Let Me Sin
The match continues
Haris sat near his papa, without looking at Hanindya and Pak Taufan in front of him.
"Mas Haris? How are you?" Hanin extended her hand to Haris.
"Okay" he replied slowly.
"alright. As we talked about in the previous meeting, the engagement of Haris and Hanin will be done soon" said Mr. Taufan firmly.
"I'm sorry, sir. I beg you very much, forgive me. Because Haris doesn't approve of this matchmaking." Mr. Faisal spoke very carefully.
"Why is that? Mr. Faisal himself said, if Haris strongly agreed to it." Mr. Typhoon was immediately upset.
Hanindya immediately looked at Haris, annoyed.
Everyone in the dining room had a tense face.
"Pa. Haris is getting married to Hanin" Haris said.
"Ris, don't force your heart." Mama Haris hugged Haris with tears that almost fell.
"How's this? You guys want to play my family?" mr. Typhoon was so angry that he stood up from his seat.
"Pa calm down pa!" Ms Retno Pak Taufan's wife tried to calm her husband.
"Sir, forgive me." Mr. Faisal was trembling.
"Ris, the decision is in your hands," looked at Haris.
"Yes. I'm Haris. Will marry Hanindya the only daughter of Mr. Typhoon and Mrs Retno." Haris spoke firmly this time.
Hanin and his family smiled widely, as did Mama and Papa Haris. Haris smiled, even though he was forced.
"All right, the day after we do the engagement party." Mr. Typhoon then sat back down.
They enjoyed dinner without anyone talking.
Dinner is over.
Hanin, Mr. Taufan and his wife also say goodbye to go home.
Now lived Haris and his parents, sitting in the living room.
"Pa. Now papa will be happy because Haris is no longer defiant." Haris started the conversation though somewhat awkwardly.
"Yesterday my father has let you live your own way. Why are you blaming papa now?"
Not answering anymore.
Haris went up to her room upstairs.
Papa and mama Haris just looked at him, exhaling loudly.
"Pa. Never mind, will that approval come out of Haris' own mouth."
"But Haris still blames me."
"Tomorrow he was good too. Haris is like that too. Likes to be angry but the next day has forgotten," Rubbed the back of Mr. Faisal slowly.
Mr. Faisal walked towards Haris' room above.
"Ris, can papa come in?" There's no answer.
Mr. Faisal just came in because the door wasn't locked.
"Ris, if you keep beating papa, why did you agree to that?"
Haris was still sitting staring at the window of her room that was still open.
"Papa canceled it, why did you say yes?"
"Ris, answer!"
"Is this what papa wants? From a small child also Haris has been very obedient. Previously Haris refused this matchmaking but now the girl whom Haris started to love is gone. Haris is still wrong in papa's eyes? Yes Haris is always wrong. Even obeying papa Haris' will is still to blame!"
Faisal sir looked down.
"Yes, now you're really an adult. It can make your papa aware. Papa is wrong, all this time always sues you," Mr. Faisal's mind admits his mistake.
"That's pa. Haris' life belongs to papa. Arrange everything you want papa!"
Haris instantly broke down his body, covering it with his blanket.
Mr. Faisal was now confused, seeing the attitude of his heartbroken son.
Mr. Faisal came out of Haris' room.
"Where's pa?"
"Haris blames papa, ma."
"Yes, after marrying later Haris will definitely love Hanin by herself."
Mr. Faisal just nodded.
"Want to rest now?"
Mr. Faisal pushed his wife's wheelchair. Then they rest.
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"YYYRGGGHH"
Shouted Haris in his room.
Ruffled hair.
"Not to hurt Rania, and not to love Hanin. This time to hold papa to always look after and love mama. I have to make papa owe me a favor!" murmured Haris while smiling cynically.
The night is late. Haris was still unable to sleep, still thinking about Rania who had returned to her home. Haris knows how devastated Rania feels right now. But Rania forbids Haris from seeing her again if she doesn't want to hurt Rania more deeply.
With Rania's words, it was enough to be the reason Haris would rather stay away from her..
