Letter From Primus

TWENTY-NINE: PRIMUS IS UPSET

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Beby managed to force Primus to go with him. Primus himself was worried, afraid that something emergency or dangerous was facing Beby. But as they began to enter the school library, Primus released Beby's handrails and frowned at the woman.

"Wait, Beb."

"Why go to the library?" primus is confused.

Beby then twisted his lips. Shamefully expressing his purpose. "So gini. I'm having trouble getting a book, Prim."

Beby shuddered, pointing at the location of the book on a shelf. "Gue asked you to help me get the book on top of that."

Primus stared intently. "Becky..."

The woman in front of him answered carefully. "Yes, Prim?"

Sensing Primus' changing gaze, Beby joined the sentence in a soft voice. "How can you see me like that?"

Primus's forehead wrinkled. There was no smile on the lips of the boy. "Gue guess you asked me to hurry up because something's important."

"Prim.." lirih Beby, feeling uneasy because he realized that Primus was currently upset with him.

Meanwhile, Primus returned. "It turns out you're just kidding me, Beb. Not funny. You can't pick up a book on top of that?"

Primus clucked with a slanted smile a sign that he was annoyed once. "Why do I need my help?"

Beby answered back. "And I'm not there, Prim."

Primus's chin lifted. "That's a lot of benches, Beb. You stay up."

Beby shrieked inwardly, disappointed that his idea ended in chaos. So chaotic that Primus who tried to be captivated actually displayed a figure that seemed antipathy to him.

From between Beby's lips, sound. "Lo's mad, Prim?"

Primus responded to Beby's question quickly. "Gue's not mad, Beb."

In a pair of eyes Beby now seemed to pool clear tears. "Lo's mad at me?" ask again to Primus.

Primus took a deep breath, dimmed his snarl, then looked at Beby without a blink. "No. But I didn't think it through."

"Gue feels like you've got me."

Beby caught Primus' wrist again. "Primus.. excuse me."

Primus lowered his head, looked at the grip of Beby's hand in his hand, then hurriedly let go. "Okay. I'll get you the book you want."

Watching Beby who was just sculpting, Primus muttered. "Beby... Why are you silent?"

Holding back the eager tears from his eyes, Beby nodded and grabbed the book that Primus had given him.

"Even, right?" asked Primus with the next eyebrow raised.

Beby said slowly. "Thank you, Prim."

The fur on Primus' forehead had not disappeared even though the guy nodded. "Either. Next time you need my help, it's important, Beb."

"Yes before. I want nyamperin Lula. Poor him I live alone."

Beby glanced again before Primus shifted from the bookshelf. "Primus..."

With that the guy had to look. "What else is it?"

"Is there a book you want again?"

Beby's head was chuckling. "I didn't actually come here for help."

Primus chuckles. "Gue felt that way too. You're just gonna fuck me, right?"

Without thinking any longer, Beby vented his wish. "Gue wants to be the same, Prim. I also want to be close to you like Lula."

"Okay.lo may already know that I like you, Prim. From the letter I put on the mading. But this time I want to say in front of you."

Beby paused for a moment, adjusting his trembling breath from the great nervousness. But this time he did have to tell Primus directly so that the guy knew that he didn't want to work on him at all. He only wanted Primus to be able to get close to him as well.

"Gue can no longer hold this in your heart." Beby did not care anymore, he looked into Primus' eyes deeply. "Primus. From tenth grade I've loved you."

"Maybe it's time I reveal all my feelings are the same. I'm just trying to do this to get your attention."

The mouth of the Primus clenched tightly for a moment. But then the guy took a step forward and held onto both of Beby's shoulders. "Thank you for your confession, Beb. Thanks for liking me."

Primus' lips curled a smile. "But it's not like this, Beb. This is not how you get my attention."

"Gue can give my heart to elo."

Beby pressed his lower lip. "Primus...."

"Lo doesn't have to act weird like this anymore. If it's time, I'll pay you back." said Primus with a sweet smile.

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