LET HIM LIVE

POV Rani's

Reader must know, my feelings. I love Rey. Rey is good attention especially he always protects me. it was before I was left married by Rey, I don't know what was in Rey's mind at that time had to marry a woman who was foreign to me.

I just know his name. It was from Rey too..

"Ran, maybe today we're last to meet. Because I'm going to do a marriage contract with Rina." shakes Rey at that time..

"Isn't that?"

I could hardly believe what Rey told me, the man just nodded without being able to answer the question I asked.

"Sorry!''

That's all he said to me. My heart was broken and crushed when he said he was going to marry another woman, I was angry, frustrated.

Imagine when Rey got married she invited me to her wedding reception. I wasn't present at all, lazy, attending my girlfriend's wedding.

I honestly still love Rey, even if I wanted to I could have found another man to replace Rey in my life but I couldn't at all..

Oh, yeah, when I was dating Rey. I already know Dio. Dio is a nice guy, firm, gentle, and Dio has also expressed his love for me, but I rejected it before Rey married Rina.

Yes Dio and I were UT at Cibaliung, we both majored in Library. While Rey different courses, if Rey studied in the provincial city, initially majored in agriculture. Yupz Rey took the state campus in Banten near the Pakupatan terminal.

I was actually going to introduce Dio to Rey after college. We took DII Library because the library department is very new so there is no S1.

I like Dio but only my best friend nothing more. Even though Dio was very considerate, but I consider him only a friend, when I was at the lowest point Dio was always beside me.

I hid the problem a few times but Dio always knew what was happening to me. Maybe because Dio was tired of chasing him, after graduating from college he married a woman who really sincerely loved him

While I still hope Rey, Rey has gone far with another woman who is now his wife. Rey left her hometown to pursue happiness and left me the worst..

Graduating from college I did not work directly, I was unemployed but interrupted idle that I opened a little TBM Horizon Library.

Before working in Junior High I practiced library science such as library administration, library material processing. I am thankful to forget Rey a little. Ever since Rey got married I haven't heard Rey's name at all.

The activities that I did in TBM were finally smelled by the chairman of the TBM district Forum, and finally I participated in TBM activities in the city of Pandeglang district.

Two years I held activities to build children, teenagers and communities around the village that I live in, I met with Dio again at the Bimtek Material Processing Library event held in Anyer

"Are you married?" dio asked looking at me.

I just took a deep breath in hearing what Diao told me. I just slowly put my head down, whether I see it or not..

"You're still waiting for that guy?" ask Dio.

"I had no hope waiting for him, maybe he was happier with the woman" I said blankly.

Surprisingly since Dio talked about Rey, I kept thinking about Rey. I felt long, sick, disappointed, angry but who did I throw it at?

five years since that incident.

I'm still hoping for Rey, and more sadistically I want Rey to divorce that woman! The self-informed woman who had robbed me of my happiness, and to forget all about it I applied for a job in a first-rate school in a sub-district.

But my first meeting since Rey left me, it tormented me. Yes I met Rey back and to her greater surprise she was the head of the library at the school in the beautiful, beautiful little hills.

Between longing, hate, disappointment I still feel and more surprised Rey said that she was sentenced to barren by her mother-in-law.

I don't know which demon possessed both of us the night that shouldn't have happened what, had to happen. It was that cold night when the rain was pouring down, I gave up all Rey's pepper.

I was surprised when I was late my monthly guests who should come every month arrived no longer come, restless, worried, anxious, feeling wrong etc. I slumped when I saw the tespeck should have been negative instead of positive.

I'm gamang. With an indescribable feeling I called Rey, but what she said.

"Remove the fetus before it grows up" Rey shouted on the phone

"Rey this fetus is your son!" my spray is angry.

I didn't expect Rey to have to abort a fetus that's been in my womb for a few weeks. I'm trying to keep him from he should be gone. I will try to keep my pregnancy even though it is very heavy.

"Dirty woman, snatching man's husband" slurs for the most frightful slurs.

From there I knew Rina as Rey's wife and Dio's sister. I was automatically shocked because Dio also never told anything about his brother, I did not expect the woman who was married was Rina his brother from Rey.

Before I got married, I met with Rina, Dio introduced me back then Dio and I were in college. I also did not expect at all, Rey has made all my relationships with Dio almost damaged, I think really evil.

Dio automatically hates me but I realize who I am. Yeah, no matter how I was Rey's past. Lina was once close to me but now that it's far away, I don't know what happened either, I don't understand at all.*

Not to mention the babble of people and the gossip that made me drop. Why should a woman be blamed for her pregnancy, fortunately there is a good neighbor and attention to me.

Rey is really evil. Not only did he want to abort the fetus I was carrying but he also told me to lift the book into his room? what'd you try for?

When I gave birth to Rey who accompanied him. I only smiled faintly as he held my hand, even though Rey was silent but the process I was going through was full of excitement because Rey was beside me.

I also did not expect that Rey would be a good supporter, to support me. I just knew that everything because of Dio, Dio who told Rey to wait for me.