Let Me Love You.

What the hell's going on?.

Upon arriving at Kinara's house directly to his room. both of his parents who had asked he did not respond, he said tired and wanted to rest.

Kinara immediately put her bag down and lay on the bed. He felt very tired, not because of a long wait for angkot, but maybe a factor in his illness.

The more days his endurance is getting weaker, not once twice he has fainted while at home.

His eyes were closed but his mind kept fixed on AL, Really when he first saw AL in Doctor Wahyudi's room earlier, he really felt amazed.

In addition, he was really curious about where AL knew his Akrab name.

“ I wonder where Kak AL knows about my call?.” Kinara muttered to himself.

“ The feeling when I was in school was never my classmates called me by that name, then from where did Kak AL know, did Doctor Wahyudi tell him? ah I don't know, why do I keep thinking about him sich.” Annoyed by Kinara, because she kept thinking about AL.

In order not to think about AL anymore, Kinara tried to reach for her phone, intending to chatt with her socmed friends.

But when she read Chatt one of her close friends who asked about her new doctor, Kinara again remembered about AL.

“ Ra, what about your new Doctor, is he as friendly as Doctor Wahyudi?.” That's Chatt from Fella Kinara's close friend.

“ Doctor is good coke Fel.” That's a brief Kinara bales.

“ Young or old?.” Reply Fella.

“ Difficult clearin his Fel.” reply Kinara again.

His reply had indeed been sent, but his mind returned to AL, he kept on remembering a handsome face, a sweet smile, a friendly greeting, all as if imprinted in his eyes.

“ Duuh napa sich from earlier I always thought of him.” again Kinara upset himself.

“ Who are you thinking of.?” Her mother interjected with the question. Apparently, Kinara's words were just heard by the mother.

“ No Bu.” sahut Kinara felt ashamed.

The mother began to sit at the side of her daughter.

“ Do not lie to Mom, I can see clearly even your face looks embarrassed when answering earlier.” said her Mother.

“ So come on who is always on your mind?.”

Kinara smiled badly.

“ That's Mom, She's that.”

“That's all from earlier, who is he?.” Ask her mother to tease her.

“ Doctor AL Bu.” replied his shy shyness, somehow he felt embarrassed when talking about AL.

“ Who is Doctor AL?.” Ask her mother again.

Her mother nodded her head

“ Did you and AL ever get close?.” the Mother started investigating.

“ Gak Bu, I'm the same he even rarely speaks.” sahut Kinara as if.

“Rarely, meaning ever kan.”

“ Yes during a camper event at school first, but only ordinary talk was not long.” explained Kinara again.

“ Sure it's just that?.” Tandas the Mother.

“Iya Bu only that, after the camper show ended we never spoke, most if we meet at school he just smiles doank, that's all, that's all, but it's weird that I always remember him Bu.”

Kinara's question made her Mother smile thinly.

“ Kok I even smile” Kinara more confused.

“ Ask your heart baby, you're an adult, and I know you've been in love, so you know what happened to you.”

Kinara immediately fell silent to the mother's words.

Could it be that she's been in love with AL since seeing him at the hospital earlier.

Do not rule out the possibility, who will not fall in love with a man like AL, which is almost perfect.

“ Ra, I want to give you an advice, I hope you understand what I mean nak.” My mother started saying again.

“ What is Bu.?” ask Kinara.

“ Up there if we look at a glimpse of the sky will look close, but no matter how high we climb we will never be able to touch the sky, but behind it if we look down then the ground we will see, even our feet tread there.” that's the advice given by his mother.

“ I hope you understand what the words of Mother just Ra,.” said Mother again.

After saying so he left Kinara, who was still digesting what his mother's advice meant.

After he thought hard, he finally understood what his mother meant.

Namely his mother wants him not to dream and dream too high.

Yes, her mother did not want her to expect too much from AL, in other words her mother wanted her to realize who she was and who AL was.

She doesn't deserve AL that's because her mother doesn't want Kinara to nurture that feeling, however no mother wants to see her child hurt.

Kinara understood that, which is why she would try not to let her feelings develop towards AL, she had to be self-conscious, she said, especially when he himself does not know whether AL is still single or even married.