Let me Hate You
Part-24 House Fadil
"What is Fadil doing here?" asked Zemira who was still surprised.
"I should be, what are you doing in my house?" fadil replied feeling strange.
"Where's Zemira?" abi asked when he saw Adam.
"That's bi Zemira" refers to Zemira's existence with Fadil.
"Dear Zemira" call abi.
Zemira immediately avoided Fadil and went to his ashes, Zemira immediately kissed the back of his hand and kissed the hands of people who were nearby including Uncle Ahmed.
"Please introduce my daughter who is single" Abi told the man next to her.
"Your daughter is really very similar to her mother" replied the man who was called a baby by abi.
"Zemira this om bayu his friend abi first, om bayu this has a goat business. You have to learn a lot of business with him, baby" said Abi while stroking Zemira's hair gently.
"If aja Fadil is still single, the mother wants a mate with Zemira" said a woman who was next door om baby she was the wife of her brother's friend.
Zemira only smiled faintly to reply to the words of the middle-aged woman, Fadil approached his mother and father and put a drink in front of Zemira.
"Let's Zemira to drink first, the mother had made fish meatballs but already on his own mother's grandchild know a lot of just Fadil who did not love the mother's grandchildren" said the woman then laughed.
"Mother, it's weird" Fadil replied.
"Thank you aunt" said Zemira smiling.
"Don't call a aunt, call me to be familiar" the woman replied.
"Oh yes, thank you mom" Zemira said with a smile.
"Because, later after Zemira finished drinking Zemira help mom behind ya" said the woman.
"Zemira just came home from work mom so don't take care of him as he's tired" said om bayu.
"With papa ko om, Zemira is tired" Zemira replied smiling, hesitating to refuse.
"Good boy" said mother.
***
Zemira helps mom wash dishes that are so piled up, Zemira takes over mom's job because she doesn't have the heart to have to see mom wash the dishes alone.
"Zemira has replaced the mother just that you have been dawdling already washed a lot also here mother only" said the mother.
"With papa ma'am, do not hesitate to consider Zemira aja mother's son so this sacred duty let Zemira aja yes" replied Zemira with a smile.
"If so mom take soap first in the barung yes for a while" said mother.
"Don't be long, ma'am" Zemira replied.
Mother replied with a nod and left Zemira alone in the kitchen while everyone was in the front and in the guest room.
Suddenly Fadil approached and opened the refrigerator and took some drinking water, then approached Zemira who was washing dishes.
"Your face is full of dryness" said Fadil thrusting several sheets of tissue.
"Thank you, just stay there" replied Zemira.
"We always have a lot of time to talk at length, not to be held and not dichatt" said Fadil.
"Indeed what to talk about" Zemira replied, turning her eyes away.
"Many, about feelings for each other, about forgiveness, about misunderstandings, and many more" said Fadil.
"Think, it turns out that a super star can talk too" replied Zemira.
"Alas, only writers can speak" Fadil replied.
"Fadil" called the mother who saw her son next to Zemira.
"Well, you were there? surely again deketin Zemira yes, you are not the same girl who was invited to meet the father" continued the mother.
"Aaww" cried Zemira in pain.
"Why you?" Fadil's a little panicked.
"You're bleeding, try here I see" continued Fadil.
"I don't know papa, it's a small wound. I'm usually just as hurt" Zemira replied, not insisting on a panicked Fadil.
Zemira only washed his wound with water and even still had time to continue the laundry even though he held the pain due to a sharp scratch on one of the cookware that he was washing.
Mom just watched the two, and then immediately she turned off the tap. Zemira looked at the mother who seemed to understand Zemira's feelings.
"Mother alone goes on, you don't need to be strong to be seen as okay. Fadil help Zemira, bandage her wound" said the mother.
"Sorry mother Zemira" replied Zemira hugging mother.
"No need to apologize, baby, this is almost done, don't worry" said the mother.
***
Zemira pecked as Fadil petrified to treat his wounds that continued to flow blood without stopping, even between the two silent without a sound. Though Fadil deliberately made his wound feel very fairy but Zemira remained expressionless with what he felt.
"Sorry" said Fadil.
Zemira just stared at Fadil, not answering just a flat experiment
"Why not answer?" ask Fadil.
"I'm confused as to what to answer" Zemira replied.
"Whatever it is, as long as it can relieve your feelings" said Fadil.
"Enforcing my feelings is that you never show up again in my life" Zemira replied.
"So you hate me?" ask Fadil.
"I just don't have a reason to keep liking you" Zemira replied.
"It's done, please you settle this yes" said Fadil and left.
Zemira only pecked when Fadil stepped away from him, but his heart said otherwise that he wanted to always see him but his heart could no longer afford to keep liking him. And right now what Zemira is doing is trying to hate Fadil because that's the only way she can get away.
'If I had a choice at the beginning when I had to choose to like you or not, if it would be like this I would choose not to like you' Zemira Nuruddin
