Let Me Love You.

Let Me Love You.
CHEMOTHERAPY.



Along the way to Pertamina Prabumulih Hospital, Kinara's heart was relentlessly pounding, this was the first time he would run chemotherapy.


“ Bismilbornrahmanirrahim.” Kinara said in his heart as he continued to explore the hospital corridor to the room where he would be doing chemotherapy.


Because it was on schedule, Kinara did not have to wait long or take a queue number.


With a feeling of anxiety and nervous Kinara accompanied by the brother entered the room.


There the AL Doctor and several other Doctors and sisters have been waiting.


“ Sorry we're late.” Henky's older brother Kinara was humble.


“ Please login.” Doctor AL said.


Kinara and the older brother had been sitting quietly.


“ Can we start now Doc?.” Ask Sister Anggi assistant Doctor AL.


“ Ara are you ready?.” Ask AL softly, as gentle as his eye gaze.


Kinara nodded doubtfully, quite frankly she was very scared and also nervous.


AL realized Kinara's feelings were not calm.


“ Don't be afraid, I'm with you.” a chatt message was sent by AL on Kinara to encourage her.


Hearing there was a notification on her phone, Kinara also looked at her phone for a while.


As soon as he read his chatt message, there was a sense of calm in his heart, the words AL managed to get him excited.


Kinara did not reply to the chatt message sent by the Navy, instead she looked at the AL who was standing near the gurney where Kinara would lie down and do chemotherapy.


AL realized and probably understood the meaning of Kinara's gaze, until she smiled while nodding slowly.


Kinara stood up and began to lie down on the gurney, then after everything was ready, chemotherapy was immediately done.


And Thank God all went well, Kinara's body responded well.


For a while Kinara was deliberately given an anesthetic so that he could rest completely, and the drug could work optimally.


AL took a deep breath, he felt a little relieved because his chemotherapy went smoothly, he only thought of one thing, namely the effects of the chemotherapy will greatly affect Kinara.


30 Minutes later, Kinara began to open her eyes, The first thing she saw was the AL who was still faithful in the room with her brother and 1 other sister.


Kinara tries to sit down, assisted by sister Anggi


“ I feel a little light Doc.” Sahut Kinara drowned.


“ Means the medicine we give is well received by your body.” Clearly AL.


Kinara did not really hear the explanation of AL, because he began to feel uneasy, between the desire to vomit and the true taste is not good in his stomach, which is why he felt very anxious.


Sweat began to wash all over his body.


“ Ara what's wrong?.” Henky the older brother who noticed Kinara's uneasiness began to ask.


Kinara simply shook her head, with all her might holding back the urge to vomit.


AL knew very well what Kinara felt, so he asked Sister Anggi to help Kinara get up and stand up.


Right after his feet stepped on the ceramic of the room, Kinara really could not hold it anymore, until immediately all the contents of his stomach came out without rest. Good thing Doctor AL and Sister Anggi have prepared with all that.


Kinara spewed out all of her entrails, until a bluish-colored liquid came out of her mouth.


Demgan patient and painstaking AL helped clean up the rest of the vomit that was in Kinara's body, even without the slightest disgust, it was indeed the duty of a Doctor, he said, however, it is usual that the problem of cleaning the patient is not a doctor's task right.


But AL did so of his own accord because he wanted to take care of Kinara as best he could.


Sister Anggi who witnessed it was confused, only this time he saw AL so to the patient.


“ Now do you still feel restless?.” Ask the AL while holding Kinara on top of the gurney.


Kinara just shook her head.


“ Nausea and vomiting are the effects of chemotherapy that you live, so I hope you will not feel confused if we do the second chemotherapy later.” Clearly AL is understanding.


“ Good Doc.” Kinara spoke in a slightly vibrating tone of voice probably due to her slightly limp condition.


“ And there are still 1 more that you will experience due to chemotherapy, that is your hair will definitely start to fall out, it is the effect of chemicals that are put into your body.” Added AL.


Kinara nodded with tears beginning to flow down her cheeks. He had imagined that one day he would no longer have hair.


AL was sad to see Kinara begin to shed tears, but he could not do anything, so he chose to leave the room.


“ Rest Ara, 15 minutes later you can go home.” After saying so, AL immediately came out of the room, with a feeling that could not be explained.