
After the hour of Doctor Anggra's lecture invited me to go for a walk, I knew very well the purpose so that I did not feel sad anymore. I understand all the efforts he makes, sometimes we go to watch together but I don't enjoy it at all. As he walked with me, I always reminded him not to use his doctor's suit, I don't want my friends to know about my illness.
Doctor Anggra invited me to stop by a Gramedia Bookstore because it is very well known for its quite complete collection. Various variants of reading book genre that can be directly found.
Gramedia Bookstore does provide facilities to search for stock books you want to search according to Gramedia outlets. Anggra even recommended several Novels to me ranging from Romantic Genres, Comedy, Fantasy World, to horror.
I just nodded everything Doctor Anggra said, even though from the beginning I had no intention of reading the book.
It did not feel late at night, making my body feel tired, finally Doctor Anggra invited me to dinner together
I can't eat alone, so there must be someone accompanying me, Anggra's sister happily always accompanied me making me quite happy with her presence.
After dinner we returned to Rome. As usual My father and stepmother have not come home, they are always busy, fortunately there is Doctor Anggra who accompanies me at home.
After finishing the bath Doctor Anggra took me to the reading room owned by Mattew first, he brought some novel books that we had bought Tadi.
"Choose one of these books that you want to read" Doctor Anggra said as he placed some of them on the table.
I saw some of those books, but none of them made me want to read them. Looking at the Face of Doctor Anggra who hoped that I finally decided to take one of the Novel books at random. Of course I did it just to appreciate all the effort.
"Good, that was the right choice Wulan, I also liked the story of the novel you chose" Doctor Anggra said with a smile at me.
I only returned that sweet smile with a flat facial expression without the slightest emotion.
Doctor Anggra went to the kitchen to pick up some fruits in the refrigerator, which had been cut into pieces for us to eat while reading later.
Just a few minutes, I was tired of reading the story of the book, almost everything I read I did not understand because the storyline of the novel I chose was Romantic genre. A love story I could never understand.
Finally I closed the book, Doctor Anggra looked at me while chewing on an apple.
"Are you bored? ", Ask doctor Anggra.
"Hmm ", I only replied briefly.
"Well tell me why you're not interested in the story of the novel" Dr. Anggra said, then stopped eating apples.
"I don't really like the love story of the novel" Wulan said.
Doctor Anggra was silent for a moment as if thinking of something,
"Have you ever dated before? Ask doctor Anggra.
"No", Wulan said briefly.
"Why? Have you never liked a man?", asked Dr. Anggra.
Wulan was silent for a moment...
"I've liked a guy before but it doesn't go smoothly" Wulan said.
"Ohh so she's your first love? Who her? Let me help you make it happen" Doctor Anggra said excitedly.
Wulan simply put on a flat expression
"Don't start, he's married" Wulan said.
"What's? Be married? Who is the man you love? Ask Dr. Anggra curiously.
Wulan did not immediately answer him, he was still silent considering the sweet memories they had gone through before.
"Sir Mattew" Wulan said briefly.
"Ohh so his name is Mattew, but his name is similar to the name of your brother", said Doctor Anggra with a small laugh on his face
"That's right, my first love is my brother now" said Wulan certainly immediately make doctors Anggra surprised, he choked when eating apples.
"Ohuk...
Doctor Anggra patted
chest to breath
returned normal.
"So your first love was Mattew? But isn't he your brother?
Suddenly doctor Angra Direct
thinking about Wulan's newly married father and mother,
True too, Sherly's mother is Wulan's stepmother certainly Mattew is also Step Sister.
Finally Wulan tells her family story to Doctor Anggra, from
he first met Mattew
until finally Dad and Mother were married.
Doctor Anggra understands what causes
from mental illness during
it's how he feels
It's worth it that you get this Anhedonia disease, your past is so painful.
Just then Doctor Anggra hugged Wulan affectionately, gently stroking Wulan's hair.
"Relax all has passed I am sure sooner or later there must be someone who is able to make you happy" said Doctor Anggra while hugging Wulan.
he was sad because he felt nothing.
Doctor Anggra looked at me with
sad expression, I know if he
knowing my illness with
complete if I never will
feeling aroused or feeling
comfortable when near the opposite sex even.
"I'll get you used to Wulan's hugging" Wulan said.
"All right, thank you.
Seeing him look at me like that
I feel like my soul is like
a living robot, though,
I feel empty inside my body.
"It's 10 in the night, you better get some sleep. Because tomorrow there's a morning lecture, right? ", said Doctor Anggra.
"Yes, okay.
***
After changing sleeping pajamas Wulan looked around the room and looked for the whereabouts of Doctor Anggra, but he did not find it, until the sound of a car in front of the house.
"Auntie, See Brother Anggra?", asked Wulan with a panicked expression
"So Doctor Anggra excuse me to go back to his house, he said if you have finished bathing he advised you not to forget to take medicine and go to sleep. Oh, that's the sound of the car
Wulan immediately ran out to approach Doctor Anggra who was still in the car.
"Kak Anggra Wait!", Shouted Wulan loudly.
Doctor Anggra immediately pulled over his car and approached Wulan who was in front of the house.
"Don't go please" Wulan said with teary eyes.
"Aren't you going to sleep soon after?
"Yes, but I want you to accompany me to sleep" said Wulan with a parched face.
"Ba. well, relax I will accompany you to sleep" said Doctor Anggra.
Wulan went into his room with Doctor Anggra, he immediately climbed on the bed while pulling the blanket.
Doctor Anggra feels bad if you have to sleep in bed with a girl,
Don't think far remember I'm just gonna keep her company until I fall asleep.
Doctor Anggra slept right in
next to Wulan while looking
flat Face Wulan
"Doctor Anggra didn't you just say that would get me used to hugging? Why don't you hug me? ", Tanya Wulan made Doctor Anggra wrong.
"Ba.. alright come closer here" said Doctor Anggra with Awkwardness.
Wulan approached and hugged the body of Doctor Anggra, although he felt nothing but he could clearly hear the heartbeat of Doctor Anggra
which palpitates.
"Doctor Anggra? Are you sick? Why is your heart beating? Wulan asked innocently while looking at Doctor Anggra's face. Doctor Anggra could only sigh when he heard Wulan's words
"Let me not be sick, now sleep" said Doctor Anggra, tightening his arms
"But why is your heart pounding?", asked Wulan again
"Have you ever heard that your heart's pounding means you're in love" says Dr. Anggra.
"So you fell in love with me? ", Wulan said.
"Mom, that's not what I mean" said Doctor Anggra.
"Let's start tomorrow I'll set the clock for you to date some guy, so you can get a feel for how the Heart is pounding" Dr. Anggra said.
"Alright, thank you doc" said Wulan then closed his eyes to sleep.
Doctor Anggra still looked at the pretty face of Wulan, he felt sorry for the girl who was beside him.
You're too good to feel
this mental illness is Wulan, I hope
you can heal quickly, without realizing it
Doctor Anggra kissed Wulan's forehead while closing his eyes and falling asleep.
Seriate