Letter From Primus

THIRTY-FIVE: PRIMUS NGELEPAS LULA

Primus did not go after Lula. The guy shuddered even though the pain had to stop his heart space watching Lula's back go by with Daniel. The man gulped and then put his hand to his hair while sighing deeply. His steps now pulled him to the side of the wall and leaned there. Primus pensively thought about what was wrong between him and Lula.

And it seemed that the mistake was mostly from his attitude. Primus felt that he had been holding Lula too much. He didn't let the other guys try to get close to Lula. Maybe Lula is now starting to fall in love, Lula starts harboring feelings for other guys and that is certainly not her. Primus had heard himself that Lula never expected herself to be someone more for the woman.

Primus lowered his head and smiled smirkily. The man cursed to himself in the heart. "Primus... Primus...why don't you ever notice that Lula starts to like other guys? Why don't you realize that Lula may be bored constantly close to you? Why are you always ngalangin other guys to be close to Lula while you're not her boyfriend?"

"Lo's just a friend, Prim. You have no right to interfere with your friend's heart."

The bell rang loudly and jerked back Primus' mind. Now the breath that Primus was taking felt tight. He once dreamed of being the only guy for Lula. The only guy Lula needs. But it seems that from this moment on that hope is slowly beginning to be dashed. Although now his heart is deeply broken, Primus intends to release Lula to be close to anyone.

Before proceeding towards his class, Primus paused for a moment at the edge of Lula's class. From behind the classroom window, Primus' eyes highlighted Lula who was sitting down. This time Primus looked enviously at whoever the guy would eventually be close to his best friend was.

This time was grim for Lula and Primus at school. Lucky a few seconds ago the bell came home. The two took the bag lethargic and started to leave the classroom.

Lula steps away from Primus while the guy is looking for him. Lula immediately intercepted the angkot as soon as she crossed the school gate. Primus in the parking lot circulates the view but still does not find Lula's whereabouts.

While carrying his motorbike joined the highway, Primus was still looking around. At a bend of their housing complex, Primus finally finds the woman. Primus shuts off the engine of his vehicle and drags it off to compensate for Lula's steps.

The Primus's mouth curved into a line of smiles. The guy's eyes weren't as glowing as they usually were looking at Lula. "Say people like people can change. But the name of the friend will remain in the heart, La."

Primus kept pushing forward his big bike while coming back to trigger. "Maybe you've started to like other people, La. But I'm still in your heart, right?"

Lula. His eyes were already too full to contain the tears even more hearing Primus' words just now. "Prim" Lula's voice trembled.

The corners of Primus' lips are attracted. "Gue may not be perfect, La. I can't make all girls crazy about me. Guys like me might not actually deserve to be your best friend. But I want you not to jutekin me yes, La."

Primus' eyes reddened, wanting to be strong but the guy was weak due to his own feelings. "If you really want to be close to other guys, just relax, La. I promise I won't bother you. I promise I won't deny it anymore. But don't be mad at me, La."

"Originally you are happy, the cave is also happy, La. I'm also relieved that there are other guys who love my best friend and want to take care of him."

Primus paused and wildly looked at Lula's eyes. His voice sounded bitter. "Maybe I can't keep you forever."

Tears were flowing through Lula's face. The woman sobbed and pinched Primus' arm. "Prim, what are you talking about?"

Primus lightly shrugged his shoulders. "Talk real, La."

"Real what?" isak Lula's.

"Gue won't be with you forever, La. I'm just a friend. In the end, you'll have someone besides me." Primus took a deep breath, his heart trembling. "We don't know what's going on, La. Maybe we can't stay together anymore. We have to get used to living each of our lives, La."

Lula immediately jerked with a deep sob. "Prim....you want to leave me?"

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