Let me Hate You

Part-8 Expressions or Statements

One day before Zemira actually left, her friend requested that Fadil come to work to meet Zemira and Fadil agreed with the proposition that she happened to be told by her brother to buy food at Zemira's workplace.

All of Zemira's co-workers force Zemira to dimake over, of course Zemira refuses to be made up, but the pity of his friends who will not be able to fight Zemira.

And with the resignation of Zemira dimake up even his boss is very supportive, even Asiyah once asked if Fadil already has a lover? but Fadil replied he did not have a girlfriend even he did not want to date want to be serious immediately. And it fits perfectly with Zemira's character because it's true that Zemira has never dated and is not allowed by her brother.

Late in the afternoon around the middle of the thirties, Fadil came riding his motorbike and parked it on the sidewalk. Again the charm of Fadil makes Zemira's eyes look but when looked back at Fadil immediately his eyes bowed in shame, even Zemira did not dare to ask what else greeted him.

His resolute and pretentious friends chat with Fadil, even Zemira just smiled with misbehavior because her heart was pounding erratically. Even his boss had a conversation with Fadil, of course, Fadil was embarrassed because he was attacked by so many people plus his Boss who followed him like his friend.

The happiness that Zemira is currently feeling, but the question he thinks will be wrong this feeling? is it true how love acts? which requires it as if he really wants Fadil but the man seems to open hope for Zemira.

"Zee kanya Fadil really like you Zee, the proof is that she relain dateng here just want to see you know" said Asiyah.

"Don't love hope mba fear later hope is not appropriate" said Zemira although his heart agreed with what his friend said.

"Serius loh Zee, sure he likes you" said Asiyah reassured again.

But Zemira's mind was always filled with questions, what is he doing right now? was wrong? because Zemira had never done this before with any man except this man, Fadil.

After returning from work Zemira gets a message from Faisal, the man who had wanted to be close to him before Zemira knew Fadil. Faisal sent a message asking Zemira even more questions about Zemira, but was answered with ordinary reply by Zemira.

Zemira ventured to ask Fadil, because if it was true Fadil had the same feelings as him. Soon Zemira wanted to end towards halal, but Fadil's answer said it was normal. Making Zemira realize that all this time she was only filled with false hopes, now Zemira tries to control her feelings for Fadil.

Now Zemira's heart has forgiven Faisal for past disappointment, even Faisal does not know that Zemira knows about his chat with Milla. But Zemira did not want to ask right or wrong that he heard from Milla, because his trust in Milla was very strong.

Zemira restricts her chats with Faisal so that her heart no longer has the intention to open her heart to the man again, in the end Zemira prayed in the silence of the night accompanied by a very cold wind swept her tear-filled face.

"Oh my God.?. Blame what I did? is it true that the step I am currently taking, should I as a woman approach him a man who does not know the good and bad for me. O Allah. If his love is not for me then show, convince my heart to forget it quickly and easily, do not make my heart deeper into the feeling space until it is difficult to return I do not want God.."

Silence made shahdu the walls of Zemira's room, a beautiful sentence that came out of her deepest heart to her man whom she loved sincerely.