LET HIM LIVE

Introfecting yourself

"I love my sister." said Zoya hugging her brother's body.

Rani smiles bitterly at Zoya's words. Indeed he is still with Zoya, even if only different fathers. But Rani did not expect that he was a child continued from Ilham it was very painful.

They still hug each other, but their affection.teeusik.olwh knock on the door that sounds loud, both of them release their arms to each other. Rani opens the door to see Rey in the doorway. Rani looked at Ningsih who was beside Rey.

"She's always wanting to see you, I've forbidden it too" Ningsih said that

Rani does.lamhsungnmwnjababa but she takes a deep breath and exhales back. Rani finally gets to know Rey out onto the terrace while Zoya and Ningsih are still standing at the place they were, initially Ningsih follows them but Zoya holds back.

"Don't let this just not tick you, right?" spray Rey after being on the porch.

"What do you mean? don't tick me?" Hela breathed Rani in wonder.

"ah! You're the one who made up this problem so you can be safe" Rey explained.

"What is the matter of your mother and father? Funny, I don't know what Rey is either, I just found out that,"

"Don't teach you!" ketus Rey is angry..

"I'm cape. You will also not understand," Rani immediately walked to enter..

But Rey quickly grabbed Rani's hand. Rani pulls her hand out of Rey's..

"You dare to fight me Ran?"

Rani silently listened to Rey. Rani looked directly at Rey's face sharply.

"Rey again I don't know that. I only know my father was Ilham not Surya!" rani's screams are frustrating..

He actually did not want to discuss this, Rey came and talked about the problem that had not been revealed. So he went home with Ningsih also just wanted to calm his feelings, uh Rey even came.

"You better go home, than here to make a fuss!" great-grandson Rani sebal.

Without waiting for more time Rani entered and locked the door as if she would not want Rey back again, mother and Zoya are still in Rani's room both of them look at each other, each other, but Rani just kept quiet, she laid her body on the bed.

Zoya and Ningsih finally come out they are like giving time for Rani to think things through. Moreover, Ningsih who knows exactly what happened, he believes that Rani still can not accept what should never happen to him.

After his mother and sister came out of the room Rani cried while.

'O Allah, what am I to do, I am filthy, I despise God before You, ' said Rani, as she uttered the clear liquid that came out of her eyes.

"God is very forgiving, so if you want you to be able to rest in front of Him," the sound of Adinda was very clear in Rani's ears.

"But what is it that I should be gathered before God in this filthy state" said Rani.

"God is most forgiving to his repentant servant" said Adinda to provide motivation.

"I'm dirty, I've been pregnant." brick stammered Rani said that.

Rani was silent to hear everything from Adinda said like dew falling during the day, she felt the beauty of God's love through Adinda.

"It is not too late, repent now that God opens the door of repentance for the serious,"

Rani just nodded instantly as well. His heart was empty, empty like he had no passion. All this time he was far away from God and even followed the whispers of Satan who plunged him with momentary beauty.

Rani jerks. When his ears were so faint that he heard the sound of the Adhan coming from a mosque not far from his house, the empty recesses of his heart were now filled with a beautiful and melodious voice.

His tears dripped when he listened to the Adhan he had been so bad. Rani finally got out of bed and went straight to the ablution.

With humility and sincerity, he took ablution in an orderly manner and performed prayers. When he finished praying, he asked God for forgiveness.

After praying he read the Qur'an some letters that he read. Rani's cry really spilled instantly as she read one of the letters from the Koran that made her heart tremble violently.

'O Allah guide me in Your truth, do not mislead your servant, O Allah make him a servant who always draws near to You,"

Several times he spoke the words of complaint to God. But far away in other places Rina is opposite to Rani.

Rina came to Adinda she poured feelings on her friend about her family that she had not expected.

"You said that only from here," Dengus Rina did not understand what she meant at all.

"I've cape, but you say I have to repent, repent what the hell do you think? I have never done anything wrong" continued Rina growled at Adinda.

Rina came to Adinda just wanted Adinda to say what it was not to suggest such a strange thing, that she did not like Adinda. Not to give a good solution for him but he instead advised.

"Din, you actually want what the hell I want to come to your house just want to vent instead of listening to your lecture!" Dengus Rina's.

"Ran, not this talk for your own good,"

"Just like!"

"I don't like it if I tell you the story you should listen to my love advice not rich advice, advice is pointless,"

Adinda took a deep breath in hearing what was said by Rina, she really felt astonished what Rian's heart was made of until he did not listen to the kindness he gave.

Yes, he only provided a solution for Rina by deepening herself in God alone, indeed Rina at length told about her family and about her mother's child who was different father, Adinda only listens to what Rina tells her.

"okay! What is your plan now? Looking for your brother's whereabouts or what?" Finally Adinda said that to Rina.

"I just want to look for him, I wonder what he looks like? I'm also Surya's father's meeter." Rina expressed her wish.

"Your mother knows what you want?" ask Adinda.

He knew that actually Rina was desperate. Adinda believes that Rina will just leave without being known by others, that is what she really fears from Rina.*