head and face seemed to emit an unpleasant aura. Sunken eyes and pale face hue. The tapered face loses some of the flesh of the man who used to appear gallant perlente. Suhada's heyday has passed. Now the man does not change a lump of living meat. There is no bright light like before.

"Erlangga.." sizzled the man slowly. His voice was barely audible. Those blurry eyes looked at Sania and Agra alternately as if the two people were very familiar.

"Pa..is there any good?" Rangga advanced near Suhada let Sania and Agra still peeking near the door. Sania's still frozen, not knowing how to react.

In terms of humanity Sania piba see Suhada helpless against death. But in terms of the past Sania was still angry. Anger versus compassion where stronger. Sania can forgive Suhada forget everything that has happened or keep the grudge to be carried away until Suhada was picked up.

"I'm sorry papa has done so much wrong, son! Papa has been blinded by wealth and luxury. Now all this is meaningless. If you are short-lived please bury it near the grave of Mother Rene yes! Papa wants to be close to him so he can make amends to Rene's mother and your sister Santi."

Sania's heart trembled hearing Suhada mention her little name. It means Suhada thinks Sania died with her mother Rene. This man doesn't know Sania was pinned down by Rene's family and taken to the Netherlands.

"Papa will live a long life. Papa will be operated on tonight. Papa must be strong because papa must carry grandchildren. Rangga is getting married to Lisa. Remember the girl Rangga introduced? That's Rangga's future wife. He helped Rangga manage the company. Lisa's a good boy." Rangga calmed Suhada to have a fighting spirit against disease.

Rangga spread a peaceful smile at Sania and Agra. Rangga wants Sania to know that Suhada is not as evil as Sania's shadow. All scenarios are arranged by Amanda. Suhada was Amanda's victim. All the crimes Amanda designed to seize Suhada's woman's treasure.

"How'd you ever see them?" angling Rangga let Suhada remember his own children.

"This boy looks like Mother Tiur. And this chick looks like you Rangga. Very pretty." praise Suhada sincerely.

Rangga's eyes feel hot because Suhada's instincts work well. The children in front of him were indeed the biological children of different mothers. Sania son of Rene and Agra son of Tiur.

"Papa sure? What if they were papa's children?" ask Rangga while joking.

"Where's papa's son from? Santi and your brother died. Papa is really sad. Their bodies are not allowed to see. Amanda doesn't want papa to be sad so bury them without giving papa a chance. If they still exist maybe it's an infinite gift." Suhada said more like complaining.

"If papa's children are still alive?"

"Papa will fight to heal to keep them. Papa's gonna pay them all papa's mistakes. It's a pity they're gone." those sunken eyes glazed over with tears.

Sania felt her heart crumble dimly watching Suhada also suffer from being left behind by children without having seen their bodies. Amanda is vile. His crime was wrapped up perfectly until Suhada forgot the land.

"Pa..fight! It's us! I'm Santi and this is Agra Tiur's mother's son." there was a hoarse voice Sania held back crying. Rangga was shocked to see Sania dare to make a confession to Suhada.

"Santi??? You're the one, son?" Suhada tried to get out of bed because the beautiful woman in front of him made his spirit appear.

Sania quickly restrains Suhada from getting up from the gurney. Suhada's health did not allow him to move much. Sania's heart is knocked to apologize for all past events. Suhada is just a victim of Amanda's greed.

"It's Santi...Santi is not dead. So is the child of Tiur. We rescued a different person from Amanda's crimes." Santi grabbed Suhada's hand which remained bone-wrapped skin. The handsome manly Suhada vanished changing for an old grandfather waiting for his death.

"Oh my God.At the end of my death you gave me a beautiful gift! Santi. And this is what's her name?" Suhada looked at Sania and Agra alternately.

"Agra.I gave that name. Agra grew up in an orphanage." rangga was happy that Sania was finally able to reconcile with her papa.

"Agra..a great name! Here son! Can papa hug you? Papa needs to heal in order to be reunited with you."

Rangga invites Agra to approach Suhada to feel the embrace of the father for the first time. The single boy hesitated to advance because he was a stranger to Suhada. Agra's lifetime only this time met Suhada and was recognized as a child.

"Gra.ini our papa! Papa is also Sania. Papa mas Rangga's. Come on kiss the hand!" Rangga directed Agra to kiss Suhada's hand as a child's duty.

Agra advanced doubtfully without making a sound. The boy did ask Rangga a little embarrassed. Suhada himself could not bear the tears of seeing his son who was rumored to have died intact standing before him.

Suhada wanted to hug Agra but was blocked by hoses and wires attached to the body. Suhada could only stroke Agra's plump cheeks while shedding tears.

Rangga worried Suhada's condition will drop if carried away by the sad atmosphere. Sania too dare to take the risk to acknowledge when Suhada's condition is still not stable.

"Call papa son! I am your papa. Wait papa healthy will take care of you and mbakyu you." Suhada's other hand stroked the back of Sania's hand which was on top of the safe.

"Call papa Gra! Come on!" pinta Rangga ordered Agra to comply with Suhada's request.

Agra looked at Sania for support. In this precarious moment Sania naturally nodded. No matter how bad he is, he is still their papa.

"Lad..." Agra is out too that call.

Suhada was called slowly by Agra. Now the man stared at Sania demanding the same call out from Sania's tiny lips.

Sania easily allowed Agra to call Suhada papa but her lips twitched to come out a sacred word for Suhada. Sania's call was very valuable to Suhada. It is the most powerful healing medicine.

Long Sania pensively weighed what was able to get out the word. Suhada waited full of hope. Sania is very pretty looking like her. Suhada is famous for handsome making all women fall in love so easily Suhada married some women. In the end, sad ending.

Rangga gregetan see Sania is still heavy to admit Suhada. If Sania is wise, she will act rationally, just say one word.

"Sir.papa's waiting!" Rangga reminded Sania not to hesitate.

Sania's eyes are already thickly dewy about to release clear liquid. Sania who is notoriously haughty and arrogant began to melt see Suhada's condition. Sania lowered her head kissing Suhada's hand while saying.

"Pa..."

"Father's son.You are big and beautiful! Wait, healthy papa will take care of you. Papa will protect you and Agra. We're getting together again to wake up our family." Suhada touched Sania's head gently. The weak hand tried to stroke Sania's head for longer.

"Yes pa! Healing quickly!" Sania let Suhada hold her head as long as she wanted.

"Surely.papa.papa has you! Papa must heal!" Suhada said excitedly. His face was more radiant emitting a positive aura.

Rangga mistakenly thought Suhada would drop after finding out he had a living child. Allegedly Rangga missed. Suhada was even more excited after knowing that he still had Sania and Agra. This positive wind accelerated Suhada's recovery. The most vital was Suhada's fighting spirit against illness.

"Papa's going to be operated on tonight. We'll all be here with papa. All papa's children." Rangga said raise Suhada's spirit to increase.

"Yes.papa's ready! But Agra was a kid. Better wait for news at home. Papa's gonna be healthy so he can keep you playing football." Suhada said to Agra who was a lot silent.