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Ego Two Women

Since her personal life was exposed and her isolation from the five-month-old chairman of OSIS, Deeva prefers to isolate herself from her friends. No more jolly and cheerful Deeva. Deeva shuts herself out of the school. Sometimes he could only cry in his solitude.

Gts ... Gts ...

"Deeva .." call Mother.

No response from the room. Deeva pretended not to listen. He knew there would be more fighting between himself and mom.

Gts ... Gts ...

"Deeva .." call the Mother again.

Again, Deeva did not answer. Ruz became increasingly upset. This time he knocked and called out in a high tone.

Gts ... Gts ...

"Deva ....!!!"

Crc ... Kreekk ...

Keekkk ...

Deeva immediately returned to her bed after opening the door for Mother.

"Didn't you hear Mother calling earlier, Deeva?!" ruz asked annoyed.

"Look"

"Then why are you silent Deeva?! You want to fight Mother?"

The sweet girl held back her tears that were already at the end of her eyes. He did not want to cry in front of Mother.

"Mother, not Deeva will fight Mother but please Deeva, Mother. Deeva wants to live a normal life. Deeva is depressed living like this. Deeva embarrassed Mother?!"

"What do you mean Deeva?!"

"Mother's Work. Deeva shy at teasing friends. They started asking Deeva whose child. Because Deeva herself never knew who Deeva's real father was" The owner of those beautiful eyes revealed all of his heart.

"You don't need to know that. And you ask never again about that man!" Ruz resolute.

"Deeva deserves to know who Deeva's real father is, Mother. Where's she? Who her? Is he alive or is he dead"

"For mother she's dead, Deeva!"

"Or don't be right what people say that Deeva is an unwanted child, if Deeva is a child........"

Psqbg ...

A hard slap landed on Deeva's cheek. Ruz's eyes widened, red like a fire, his jaw hardened and his breath rose and held his anger.

"You must not demean your mother, Deeva. You are the child of your mother's marriage to your biological father. Not a bastard. You have the right to use your real father's name behind your name. Because the blood is flowing in your body, Deeva. It's just ..." Ruz did not continue his speech. She's quiet.

"What's all, Mother? Please tell me who my real father is. Whose name are you hiding behind my name. Answer me Mother?!"

Ruzana Alnaya Ibram, a forty-five-year-old woman, was silent. His eyes were fixed on his teenage daughter. He no longer wanted to bring up his deeply buried past.

"Have Mother said, never again do you ask the man, Deeva. Do not anymore you dig for old wounds in the Mother's heart" said Ruz.

"But Mommy was happy with her, right?!. That man once made you happy, didn't he?! That man who once made Mother smile and gave me to Mother?! Don't just chase after her wounds Mother"

Ruz did not reply he turned his face away from the little girl. For a few seconds they were silent. Then Ruz left and left his daughter alone. Deeva immediately locked her room. And now only he dared to drain the flow of a rushing river in his cheeks. With the loneliness and coldness of the room that night.

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Deeva was depressed by the treatment she received from her friends at school. During the final exam of this class he had absolutely no concentration studying. His heart was uncomfortable and his mind was disturbed. Finally, after finishing the exam, Deeva just locked herself in her room. He didn't even come out when his stomach was hungry.

"Deeva .. "call someone.

Crc ... Crc ...

Keekkk ...

"Here's your lunch" Nince was one of the wankers who worked at the bar. It is worth calling it a bar rather than a cafe.

"Please buy me bread and milk for my dinner" Deeva said

He was lazy to meet the foster children of his other Mother, only Nince was the one he believed. His real name is Nino, he's actually not really a sissy, it's just that circumstances force him to work like that. She had to support her elderly mother and a baby. Yeah, baby. His wife ran away leaving him and his son because they couldn't stand the hard life.

Gts ... Gts ...

Keekkk ...

Nince came to bring some bread and milk to Deeva who had just finished her lunch.

"This is your order"

"Thank you"

"Deeva .." call Nince

"Hmmm ... "

"When do you want to fight like this?" nince said start a conversation.

"Come away" Deeva replied flatly.

"There is no one in the world who would work in this despicable place. Honestly, if you ask them, their little hearts will refuse. Living and surviving is the answer. They are just people who are not given the opportunity to live a decent life normally. I'm sure your Mother is not entirely guilty of your situation, she must cry for her own fate without wanting to look weak in the eyes of people. Deeva ... Try to make peace with the situation. You smart one, get out of here. Find your life worth living out there. Your mump hasn't been damaged like the others" Nince said at length.

"Go?? Get out of here??" ask Deeva.

"Yes, you are the only neutral person and not stuck with the situation. If you can, keep yourself out of this dark world. Go and reach your goals out there. I'm sure you'll find a more beautiful life out there, Deeva"

The Junior Girl fell silent. He tried to pull the red thread from all of Nince's sayings. "Get out of here?? Where's where???" mind churns.

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"Deeva ...?!!" call Ruz.

Gts ... Gts ...

He knocked on the door and shouted his daughter's name. Everyone there glanced at them. They lowered their heads, not daring to stare any longer at the quarrel of the mother and child.

Keekkk ...

Braaakkk...

Ruz slammed in. Deeva was about to run towards her bed but first she felt the spiciness of her mother's slap.

Twice.

Plaaaakk...

Plaaaakk...

The little woman held her cheek that was still flushed due to the blow of the Mother. This time his ego and self-esteem challenged him to stay firm and not shed tears. His eyes looked at Ruz sharply. His breath goes up quickly.

"What do you want, Deeva" challenge Ruz

"Deeva does not want anything Mother" he replied firmly

"Then go out and help Mommy, we're having a lot of guests"

"Not for that, Bun!!"

Ruz almost threw his hand at Deeva. But the sweet girl stood up and puffed her chest in front of the Mother.

"Mother to hit, Deeva? Hit Mother. Explain all of Mother's frustration to Deeva. Deeva will accept it with pleasure. Do what you love with Deeva. Mommy wants to kill even if Deeva is ready" he said

"Remember Deeva our lives and our lives are connected from here. If you don't like. Please leave here. Or if you want you can join the foster kids. So sugar baby is more promising than your life is not clear later"

"Mother told Deeva to prostitute??! By the Lord Mother, where the conscience of the Mother as a mother and a woman. Deeva doesn't want to follow in the footsteps of Mommy. Deeva is about to marry a nice guy who loves Deeva as sincerely as she does. Never will Deeva follow in the footsteps of Mother!!" deeva.

Hahahahahhaha .. broken laughter Ruz.

"You fool Deeva, in this world no one is sincere and faithful. There is no word of honesty for a creature called a man. Including your real father. Forget about love and responsibility. If there were any in this world, Mother would never be like this" Ruz replied in a weakened tone of voice and left leaving Deeva alone in her room.

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