Let Me Sin
Baper
That afternoon was very hot, Rania was standing in front of the Devi school gate. It had been 10 minutes of waiting, finally there was a bell that signaled the lesson was over.
Rania sees the school security guard opening the gate, the children begin to huddle together to go home soon.
"Rani MBA!" it sounded funny as usual Devi's voice. Thick cheeks with curly hair that has been tangled due to sweat.
"Where's the school today deck?" I said while holding Devi's right hand.
"Seru brother. Before coming home, the teacher gave me a puzzle and if you can answer, get a star."
"What number do you have yourself?"
"Number four, hehe."
"Emmm? yes, yuk is home."
Arriving home, Rania gets food for Devi. Devi ate with her.
Until late afternoon, Rania waited for Diki to come home from the office. Sitting on the porch seat, Rania occasionally saw her phone maybe Diki sent a message.
A car passes by, Rania observes it but it is not Diki's car.
"Like Rania," murmured Haris who was driving the car.
"Who's car is stopping there?" rania muttered, "But not papa's car" he added.
Haris observes the woman sitting on the porch of the mansion, so curious that Haris almost got out of the car and made sure she was Rania or not. From a very similar appearance, nothing has changed at all.
But when the car door was opened, there was a horn from behind. Diki's car that wants to get into his house is blocked by Haris' car.
Just jump Haris forward his car, "Where might it be Rania, ck!" decak Haris parked his car in his garage.
Seeing Diki's car, Rania immediately approached and opened the gate.
"Walked,"
"Yes ... Why is the tumben spoiled?"
"I want to talk to you about something, okay?"
"What?"
"Why are you jutek?"
"Ran, I'm tired . Yes, yes!"
Rania nodded, then entered the house holding Diki's arm. Diki also gave a rough sigh.
"*Is there a problem? Diki was different sekal*i," Inner Rania looked at Diki.
"Here I__"
"That's okay." Diki brushed off the hand of Rania who was about to take off her tie.
Rania is embarrassed, looking for if she made a mistake? Butwhat?.
"Close the door to her room, I'll take a break." Diki dropped her body on the bed, and Rania closed the door to her room.
"Why you?" Rania approached and gently rubbed Diki's chest.
"Ran, please I'm so tired."
Rania was confused herself seeing Diki's attitude.
"I'm going to the kitchen first, right?"
"........"
"Sir Diki see, beautiful right?" Diki was surprised to see Devi in her room, Devi did enter without permission.
"Other times if you go in excuse me, it's not polite!" said Diki ketus, making Devi down.
"Sorry brother." Devi keeps another keychain she bought at school.
"Udah get out there. Rani's mom in the kitchen." Diki tilted her body back at Devi.
"Mba?" Devi.
"Eh why, baby? Why cry?"
"Sir Diki why angry? Devi wants to give me this keychain." Devi showed me the hanger.
"angry? Yes, Devi is here. Help me out, will you?" Rania forced her smile, confused as to why Diki was acting so.
Not long after dinner is ready. Rania approached Diki in the room, vaguely from Diki's front door was calling someone.
"Without?"
"Hmmm"
"Eat first." Rania was just standing in the doorway.
Diki immediately stood up and walked away not caring about Rania who was in front of him.
Devi lowered her head looking at Diki's arrival, in Rania's own heart was upset why Diki changed this attitude.
"Don't much!" Rania nodded instead of adding to her frustration while taking the rice and side dishes for Diki.
"This is mba takein' the deck." Rania grabs the plate in front of Devi, after handing the food plate to Diki.
The three of them ate very quietly. Rania herself felt awkward, and was still thinking about stuff last night or this morning she made a mistake.
Diki left just like that after dinner ended. Rania rubbed Devi's back so she calmed down.
"Devi dare to be his own bobo? Mba wants to go to Mba's room first," persuades Devi.
Devi nodded her head, but Rania saw disappointment on Devi's face.
"When Devi was afraid, she wanted to be in the temple first," inner Devi as she stepped into the room.
Rania lay down beside Diki who was already curled up with her blanket. Slowly Rania hugged Diki's stomach.
Wishing Diki turned her head and returned her embrace. There was a "click" sound many times from her phone, but Rania did not dare to look. Mistakes can add to Diki's anger.
Until the wall clock shows at 23:00 wib Rania still has not closed her eyes, in the pull of Diki's stomach slowly so they face but Diki's body feels stiff as if refusing.
Rania couldn't bear it, her feelings were now starting to hurt, confused by Diki's attitude.
"Wiken, what's my fault?" the stuff can't be held anymore.
"........"
"Diki, sorry. What's my fault, honey? say."
".........."
Surrendering, Rania finally fell asleep with tears and a reddened nose.
