Let Me Sin

Love her

Last night for Rania could not sleep, sitting at her bedside staring at the night sky from behind the bedroom window. The cold snap penetrated all the way to the bone.

Her hair was dry but very messy because she did not comb. Her eyes were puffy, her tiny nose was still flushed.

Until the wall clock shows at 03.30 am, Rania can no longer bear to immediately vent all her complaints to Haris. He took the phone from his drawer, looking for Haris's contact number.

Rania took a deep breath before finally pressing the call button at Haris number.

Tuuttt...

There's no answer yet..

Tuuut....

"Ehem. Hello?. "

"Mas Haris's. Sorry to interrupt, I. I.mm I have something to say. "

"Can't you talk later at the office?. Just disturb. " Rania is confused, Haris is delirious? or you wake up but don't see who's calling.

"Mas Haris. I'm Rania... "

"Eh HAH Rania?!!!. " The one at the other end of the phone was immediately aghast and immediately checked the screen of his phone.

"Mas?. "

"Rania?, I'm sorry I thought my secretary. " With his drowsiness, Haris tried to collect all the lives that were playing somewhere.

"I can't sleep tonight anyway. "

"E what? , why?. "

"I couldn't sleep, because I kept thinking about Yura. "

"Why is he?. "

"Yesterday night, he said he was starting to love you. And this afternoon, he told me to tell you that he loves you. "

"Ooh.hoaammm...WHAT????!!!. " Haris rounded his eyes. Surprised by what Rania said.

"So.... Yura starts to like you as a handsome and kind adult, not as a big brother. " Rania continued.

"That's just Rania... " Haris thins his lips.

"Mas, don't pretend to be so stupid. From now on love Yura as the girl you love. "

"You're a dream?. "

"i'm serious. Yura loves you, but she doesn't know how to reveal it to you first. So I'm the one who said, you understand now?. "

Haris held his breath, thinking. How could Rania lightly tell him to love Yura. Is there no heart for Haris anymore? . Does Rania not want to start their love story again?.

"Mas." Haris's daydreams are crumbling.

"Sorry I can't. Yura is my sister. I loved her as a sister, nothing more. "

"Then for your friendship I have to sacrifice my heart?. " Any emotion begins to emerge from Haris.

Rania who was already sad, just broke her heart. Love or friend.

"It's not. Mom, you're an adult, I'm sure you understand the situation. "

"Rania, look.I don't really want to talk about the past anymore but. I'm almost crazy because you married another man. And now that you've been alone again, you think I'll let you go again????. "

"Mas enough!!!. Please give me a chance for Yura. Just try it first. If you really can't, you can talk to him. At the very least, he could feel the love's reply from you even for a moment. "

"No. My sister Yura and I don't want to love her. " Say Haris kekeh.

Rania heard a sobbing, Haris sharpened her hearing. Right, Rania is crying.

"Rania, I've been quite tormented all this time, don't torture me any longer for having to leave you. "

"But Yura needs you. Hixes. "

"I'm there for Yura as an older sister. Don't worry about it, you realize? If I were to be with Yura then we had a fight, there would definitely be a farewell. Different if I or Yura marahan as a brother and sister, surely a few hours later it is better again, already familiar again, easily forgotten. "

Rania's cry grew, fearing that Devi would wake up, Rania walked towards the balcony of her room. Despite the cold piercing skin, Rania still wanted to persuade Haris.

"Mas, but what about the friendship between me and Yura? , surely he would be annoyed at me for not being able to persuade you. "

"As long as he doesn't know we've had a relationship, your friendship will be fine. Believe this. "

"But... "

"Hello? Rania's? how broken?. " Haris tried to contact Rania again but could not.

"Yes his bedsheet is over. " Rania sighed annoyed, not yet finished business, just dead HP it.

With slow footsteps, Rania went back into the room. Slumped down beside Devi. Wanting to sleep but the night had begun to change, with a dim look of eyes, Rania walked towards the bathroom. Clean yourself and then perform prayers.

Until the sun starts to appear, Rania wakes up Devi then makes breakfast for Devi, all for om and aunt mumpung she has time.

Early in the morning the special fried rice was ready, the aunt who had just come out of her room continued to sit on the dining room chair. Then when she followed, Devi also came down from her room. Everyone gathered, breakfast began.

Devi and Rania leave. Om and Auntie seem to be leaving a little later.

"Pa, didn't you see Rania's eyes?. "

"Look ma, the most also the problem of young people. "

"Papa is very relaxed. "

"No papa ma, Rania is a strong girl. It won't just fall apart, especially just a men's problem. "

When you're ready, you go to the office and your aunt will go to Liliana's house today..

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